Chapter 21 There is nothing right in life
In fact, she really didn't pay much attention to his proposal, just regarded it as a joke and forgot about it after a few days. Maybe she hadn't really forgotten, but she tried not to care.
The germination of their love was an accident, and the end was also because of a very simple meeting, maybe it was less or more, maybe it was an escape, Su Qing chose not to face it bravely. Because after seeing too many other people's examples, Su Qing felt that there was nothing suitable in life.
Before graduating from college, An Qingyue, who returned from her internship, had a severe cold, and her roommates did not return to school at that time, so Su Qing lived in their dormitory to take care of her. When she came, An Qingyue said, "Fortunately, it's you." You know, I really want me to have a boyfriend who is as warm as jade, and at this time, if he already has a girlfriend, I will also snatch him. An Qingyue is such a girl, dare to love and hate, but Su Qing is not like this, at that time, Su Qing would retreat when she encountered a little thing, maybe without her father's protection, Su Qing felt that life always needed to compromise and protect herself.
See, people always do some impulsive things when they are physically and mentally vulnerable, but someone must always be sober and not make mistakes together. Su Qing is not such a person, she will blindly retreat. At the beginning, Qin Mo's mother said that Qin Mo was a fatherless child, and the reason why she married to the United States was to find support for Qin Mo, and in the future, Qin Mo wanted to marry the girl she liked, not Qin Mo's favorite.
Su Qing's least favorite thing is this kind of mother-in-law and daughter-in-law war, for the sake of future intimacy, Su Qing chose to leave. And Qin Mo didn't correct her position at that time, Su Qing was afraid of this, because she couldn't afford to gamble on an uncertain future.
Qin Mo snorted, and then stopped talking. Su Qing seems to be the same as before, not brave, very restrained, he does not deny or affirm Su Qing, but with a hint of indifferent smile, he looks more wise and profound.
I went to eat with Qin Mo at noon, and I chose casserole beef, Su Qing likes to eat soup and rice, so that I don't have to chew much, and the choice of being lazy is really unreasonable.
"Eating like this is not good for the stomach. Qin Mo frowned, called the waiter, and changed the plate for Su Qing.
During the banquet, he went out to answer a phone call, and at this time, Su Qing heard someone calling her name, Su Qing was a little surprised, "Sue, why are you here." β
followed Su Qing and Pete, "Heh, little sister, meet again." "Sophie is Su Qing's good friend, but I know Pete not entirely because of Su Qing, but because of Qin Mo, they are classmates and good buddies.
"Recently, we are going to the resort to have fun, do you want to join us and call Qin Mo." Pete said.
"I ...... In fact, I came to the UK this time because of business, and I didn't expect it to be just in time for your wedding. Sophie had a knowing expression.
"So what are you doing this time...... Want to reconcile?" Sophie still couldn't hold back, because she knew what happened to Su Qing and Qin Mo at the beginning, but she didn't know if they would come together again later, and they were busy at the wedding that day, so she couldn't take care of Su Qing.
"To tell you the truth, when I saw you all together, I thought you were together again. Sophie had a somewhat pitiful tone.
"Actually, we only got in touch recently. Su Qing said lightly.
Pete's eyes widened, scratching his hair, and he looked incredulous, "Uh, Qin Mo, this guy is so sullen! I thought you were all together." Supposedly, we haven't seen him with any other girl since we graduated. β
Su Qing smiled awkwardly, fiddling with chopsticks in his hand, and Pete said to himself, "Anyway, when I was about to graduate at that time, I thought he had become weird, and it seemed that it started after you went to Finland." β
As if a fog was rising in front of my eyes, the heart that was already unwilling to the past began to rekindle again, Su Qing frowned, feeling that what Pete said to him was really meaningful, so he asked directly without hesitation, "What to explain, maybe say, tell me what to do with these things?"
Pete patted me on the head, "Little sister, I actually think that kid looks very mature, but in fact, his heart is still relatively fragile, I mean the emotional aspect." He's a brainless man, and some things would rather rot in his stomach than come out, and there must be some misunderstanding between you. β
"Yes, I remember you went to him before you parted, and what was the result? Didn't you make it clear?"
"What are you young couples going to do? Solve the case? Our client hasn't reported the case yet?" Su Qing was a little speechless. Yes, she went to look for Qin Mo, but what about Qin Mo? She remembered that when she appeared downstairs at Qin Mo's house, she saw the scene of Qin Mo and a woman hugging each other in the rain. At that time, Qin Mo's mother told her that Qin Mo was going to marry a person who was a good family in the future, and he needed a son to inherit his father's business. Then, this person is probably the childhood sweetheart that Qin Mo's mother said, a splendid relationship.
"We also hope that you can be a loving person and eventually become a family, so it is not a way to be alone. β
Saying that, Pete smiled at me and pointed to the figure walking in front of him, "Don't say it, haha, I'm going to be flattened if he hears it." β
The two of them greeted each other and exchanged pleasantries. In fact, the friendship between men is something that Su Qing can't read, just like Qin Mo who was opposite Su Qing at this time. She couldn't understand it, a long time ago, there was always a warm feeling in his eyes, but what kind of feelings were in his eyes, Su Qing didn't know, because between the flow of his eyes, Su Qing had collapsed, and he couldn't talk about a calm posture.
Because falling in love with someone will make us lose ourselves, and we can't even find ourselves back, how to see through our lover.
When the time came for an appointment with Walde, Su Qing went to the appointment.
The night is the loneliest, with no brilliant lights in sight, no flickering neon, and no color.
There were only pedestrians in a hurry on the road, and the cool wind was blowing, and Su Qing's whole head was curled up in the collar, and there was no time for the darkness around him.
When they arrived at the coffee shop they had made an appointment, Su Qing didn't let Qin Mo send her.
Before Walder arrived, Su Qing began to sit there thinking nonsense.
Su Qing's words were still lingering in my heart, and I forced myself not to think about them, but I understood the deep meaning of them, and I pretended to be confused.
"Miss Su, I've been waiting for a long time. "Walder was polite.
"Hello, I've just arrived. Su Qing got up.
"I asked Miss Su to meet today because I wanted to give Miss Su a result. Su Qing was a little surprised to hear Walder say this.
Walder caught Su Qing's expression, smiled, and continued, "Mr. Qin is the object of my crush, if he can take over our project, I have no reason not to agree to his request." So, I'm going to give you my piece of land in China. It's just that I'm curious about what the relationship between you and Qin Xianshan is now. Walder was blunt.
"Did Qin Mo agree to your conditions?" asked Su Qing.
"In fact, the reason why Qin Mo didn't take on our project was because of the relationship between me and his father, he felt that I was sympathizing with him, but in fact, this is not the case, although I don't know Qin Mo very well about this child, but I have seen his works, I think this child is very talented, and he must be able to design the best look. Walder said.
"Yes, he's good and strong, and always has been. Su Qing felt that Qin Mo's was still the previous Qin Mo, a stubborn man.
"Can you tell me the story between you and Qin Mo? I'm curious. I don't know why Su Qing felt very cordial when chatting with this old man, although they were not of the same species, but there was an inexplicable sense of intimacy. Su Qing has not had a father since she was a child, so she likes the feeling of drinking Walder to get along.
Su Qing simply talked about the encounter and parting between him and Qin Mo, until now because of the work relationship, she understated the feelings, and just focused on explaining why they would be involved in the same thing.
"I see, the story between you is very similar to that of my wife, but it is estimated that we will never see each other in our lives. Walder sighed, looked at Su Qing with a look of wanting to hear the story, and patiently told Su Qing that it turned out that Walder and his wife were also not accepted because of racial differences, and finally his wife left him and chose to let go, and he could no longer find news about her.
"Then you haven't been in touch since then, and now that communication is so developed?" asked Su Qing.
"If we had all been brave enough, everything would have been different. Miss Su, I can give this piece of land to your company, but your company must ensure that the final designer and builder is Qin Mo, and it must be him. Walder said.
"Why does it have to be him?"
"Because I feel like he is like me, but I already see a different future. β
"Mr. Walder, I will try to fight for this, thank you for this opportunity. Su Qing sincerely thanked him.
"Since you told me your story, I won't skimp on my story. In fact, we are the same people, but we are cowardly and afraid of fighting, and one of my favorite Chinese sayings is 'love, not compromise'. So, I will wait for her until she is willing to see me. β
"Your Weibo is actually very famous, if one day she sees those words in your Weibo, I think she will understand your feelings. Before leaving, Walder added: "Everyone says that love is not particular, but in fact, it is because the heart belongs." Now is the best moment. Qin Mo, this kid ...... verywellγ β
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