I wasn't married to someone's daughter, so of course they wouldn't let me sleep with them, so I had to sleep in one of the two side rooms (the other side room was the kitchen).

Since it was autumn and the heat had not subsided, I slept on top of the bungalow in order to cool off. The bungalow was open on all sides, and there was nothing to cover it. Sometimes the autumn wind blows, and it makes people shiver.

Looking at the starry sky and thinking about my beautiful wife, I couldn't help but get excited. So, one after another, they sang their familiar songs-

Regarding the fact that I sing well, even if Yanzi and I broke up in the end, their family has never forgotten that sentence: "Jianming's singing is really good." ”

However, the reality is to live, what is the use of just singing well, and it can't be sold for a penny. However, it was indeed a pleasure for the family to hear those beautiful songs in a dream.

And I sang almost every day for almost a month at their house. In other words, the family spent a month in this wonderful enjoyment. I don't know if in the years since I broke up with Swallow, will their family still remember the songs I sang, or the wonderful days of that month?

It would be a comfort to me if they remembered a little bit in the middle of their busy lives. Because that's my merit after all!

My arm knows that after the autumn harvest is not yet good. At that time, the crops in the field were also harvested, and winter wheat was planted, so I went back to my house because I didn't want to stay at Yanzi's house all the time. Of course, when I got home, my father picked me up because I couldn't ride a bike.

After New Year's Day, it is already the wax month of the lunar calendar. With the Spring Festival approaching, the villagers began to buy New Year's goods early. The market is bustling and lively every time it comes.

One day, the matchmaker Li Lao Wu came to my house and said that Yanzi's mother asked me to go to her house for the New Year. "I'm bored, but there's a good place to go." I think. So, the next day, he happily went to Yanzi's house under the leadership of the matchmaker. A stay is a half-moon scene.

In the past half month, I spent between my mother-in-law's laughter and careful care, my father-in-law's cold and unsmiling, my sister-in-law's naughty and lively atmosphere, and my fiancée.

Why do you say that my fiancée and I don't agree with each other? The reason is still in literature. One of my characteristics is that I think about women when I don't have women, and when I feel that women are stable, I think about literature.

I tried to mention literature in front of Swallow, but she didn't seem to understand. And she always likes to talk about some family life, talk about some experience of making a fortune. This is called the so-called disagreement.

At the same time, I deeply understand that in the depths of my heart, when is there a moment when there is no place for literature? Although in order to meet the wishes of their parents, although they have to do what they are not willing to do in order to "rely on their old age", how many people in the world can do things according to their own wishes, and how many people can live their lives according to their own planned life trajectory?

While I am perfunctory on the surface, when I am with my father-in-law, mother-in-law, fiancée and sister-in-law, even if there is even the slightest gap, I think of literature. When I think about literature, I feel gloomy.

Although I have made countless determinations, give up, give up, give up, start a family, have children, and have a good support when I am old. However, I just can't let go, I can't give it up, I can't throw it away.

I also hated myself for falling in love with literature. Why did you set foot at this fool's door? But somehow, I just couldn't let it go. It's like a demon possessed, entangled in a ghost, unable to push it away, and unable to stop.

Whenever I encounter troubles, I will sing songs to relieve my boredom, what "The Shadow of the Fence Wall", what "I Can No Longer Live Like This", what "Love" of the Little Tigers, what "Late Love", what "It's Not Easy to Say I Love You", etc., from beginning to end, sing one after another in order, and sing it a second time after singing.

Of course, I also learn two new songs from the radio to replenish my brain.

As before, Yanzi's family listened in obscurity, how comfortable and unpadded it was!

Actually, when I was at Swallow's house, the swallow also happened to be on vacation, so we could be together every day. Sometimes she would find a few people to play poker with me.

During that time, I met many people in their village at the same time, some of whom really had a good relationship with her family, some of whom were hypocritically greeting, and so on. One of them came to Swallow's house very often. This person is Swallow's father's fine ass friend Huanzhi.

Nahuanzhi and Yanzi's father grew up together, but they want to call him "grandpa" according to their generation, so naturally they should call me "uncle". However, in order to get close to me, he didn't call me "uncle", but called me "uncle".

On the twelfth day of the twelfth lunar month, he had to invite me to his house for a meal. I consulted my father-in-law and mother-in-law as well as Swallow, and they all agreed to let me go.

Actually, the ring is very good, but his wife speaks very badly. I remember she asked me during the banquet: "What will you do if you come to us and be bullied by others in the future?" ”

I didn't know how to answer, but I thought for a long time before I said aloud, "There are a lot of people in our house." The woman didn't say anything when she heard me say this, and went about her own thing.

However, I drank a little too much that day. By the end of the feast, I felt that my eyes were hazy and my legs were shaking. The strong brace stood up, and suddenly bent down again.

Seeing this, the ring hurriedly helped me to a chair and sat down, and then went to call the swallow. In the haze, I heard my mother-in-law complaining to Huanzhi: "I told you not to let him drink, you have to let him drink." ”

The ring zhi said in a low voice, "Grandma, he didn't drink much." I didn't even dare let him drink it. With that, my mother-in-law walked in. I saw her and tried to stand up, but I sat down involuntarily.

The mother-in-law was embarrassed to help me, so she stood there and talked to me: "What's wrong, Jianming? Drink like a fish? "No, there is." I muttered. After a while, the swallow came.

Somehow, when I saw the swallows, I suddenly felt that I had woken up a lot, and hurriedly got up and walked out alone. The swallow came up to me and took my hand.

We went to the room where I slept alone, took off my shoes, and lay down. The swallow sat on the edge of my bed and helped me put the quilt on. Just then, my mother-in-law came in. I was going to go to sleep, but suddenly I remembered something, so I got up and did it.

I grabbed Yanzi's hand and said, "Yanzi, please don't hurt me in the future, okay?" I've been hurt more than once and can't afford it anymore. I'm a person who can talk about other things, but I can't control myself emotionally. ”

When the mother-in-law heard my words, she looked at the swallow and said, "Swallow, do you hear?" Don't hurt him in the future. Then the swallow comforted me and said, "If you want to find it, you have to find it." But are you done? ”

She said this sentence made me feel very uncomfortable and uneasy. I would have liked to hear her say, "Don't worry, I will never hurt you!" The swallow refused to say this, I don't know if he was hiding his scheming?

If she had said that at the time, maybe she would have changed her mind if I had said her original words when we were going to break up at the end?

In this way, I gradually fell asleep in a very uneasy state of mind.

It is said that with my situation at the time, and I didn't go through the door, I shouldn't have stayed in someone's swallow's house for so long. However, no one in my family came to call me, the matchmaker did not come to urge me, and the swallow family treated me very well, and I was able to be with my fiancée every day.

Of course, in the dead of night, I also think of literature. Yes, now the wife's affairs are almost over, but what about literature? After thinking about it, I came up with a compromise.

This book originated from reading books