The strangeness and fear of foreign countries, she has endured for many years alone, and she has everything she has today by relying on her own hard work and hard work. Zhao Jie has always known in her heart that the only courage that has allowed her to persist over the years is the three words Chen Ziyu. On those cold winter nights when she went to school and played a few jobs, she curled up on the bed, covered her head with a quilt, and burst into tears thinking about Chen Ziyu's face.

She had fantasized too many times about their reunion, and she thought that Chen Ziyu would still be the same as before, as long as she was willing to say sorry first, he would open his arms and embrace her.

In the last period abroad, Zhao Jie counted the return date, and there were too many longings in her heart waiting for her to hold Chen Ziyu's hand and realize them one by one.

After determining the return date, she contacted Jiang Yan as soon as possible. She and Chen Ziyu were best friends back then. But I didn't want to hear not only Chen Ziyu's news from his mouth, but also another name, Xia Qixi.

It was from that day that she realized how the time of separation had changed between them.

For this reason, she put down everything abroad and returned early. Twice, she secretly appeared at the door of Xia Qixi Company when she got off work, and watched her get into Chen Ziyu's car with a smile on her face. Watching them look sweet together. The heart is like a knife.

She admitted that she was crazy, but it was also because of Chen Ziyu's madness. She will do whatever it takes, as long as she can let Chen Ziyu return to her side.

But in the end, Chen Ziyu still ended up saying that he wanted to break off with her for the sake of Xia Qixi.

Love, what kind of curse has been placed on these people, and each of them will not hesitate to fail.

The gorgeous and brilliant wedding hall is empty in a blink of an eye. Only those bright flowers and balloons still look ruthless and happy. Zhao Jie was wearing a wedding dress and sitting alone at the end of the red carpet, tears ruining his makeup and spending his cheeks.

The parents of the two families, plus Jiang Yan and Chen Ziyu, are all over the world looking for the protagonist of this wedding. No one saw when Xia Qixi left, and no one knew where she went. It's like looking for a needle in a haystack.

Xia Qixi left only one letter and disappeared from this world.

Chen Ziyu and Jiang Yan searched all the places that Xia Qixi might go, but they still found nothing. Until Xia's mother received a text message from Xia Qixi.

"Mom and Dad, I'm sorry, my unfilial daughter has disgraced you again. Please don't worry about me, I just need time to think about it, and I'll come back when I'm tired, so you don't have to look for me. ”

Chen Ziyu held the mobile phone, and his bones were white. It seems that she has made up her mind. However, he Chen Ziyu is not a person who gives up easily, even if it is the end of the world, he must get Xia Qixi back.

The wedding was made like this by their daughter, Xia Qixi's parents said that they would not continue to live in Chen Ziyu's house, and packed up their things to return to their hometown temporarily, Chen Ziyu couldn't stop them no matter what, so they could only send them back in person. When parting, Father Xia pulled him aside and whispered: "Xiao Chen, I know my own daughter best, she really likes you, so you must not give up, her mother and I will always be at home waiting for you to come back." ”

Chen Ziyu, a big man who has always been moody and silent, actually wet the corners of his eyes because of Father Xia's heartwarming words.

"Don't worry, even if I travel all over the rivers and mountains, I will bring Xia Qixi back. ”

From that day on, Chen Ziyu spent all his time looking for and waiting for news from Xia Qixi except for the necessary work. I dial her phone number more than a dozen times a day, and every time I get the same answer: "Sorry, the phone you called is off." ”

I often drive a car alone, shuttling through every corner of the city. His eyes were fixed on everyone who passed by, and he was afraid that he would miss the familiar figure with one eye. It wasn't until a week later that Jiang Yan handed over the information of a ticket to Chen Ziyu.

Seeing the destination on the ticket, Chen Ziyu suddenly remembered that Xia Qixi seemed to have inadvertently said that he liked the tall banyan trees on both sides of the road, and hoped that one day he could have time to have a big bowl of tea under the tree in a daze.

In this city, large banyan trees can be seen everywhere. Chen Ziyu has no goal, so he can only rely on his intuition to find it little by little. He could feel that the person who was worried about his dreams was in this city, not far from him.

The snow in the north has not yet completely melted, and a drizzle is already falling here. Chen Ziyu stood on the bridge with an umbrella, and when he turned around to leave, he saw a faint figure hiding from the rain under the eaves on the side of the road, which one could it be if it wasn't Xia Qixi.

threw the umbrella, ran over quickly, and pulled the other party's arm: "Xia Qixi." ”

The eyebrows and eyes that were slowly raised, as if they were still the first acquaintances, but there was an inexplicable coldness in the original gentleness: "I didn't expect to be found by you so soon." ”

Chen Ziyu followed Xia Qixi to the place where she lived, which was the most ordinary homestay, no wonder he and Jiang Yan didn't find any information about her check-in after all their efforts.

Chen Ziyu sat on a dilapidated rattan chair under the eaves, looking at the person in front of her, she was still thin, wearing a white dress of cotton, and her lower abdomen was slightly bulging.

"Come home with me, right?" Chen Ziyu looked at Xia Qixi and slowly spoke.

Xia Qixi stretched out her hand outside the eaves, and the drizzle fell on her palm, and it was suddenly damp: "You go, I won't go back with you." ”

"Why?"

"I don't know. ”

"Hmph, what kind of answer are you, I don't know why you ran away at the wedding, don't forget, your belly is my child, how can you do such an irresponsible thing. Chen Ziyu was irritated by Xia Qixi's attitude and cold tone, and got up from the rattan chair and walked to Xia Qixi's side.

How could she be like this, wanting to wipe out everything between them without knowing a word? Could it be that this wedding is just child's play for her.

Xia Qixi just withdrew his palms that were wet with the rain, but his eyes were still staring at somewhere. He replied without opening his mouth.

"Xia Qixi, what do you want? What do you still want from me?" Chen Ziyu grabbed Xia Qixi's arm and forced her to turn her head to look at herself.

"I don't want you to do anything, I just need time to think about it for myself. In the face of Chen Ziyu, Xia Qixi has been unusually calm, even if he is angry, there is no trace of turmoil in her eyes.

Chen Ziyu was completely out of control, no matter how much she pulled her arm, she walked into the house, pulling her with one hand and stuffing her simple belongings into the suitcase in the corner of the wall with the other: "Xia Qixi, let me tell you, no matter what you say, I will never mess around with your temperament this time, you must go back with me." ”

The old houses, with their bluestone floors, were stained with the moisture of the rain and became slippery. In the face of Chen Ziyu's toughness, Xia Qixi could only struggle with all his strength, and while pulling, the soles of his feet slipped and hit the corner of the Eight Immortals table.

She screamed and squatted on the ground clutching her stomach, her pure white cotton dress dyed bright red. looked at Chen Ziyu blankly: "Our child ......." ”

Xia Qixi was lying on the hospital bed, although her eyes were closed, her tears still couldn't stop staying, and the pillow was wet.

Chen Ziyu raised her hand to wipe the tears from her face, and as soon as her fingers touched her cheek, she turned her head to the side to avoid his approach.

"Xiaoxi, I'm sorry, I ....... Chen Ziyu's voice became choked: "I was just afraid that you wouldn't go back with me, I didn't expect this to happen, please forgive me." ”

"The child is gone, the only connection between us is broken, from now on you go your way, I live my life, just as we never met. Xia Qixi kept her eyes closed, unwilling to see Chen Ziyu's face.

"Xiaoxi, don't be like this, we will have children in the future. ”

The child is gone, Chen Ziyu's heart is also painful, he really didn't expect that because of his impulsiveness, it would bring such serious consequences to the two of them.

"Between the two of us, there will be no future, you go, I want to rest. ”

No matter how Chen Ziyu explained and apologized, Xia Qixi didn't say a word, and he didn't look at him anymore. Chen Ziyu had no choice but to leave the ward temporarily.

With the sound of the door closing in her ears, Xia Qixi finally opened her eyes that were already full of tears, and just now on the operating table, she really felt the passage of a weak life from her body. It was she who failed to fulfill her mother's responsibilities.

On the night before the wedding, Zhao Jie, who was high up, bowed his head and shed tears in front of her. She told Xia Qixi what had happened over the years.

Zhao Jie's helplessness and confusion made her feel that she should not accept Chen Ziyu's feelings, how could she be?

At that time, she had that thought, if there was no such thing, would Chen Ziyu return to Zhao Jie's side. So now God is punishing her.

It's her sinful thoughts. Everything was her own fault.

All the grief and sadness turned into tears, drop after drop.

After that day, no matter what Chen Ziyu did, Xia Qixi did not have the slightest reaction. Even if it is a last resort, it is cold, without a trace of temperature.

After his body recovered, Xia Qixi followed Chen Ziyu back to the city where he lived and moved back to the small house he lived in. still ignores Chen Ziyu's concern.

"What are you going to do to forgive me?"

"We broke up, don't come to me again, I'll forgive you. ”

In Chen Ziyu's memory, this was the last conversation between him and Xia Qixi. Since then, he really hasn't appeared in Xia Qixi's life again.

Everything seems to have really returned to the way it used to be, and they haven't known each other yet.

This book was first published on Kanshu.com