Shen Chenchen hurriedly turned his head away and looked at the cold river. After his emotions gradually stabilized, he slowly spoke: "When I was a child, I ran here unintentionally and almost didn't jump from here. ”

Xu Xinyi looked at his grim side face with wide eyes, wondering if she had heard it wrong. Did he just say he almost jumped from here? she opened her mouth slightly, looking a little incredulous. I can't believe that this cold, lonely and strong boy standing in front of her at this moment has ever had a soft thought.

When Shen Chenchen said this, he grinned, as quiet as if he was telling someone else's story: "You say, what would happen if I jumped from here that day?"

"Huh?" Xu Xinyi was obviously frightened by his words, how could he ask such a strange question. "Of course you're dead, but if you're lucky enough to be rescued, maybe you'll become a celebrity. ”

"Huh. Shen Chenchen's indifferent eyes rolled in his sockets, his long eyelashes jumped under the dim street lamp, and he slowly breathed a sigh of relief, "Yes, I thought so at the time, but I didn't want to be a celebrity, what I thought about was, if I jumped from here, would my father come to his senses, stop eating, drinking, prostituting and gambling from now on, and treat me and my mother well." ”

"You know, how desperate I was, I was so young, I couldn't stop him from beating my mother, I couldn't stop him from going crazy after losing money and drinking. I often think that if I jumped from here, or chose some other way to die, my dad would wake up and change his ways. I don't expect him to make much money, at least to treat us as his own family. ”

"It wasn't until the day he was taken away by the underworld that I saw the anger in his eyes that wanted to kill me, and I understood that he could never be good to us, and even if I died, he would not do anything to change. Shen Chenchen's face was terrifyingly cold, and his eyes were full of frightening emptiness.

Xu Xinyi rubbed back and forth, rubbed the back of her hands, looked at his lonely silhouette, and said softly: "If you really die, you will never meet me." ”

The voice was as soft as a beautiful song, and it gently blew into Shen Chenchen's ears with the wind.

His body was slightly startled, and he slowly turned around to meet her watery eyes. There seemed to be a warm current in my heart, flowing all over my body with the blood.

Xu Xinyi herself was also a little surprised, surprised by what she said without thinking. However, if you can comfort him, you will not regret saying this.

“……”

Shen Chenchen's dim eyes gradually brightened, and he slowly opened his arms.

"Can you give me a hug?"

The voice was still low, but with a begging that was impossible to refuse.

Xu Xinyi was stunned for a while, she could feel the lonely longing in Shen Chenchen's heart, just a hug could warm her heart again. Because she had longed for it too.

She understands, she can understand.

So, how about giving him a little warmth yourself when he needs it?

Xu Xinyi looked at the hollowness in his eyes, and there were ripples in his heart, with sympathy and pity, and more empathy. She and he are the lonely beings in this world.

This book was first published in Reading Book Worm