"Forget it, the three words I'm sorry can't alleviate any harm you have caused me, although I am unwilling, but even if it is unreasonable, it seems to be all right?"

Chen Ziyu didn't speak, just nodded slightly as an answer.

The expression on Liu Na's face became extremely calm: "In this case, then according to what we said before, I just want what I deserve, even if I really feel guilty, don't compensate me in this way, just take this guilt as a way to remember me." After speaking, he looked at Xia Qixi again, and his tone was a lot calmer: "You don't need to be surprised, people like us have no other advantages except reality, and in the same way, I don't have that much kindness to you, everything is just from the perspective of interests." ”

"Don't worry, I will definitely do what I promised you."

"Okay, then I won't bother, there will be a date later!" After Liu Na finished speaking, she got up and left, and after taking two steps, she couldn't help but glance back at Chen Ziyu again, there was too much nostalgia and determination in her eyes.

In addition to a plate of pasta, there are also a few pastries and a plate of vegetable salad, and I have been happy to eat from the beginning to the end.

Huang Min's allergy symptoms are almost better, but she still keeps sending messages to Xia Qixi at home to shout that she is bored, Xia Qixi persuaded her to go to work, but she said that she finally had paid sick leave, and she must not go until this week. Just before eating, a few messages came over there one after another.

"Do you want to take you to Huang Min?" Chen Ziyu started the car and asked Xia Qixi's opinion.

"Just send me home, and can I take a leave of absence tomorrow?"

"Is it because I'm angry and unhappy, or I'm not feeling well, or is there something I can't know?"

In the night, Xia Qixi silently looked into the distance: "I haven't seen my parents for a long time, and I want to go home to see." ”

"The second group of colleagues who went on a trip will not come back until the day after tomorrow, which means that we now have two days off now." Chen Ziyu turned off the radio in the car, raised his hand to test the temperature of the air conditioner, and after confirming it, he gently continued to ask: "You already know the matter between me and Liu Na, right?" Are you still angry with me? ”

Xia Qixi leaned sideways, her eyes still focused on the window, and she clearly heard Chen Ziyu's words but was still reluctant to answer.

"If you don't speak, I'll take it as if you're admitting, so, when I'm with Liu Na, you're really jealous, aren't you?" Chen Ziyu continued to ask.

"Let's stop the car for a moment." Under Chen Ziyu's repeated questioning, Xia Qixi finally spoke.

Although I didn't know what her intentions were, she still parked the car on the side of the road as requested, waiting for Xia Qixi to speak first.

"That child, you know, I had insomnia for a long time when I had just been separated from you, because as soon as I closed my eyes, I dreamed of that child, who was a beautiful boy with the same big eyes as you, long eyelashes, and two sweet dimples on his cheeks when he smiled, and always called me "Mommy".

As he spoke, two lines of tears slid down his cheeks. Chen Ziyu raised his hand to help her wipe it, but Xia Qixi turned his head to dodge: "During that time, I locked myself in the house all day long, and I didn't talk all day, and my parents even suspected that I was depressed and wanted to take me to a psychiatrist, but then I gave up under my resolute opposition." ”

"How is it possible, I called your home, and I went to your house to look for it myself, and you don't have it anymore at all?" Xia Qixi's words made Chen Ziyu excited, he couldn't imagine that in the first half a year, he almost went crazy in order to find her, and she was in the same place and never left.

Several times, he stood outside her old house, from morning till night, without leaving an inch, but all he waited for was the same answer, and even the light in her room never came on.

Not only that, but she was still living a life that would make him feel so distressed that even now it would suffocate him. I can't imagine how she survived all the pain alone in that small room in those days when he was not around, and what kind of mood she was in front of him to talk about the past.

"Of course you won't know, because I hated you so much at that time, and the last person I wanted to see was you, and my parents didn't dare to mention your name in front of me, because I would go crazy and throw things, and they were afraid that I would hurt myself, so even if you appeared many times, they wouldn't let you have a chance to see me."

Yes, it is impossible for any parent who loves his child deeply to tolerate and accept a person who has caused harm to his child, and it is normal not to let him see it.

"Yes, you are right to hate me, if it weren't for my appearance, maybe you would have lived the stable life you wanted, and you wouldn't have to run so far at all, all because of me." Chen Ziyu's voice was full of desolation.

She sat beside her, her plain face blurred with tears. I promised in my heart that I would give her the best protection and never let her cry again, but now, I don't even have the courage to help her wipe away her tears. Even if he didn't get better during the time of her pain.

In the six months that she completely disappeared from his world, he did not hesitate to make enemies of the whole world because of sadness and anger. For two whole months, I never stepped into the company, and every day I opened my eyes and drove around the streets and alleys of the city, trying to find her shadow in a certain corner. When night falls, I just find a random place to get drunk, and then continue to pursue in a blurred sleep.

It's so muddy, and the cycle of life goes by. Alcoholism, smoking, things he had never bothered to do before, turned out to be the best medicine to relieve his sorrows for a while. The two elders of the Chen family worked in government affairs when they were young, and they were quite strict in terms of personality and family style, and this baby son never let them worry about it since he was a child, and he relied on his own efforts to achieve today's achievements.

But for the sake of a woman, he has become a street gangster, and he is drunk all day long, and he can't be persuaded no matter how he persuades him. Seeing his son's declining day, not to mention, even the company he founded happened to be in trouble at this time, and the two old men grew old silently almost overnight.

That night, he was drunk in the bar as usual and dazed, as if he saw Xia Qixi's shadow, but he was suddenly slapped in the face by a slap, and raised his eyes angrily, just bumping into Jiang Yan's eyes that were even more angry than him.

"With you now, even if you really find Xia Qixi, can you still give her happiness?"

What woke up Chen Ziyu was not only Jiang Yan's words and the heavy slap, but also because he finally heard a little news from Jiang Yan's mouth about Xia Qixi after a long absence.

Just a city where she could exist was already a great favor from heaven to him.

No matter what time it is, Xia Qixi is her sedative and heart booster, and Chen Ziyu, who has been decadent for too long, finally comes back to life. While taking care of the company's business, she is constantly looking for news related to her. The hard work finally paid off, and after she was young for half a year, he saw a familiar face again, just downstairs in the community where Xia Qixi now lives.

is the distant glance behind it, and the heart is already like a knife. She's thinner.

It was from that time that Chen Ziyu began to gradually shift the center of her work to the city where Xia Qixi was located, and began to silently pay attention to her life and work. From the strangeness of the beginning to the understanding of the end.

Chen Ziyu lowered the car window, took a cigarette from somewhere, and put it in his hand: "Do you mind?" ”

Xia Qixi shook his head, but still asked in a low voice when Mars was burning: "When did you start smoking?" ”

"Two years ago, now I only smoke when I'm in a bad mood." Chen Ziyu really only took a few puffs and extinguished the cigarette in his hand: "What about now?" Would you still like to give me a chance to make amends? ”

The world is so big, even the night in front of him is boundless, and the two of them are living together in this small space, as if they had just met many years ago, and it was also in his car, and he opened his mouth to ask her to pretend to be his girlfriend, and this is how it all began.

The two of them, in the love they wanted, spent all their strength, and their heads were full of scars and blood. In the same time and space, the love given by Chen Ziyu is too beautiful, but Xia Qixi is still a woman who does not believe in love. Completely ignoring the fact that there is also a story that has a beautiful beginning and a vulgar ending.

Chen Ziyu's heart was beating extra hard at the moment, what was more nervous than proposing to her in the snow back then, because he was waiting for Xia Qixi to be sentenced to death.

"Thank you for taking care of my parents for these two years!" The tears on Xia Qixi's face have been evaporated by the summer night, and the trembling voice has returned to its former calm.

Does this count as an answer? Chen Ziyu didn't expect Xia Qixi to play cards out of common sense, so he searched desperately in his brain, and generally said this kind of thanks, does it mean that he will not meet in the future.

Sure enough, her heart is like a rock, and she still refuses to forgive the past.

"I see, you'll ...... A good life for one...... I'm not going to bother you. Chen Ziyu said this sentence extremely difficult, and every word he said was dripping blood from his heart. Since this is what he has been getting for two years, it is just Xia Qixi's sentence not to bother again, and he is also willing to disappear from her side.

Looking at his serious face, Xia Qixi finally couldn't help but burst into laughter: "Who said you were bothering me now?" ”

Chen Ziyu was surprised and frightened, with an incredulous expression: "But you just said thank you." ”

"I mean thank you for that, but what I thank you is for taking care of my parents for the past two years, and I didn't say that you can't show up in the future, right?"

Chen Ziyu was silent, with question marks in capital letters on his face.

"I don't mean that I will accept you again, I just hope that we will give each other a little time, and we will get along like friends during this time, and as for the outcome of the matter, you can leave it to God to decide."

On the gloomy face, the clouds finally saw the sun, although the face was still pretending to be calm, but in fact, Chen Ziyu's heart was already happy.

This book was first published in Reading Book Worm