(One hundred and nine) death must be persuaded

I was scared, but I couldn't give up, and I had to give it a try.

"Xiaoya, with me, you don't need to be afraid, I will accompany you. "When I said this, I had already decided to go to Xinyue with Xiaoya, whether Ah Feng and Sister Haixiu agreed or not, when I said these words, I had already decided in my heart.

Xiao Ya was still very scared and held my hand, this is already a fact that I can't change, when Ah Feng decided, I knew that Xiao Ya went to Xinyue and no one could change the decision, Ah Feng's decision was something that no one could change.

Even if I have 110,000 reluctances, I can only do what Ah Feng said.

"Sister Xiaoyou, do you have to go?" Xiaoya had a very aggrieved expression on her face, and her tone was aggrieved, and I couldn't bear to listen to it.

"I have to go, I will go with you, no matter what happens, I will bear it with you. I said to Xiaoya, secretly determined in my heart, such words are spoken, I will do it no matter what.

Xiaoya lowered her head and didn't answer me quickly, I just waited, I didn't know much else, and I felt that Xiaoya couldn't be persuaded even more if I said too much.

Actually, it's not so much about persuading Xiaoya as it is about coercion, because Xiaoya didn't agree willingly, to be precise, Xiaoya hasn't promised me yet.

I didn't continue to persecute Xiaoya, this kind of thing should be stopped in moderation, if Xiaoya is not willing to go, then even if she goes to Xinyue, it will not achieve any effect, that is, we just pushed out one person, and it won't work anything.

"Sister Xiaoyou, you must accompany me, I'm afraid. Xiao Ya took my hand and begged, my heart was unbearable, how could I persecute a nineteen-year-old girl like this.

I scolded myself in my heart for being a madman, but I said to Xiaoya, "Don't worry, I will accompany you." ”

When I became such a duplicitous woman, I despised myself, but it turned out that this society needs such a person.

"Okay, I'll go to Sister Xiaoyou. Xiaoya's voice sounded like a gossamer, ringing in my ears, and I almost didn't hear it.

I hugged Xiaoya, now all I can do is such an action, I am like a mountain, from this moment on, I have become the backer of this little girl in my arms, I know that when she promised me, she gave me everything she had.

If something bad happens in the future, I will never forgive myself for the rest of my life.

"Okay, don't think about anything, go back and have a good rest. I said to Xiaoya, gently stroked her back, and counted it as another comfort.

"Good. Xiaoya replied to me listlessly, then got up and walked out with me, this conversation, there was no pleasure, only the discomfort that made me feel more self-blame.

I don't know how many more of these things will happen in the future, but it's like a beginning, the more JK gets bigger, the more jealous it becomes, and the more threats it faces to important people.

I'm very aware of this, so I thought it would be good to just keep the status quo, and maybe it's okay not to fight or grab.

Sending Xiaoya back to the dressing room, I walked towards Ah Feng's office with weak steps on my legs, obviously with so many things in my heart and mind, but I was moving like a walking corpse.

When I arrived at the door of Ah Feng's office, I didn't immediately push open the door and walked in, as if my arms had no strength, so that's why I was like this, I was here to convince myself like this, but it was so fake that I couldn't believe it.

"Xiaoyou, why don't you come in when you get to the door. "I don't even know when Ah Feng opened the door, but Ah Feng pulled me in, and I didn't know how many times I said it in my ear before I came back to my senses.

"Oh, didn't you come in?" I wanted to squeeze out a smile and tell Ah Feng that everything was settled, but when I looked at Ah Feng, I didn't want to say a word about convincing Xiaoya.

"What's wrong, why are you suddenly in a bad mood?" Ah Feng asked me, just putting his hand on my shoulder and looking at me with extremely melancholy eyes.

Such a gentle Ah Feng, why did he have to force Xiaoya to be happy.

I looked at Ah Feng with a look in my eyes, complaining and puzzled, complaining that I couldn't do it like him, and I didn't understand what Ah Feng's ultimate purpose was.

At this moment, I really wanted to escape, I didn't want to do anything.

"What's wrong? Hmm, tell me. Ah Feng said patiently, he cares about me now, not the result of my persuasion, I know that Ah Feng cares about me, but I also know that Ah Feng also cares about JK.

I care about Ah Feng, so I should be on Ah Feng's side, I know everything, but I can't convince myself.

"No, Ah Feng, I just can't figure it out, and when I figure it out, everything will be fine. "I do, and when I figure it out, everything will be fine.

"How long will it take for you to figure it out? Do you think I'm going to let you figure it out for yourself? If you can't figure it out? Will you always live the way you are now? I damn it, I shouldn't have let you be a lobbyist. ”

Ah Feng asked me, asking me step by step, and finally, he blamed himself again, I felt sorry for Ah Feng, when he blamed himself in front of me, I found out that the person I loved the most was Ah Feng, and he had loved everything to the point that he could give up everything.

I'm afraid that one day, because of my love for Ah Feng, I won't even have my own principles.

"Ah Feng, if Old Ghost Liu is like Fu Wei, what should Xiaoya do?" I asked Ah Feng, I knew that this was my pain and Ah Feng's pain, but Ah Feng asked, if I didn't say it, I would keep thinking about it, and I wouldn't be able to sleep well.

Indeed, no one has ever thought of this problem, when they approached Fu Wei at the beginning, no one knew that Fu Wei was such a person.

Ah Feng's hands on my shoulders slid down, and I could feel that it was the kind of limp that slipped down, not that he took it down.

"Xiao You......" He called me meaningfully, and didn't say anything else, I know, now he can't say anything, because he doesn't know what kind of person Liu Lao Ghost is.

My worries are something that Ah Feng never thought of, and if it weren't for Xiaoya's worries and fears, I wouldn't have thought of this.

It was the days that were so comfortable that I forgot the painful experience, and even though I had completely let go of those things, I was somewhat uncomfortable when I recalled them in my mind.

Maybe the scars have already healed, but the memory will not be easily erased by time, no matter how happy and happy the life after that, the previous pain has indeed been experienced and existed.

I looked at Ah Feng, my eyes were full of dodges, I knew that my words made Ah Feng uncomfortable, that past should have been all in my heart and never be mentioned.

"Ah Feng, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I opened my mouth to apologize, I should have said something like this, I can't ignore Ah Feng's feelings because of my own worries, say and do something that allows me to lose my temper.

"You're not wrong, Xiaoyou, it's my fault, it's me who should say I'm sorry. "This is the first time that Ah Feng said to me like this, apologize? Ah Feng would never say it, but now Ah Feng said it to me.

Where is there anything wrong with Ah Feng, everything is something that I am willing to do, how can I blame Ah Feng, this was originally Zhou Yu beating Huang Gai, one is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer, how can I blame Ah Feng.

When I heard Ah Feng say this, my heart was sad and warm, and I didn't know what kind of emotion it was.

Strange, shouldn't I be so moved that I shed a tear at this time? I couldn't squeeze out a single tear, obviously my heart was as heavy as pressing a thousand pounds of boulder, and when I heard Ah Feng's words, it was like the cloudy sky suddenly opened up, and the heaviness in my heart disappeared in an instant.

I also laughed, and hugged Ah Feng unexpectedly, Ah Feng was stunned, probably didn't react to how I suddenly became like a person who was fine, and he didn't hug me back in time.

"Ah Feng, I am very happy. "It's the first time I've tried such a warm confession, and I blurted it out like that without any planning, and this is the real heart.

As I've always thought, all the answers that take time to think about before giving an answer are not too willing in the end.

After a long time, it seemed like a century later, Ah Feng slowly stretched out his hand and hugged me, he didn't use force, he didn't hug me tightly, he just hugged my body, like we hugged for the first time.

Slowly, he increased the strength of his arm, little by little, and finally pulled me tightly into his arms, hugging me with all his strength, as if he was going to rub me into his body.

Such a deep embrace, just like the deep love between me and Ah Feng, no matter how deep it is, it doesn't feel like enough.

Man's desire is so endless, and man's desire for love is endless, and many people gather and disperse with many individuals throughout their lives, in order to find a person who can settle their hearts and minds.

I'm glad I've found this person of mine, and he's embracing me and whispering sweet words of love in my ear.

This kind of happiness is good if it lasts, I don't need to be loved by many people, I only want to be spoiled by one person, and I will only love such a person, this is my love for Yu Xiaoyou.

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