(135) He left in such a hurry

"Are you sure you don't eat or drink water?" Ah Hua looked at me and shook his head, and continued to ask me, but I still shook my head in response to Ah Hua.

Whether it's drinking water or eating, everything can only be done after Lan Lan comes, and after Lan Lan comes, Ah Hua can go back, and I won't restrain myself when I'm with Lan Lan like when I'm with Ah Hua.

Looking at and shaking his head, Ah Hua didn't say anything, just sat on the single sofa placed at the door, and sat there without doing anything, I don't know if he was thinking about something, and his eyes looked a little sluggish.

Such two people, in such an atmosphere alone, if you don't say anything, it's too boring, boredom is secondary, the most important thing is that it's too embarrassing, Ah Hua and I have never been alone for so long as we are now.

"Why hasn't Lan Lan come yet. I said in my heart, glancing at the door from time to time, hoping that Lan Lan would come quickly.

"What's wrong with you?" Ah Hua began to ask me again, and I really didn't know how to answer, because there was nothing at all.

"It's nothing, just see if Lan Lan is here. Hearing me say this, Ah Hua stood up, walked out of the room to take a look, and came back and said, "I guess it will take a while, after all, it's at work." ”

I'm in a hurry.,Forget about it.,Girls.,Always have to dress up.,What's more, when I work at JK.,And then when I come out.,It's going to change clothes and remove makeup.,So it still takes time.,I forgot everything when I got up in a hurry.。

As soon as Ah Hua said this, I thought, I can only continue to wait.

"Why do you have such a good relationship with Lan Lan?"

When Ah Hua asked me, I was really surprised, I wouldn't have thought that Ah Hua would be interested in me and Lan Lan's affairs, this is simply not something that can be described by accident, I always feel that I have met a different Ah Hua today.

"Why are you suddenly so interested in the affairs of me and Lan Lan today?" This is just a normal question, there is nothing between me and Lan Lan, and I also know that Ah Hua is so casual to ask.

But I'm just surprised, didn't Ah Hua never treat me, and besides, I have a good relationship with Lan Lan, this is something that the whole JK knows, and it's not a secret for a long time, Ah Hua asked if there was some hindsight.

But Ah Hua doesn't stay in JK all the time, and it's normal for him to not know, so when I think about it like this, I feel much more normal.

"It's nothing, I'm just asking. Ah Hua lowered his head as he said this, and sat back on the couch where he had been sitting before.

"Do you also think that I am much better to Lan Lan and Xiao Yabi than to Sister Haixiu?" I asked Ah Hua, wanting to get a more objective answer from Ah Hua.

I won't ask Sister Haixiu such questions, because such topics can always destroy the relationship between people, and I know that not all relationships will not be destroyed by anything.

I won't ask Ah Feng, and Ah Feng won't tell me the real answer for me, because he won't let anything happen that destroys my relationship with Sister Haixiu, so I can only ask Ah Hua now, and it is precisely because in Ah Hua's eyes that I will never be one of my own, so I can get the answer I really want.

You should ask yourself such questions, and the answers that others give you are not necessarily what you want to hear, nor are they necessarily the answers in your heart. "That's probably the most Ah Hua has said to me, he's never said so much to me.

Maybe it's because I'm really hurt a little bit today, and Ah Hua admires me when he looks at it, so he will have a better attitude towards me today, otherwise he would never treat me like this.

"If I knew the answer, I wouldn't be asking you such a question here, Sister Haixiu is the person I want to look up to, I can never be like her, didn't you ask me why I have such a good relationship with Lan Lan, because the first person I met in JK was Lan Lan, and people have some complexes. I replied to Ah Hua, when you are bored like this, if you don't find something to say, will it really be too embarrassing.

When talking to me, Ah Hua still looked out the door from time to time, and I knew that he was also hoping that Lan Lan would come sooner, so that I wouldn't be too bored, and he could go about his own business.

Although we all know that we can't get along like this, there are still some constraints, so that I, a person who needs to recuperate, how can I rest well.

"There are some things that you can do right and don't care what other people think. "What Ah Hua said sounds like it makes a lot of sense.

"What you said is a life for people who can choose their own lives, not a life that people like me can live without them. I smiled bitterly, There are some things that I can't decide, in addition to accepting and confronting, it's to escape, not everyone can live casually, not everyone can live casually, at least I can't.

I know very well what my life should be like, I don't want anything now, I don't want anything, I just want to live the life I can hold in my hands now, that's what it's really like.

As I spoke, I became sad again, women always have to be strong in front of outsiders, although I remembered some things and felt very sad, I still held back my tears, because I knew that except for Ah Feng, no one would care why I was crying, women's tears must flow in front of men who care about themselves, so that they are valuable, I understand this truth too well.

"Do you love Ah Feng?" Ah Hua suddenly asked me a question that everyone knows the answer to, I love Ah Feng, this is a fact in front of everyone, Ah Hua didn't pay attention or never cared, he didn't know about me, I don't think there was anything, but if I didn't know Ah Feng's matter, there was no way to explain it.

"Is there something you want to tell me?" The first thing that came to my mind was that Ah Hua had something to say to me, maybe it was just a woman's intuition, but when I heard Ah Hua ask me this, my first reaction was to ask Ah Hua this question.

Ah Hua kept his head down all the time, so I couldn't see the expression on his face, and I couldn't be sure of the guess in my heart, I didn't want to hear the answer I didn't want to hear now, so I didn't continue to ask, there are some things I think I still don't know, I said I don't care about the past, I'm going to do it.

Ah Hua opened his mouth, as if he was going to say something to me, and just as he was about to speak, Lan Lan came in, because it was only me and Ah Hua in the bedroom, so Ah Hua did not close the door.

"Xiaoyou, are you okay, what happened, why did you get injured all of a sudden, is it because of Xiaoya?" Lan Lan came in and didn't have time to put the things in her hand on the table, she just put them on the ground, almost threw herself on the side of my bed, and asked me when she pulled my quilt.

"Be careful not to touch her arm. When Lan Lan was about to stretch out her hand, Ah Hua opened her mouth to remind Lan Lan, I clearly saw the anxiety on Ah Hua's face, this discovery made my heart unable to calm down for a long time.

"What's wrong, how did you become like this, who is so cruel to do this to you. Lan Lan shed tears, I have never seen Lan Lan cry for something, maybe feelings can really change a person, it is said that women in the red dust are the most ruthless, Lan Lan is not like this, there is no so-called bad woman in this world, everything is forced by life.

"It's nothing, it's just that I accidentally cut my arm, you see, isn't there nothing wrong now, it's just that I can't move after being drugged. I said to Lan Lan in a comforting tone, at such a time, I can't cry with Lan Lan anymore, the two women play a scene of caring for each other in front of Ah Hua, I always feel bad, I don't want Ah Hua to have a worse impression of me.

"Why are you like this, Brother Feng still went out?" Lan Lan fought for me, I don't think it's okay, men shouldn't care about some small things, and besides, this is my own doing.

"He's got something to do, isn't there still you, and nothing big happened to me. "I spoke for Ah Feng, in my cognition, Lan Lan has long been my friend, even better than the relationship between friends, I naturally hope that there is absolute trust between the people I love and the people I care about, so I explained for Ah Feng, and Ah Feng is not to blame for such a thing.

"Brother Feng was driving in a hurry and didn't know where to go, maybe there was something important. Lan Lan said to me, still looking reluctant.

"Where did you see Ah Feng?" I don't know what's wrong with me, I said okay to believe it, and now I still ask it, I want to ask if all women are like this, but = maybe only women with low self-esteem will be like me.

"When I got out of JK, I saw his car drive by, it was speeding. ”

What is it that makes Ah Feng so anxious, my heart is very uneasy, but I still tell myself to believe Ah Feng, my arm is on my lap, my leg is numb, and my arm is tingling, but I can't feel anything, there is no moment like this moment that makes me want to stay by Ah Feng's side and hug Ah Feng tightly.

A sad feeling rose in my heart, and in an instant, I was in no mood at all, was it such an important person who appeared?

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