Text Chapter 330 Red Dust Refines the Heart
"What the hell is this stuff for?" Lin Fan was puzzled, and approached one of the points of light, on which there was a middle-aged man's face, which seemed to be struggling in the red dust, sometimes crying, sometimes laughing, very weird.
He took a deep breath, and suddenly rushed out a divine thought, rushing into it.
At this moment, his soul seemed to be pulled away, and he traveled through the endless void and descended into a dim mansion.
"Wow wow..."
A piercing cry was deafening.
Lin Fan's heart shook violently, this immature cry actually came from his mouth, it was completely instinctive, uncontrollable, and he cried out involuntarily.
"Damn, what's going on, did I turn into a baby?!"
He scolded in his heart, trying to get up, but he couldn't control himself at all, his soul seemed to be sealed in a strange body, he could only feel everything around him, but he couldn't move.
In a trance, "he" opened his eyes, and what greeted him was a simple woman's face, not how beautiful it was, but there was a sense of intimacy, looking at himself kindly and weakly, and his eyes were full of infinite pampering.
Lin Fan was a little dazed, because soon another group of people suddenly surrounded him, and the noise continued, but he couldn't take his eyes off, as if there was another "self" who was controlling this body.
And Lin Fan, who is more like a soul passerby, descended into this body, feeling everything around him from the perspective of the master, but he was powerless to change anything.
"Let me go, there's a lot of work waiting for me, I don't have time to waste here!"
He roared inwardly, trying to break free from this shell with all his might, but it was all in vain.
The sky was dark, the wind was cold, the snow was already falling outside the window, and the sky and the earth were shrouded in a thick white veil, but the noise and hearty laughter in the room were undiminished, and everyone felt heartfelt joy for the birth of this baby.
It can be seen that this is a secular mortal family, there are no monks, but the family background is quite solid, everyone wears gold and silver, noble temperament, and the atmosphere is happy.
However, Lin Fan even had the heart to die, because his soul was completely imprisoned in the baby's body, and he couldn't control his actions, and he felt everything around him from the perspective of his master.
"Kill me!!" He was discouraged, and he shouted unwillingly in his heart.
Time is like an arrow, time is like a shuttle, and two months have passed in a blink of an eye.
Lin Fan's state of mind also changed from being disheartened at the beginning, and gradually became unwavering, unable to make any waves, and numbly feeling everything around him.
Anyway, it's too late, what else is he impatient?
Two months is enough for a lot of things to happen, if the Yanwu Empire is destroyed, that big snow peak will inevitably be discovered, and his ownerless body may be more than lucky, either destroyed by others, or invaded by others, and the end will be very bleak.
Thinking of this, he felt a trace of sadness in his heart, the years are urging people to grow old, how much time can he waste here? The trial of the hundred clans has begun, and the resurrection of Princess Ye is like a boulder hanging in his heart, hanging his heart all the time.
and saving the Ice Crystal Holy Dragon and finding out the mystery of his own origin, all of this is like an unattainable dream, he will never be able to realize it, even if he gets out of here, it is difficult for him to say whether he can regain his body.
Before you know it, another two full years have passed......
The life of a mortal is like a bowl of clear water, washing his impetuous killing heart, with a hint of vague sweetness between the plain, and as time goes by, the owner of this body is gradually growing.
This childhood growth experience almost made Lin Fan forget his identity as a monk, and filled his vacant childhood memories, although there was less excitement and urgency, but it was also a little more peaceful, so that his life no longer left regrets.
This strange feeling was extremely resistant to him at first, but as his life progressed, he began to gradually try to accept the status quo and appreciate the true meaning of this world.
The weather is cold, heating by the stove, toddler, falling out of a blood stain, someone immediately stepped forward to care, spoiled and scolded him carelessly, the heat and coldness of the world, once tasted, the reunion of the family, can get rid of any cold on his body.
"If you want to cross the void, you must first turn into a mortal..."
For the first time after descending on this body, he had such a feeling, and suddenly his thoughts were pulled back, and he remembered his identity again.
Now, he has spent a full thirty years, and he has a clearer understanding of the love and hatred in the world, and he is already an inner disciple of the Huangquan Demon Sect.
Yes, the master of this physical body has truly embarked on the path of cultivation.
When he was seven years old, the gangsters entered the city and killed his entire family, but he was the only one who hid in the rice jar and escaped.
He felt the heart-rending pain deeply, as if the owner of this body was himself.
At the age of twelve, he was living on the streets, destitute, and on the verge of death on a bitterly cold night, he almost froze to death on the streets.
As a result, he met a drunkard who bought a pot of hot bone broth with the copper coins he had begged that day, and with a trace of kindness in his heart, he did not forget to give roses to share with the drunkard who was about to pass out.
Later, he learned that the drunken man was actually a well-known "wine sword real person" in the surrounding countries, and his strength was incomparable.
When he was seventeen years old, he fell in love with his junior sister, but he was plotted by his rival, took the "Six Steps to Break the Intestines", watched each other, and forcibly humiliated his junior sister, that feeling almost made him crazy.
Afterwards, although he personally stabbed his rival in love, he couldn't save the life of his fellow sister, and committed suicide by jumping off a cliff, cutting off his love and his only remaining conscience.
After that, he went to the Eastern Desert and joined the Huangquan Demon Sect and became an inner disciple.
And now, he is also a well-known figure, so that the world is frightened, full of blood, I am afraid no one would have imagined, is such a ruthless character, who also lived on the streets back then, is a little beggar with good thoughts and still has a trace of beautiful illusions about this world.
During this period, Lin Fan has always felt all this from the perspective of the master, even the mental journey is exactly the same, there is no distinction between the two, Lin Fan is him, but "he" is not Lin Fan.
This experience that goes deep into the bone marrow made him understand the meaning of mortal dust, the cycle of life and death, love and hatred, this vast number of living beings, everyone seems to be empty and simple, but in fact, there is an unknown period of time behind it, only those who have experienced it will understand the hardships of this.
To a certain extent, Lin Fan's life experience has been gradually improved, if he was a crippled person in the past, now, he is a complete, flesh-and-blood creature.
"The so-called enlightenment... It turns out that it doesn't refer to the way of heaven... It's the way of the true self..."Lin Fan gradually had a trace of realization in his heart, as if he had blown away the endless fog, and he was about to catch the flickering candlelight, but something was vaguely missing.
Until the thirty-fifth year, the owner of this physical body, his identity and status have made a breakthrough, and he was actually valued by the demon concubine of the Huangquan Demon Sect, and was appointed as a personal guard, wearing black-scale armor, and was jealous of many people of the same generation.
It was also in this year that the Six Extremes Immortal Technique was born, and he followed the Demon Concubine to the Southern Regions and descended to Tianlong City, and also saw a man who was not good-looking outside the tomb of the ancient monuments.
However, Lin Fan's heart was like a thunderbolt from the sky, and he recognized that person at a glance...
That's exactly what he looked like after his transformation!
On that day, Lin Fan still clearly remembered that he was imprisoned in the Black Gold Ancient Chariot, but he escaped with a little trick, and also exploded many guards wearing black scale armor in the Ancient Chariot.
After that, everything goes without saying.
Lin Fan experienced all this from the first perspective, and the feeling of dying and despair still lingers in his heart.
"Hum..."
There was a trembling sound, he was dizzy, he felt that the heavens and the earth were turned upside down, and his consciousness was suddenly withdrawn, and he returned to the dark space, and in all directions, there were dense points of light everywhere, as if only a moment had passed.
However, his heart grew older and older.
This long journey seemed to make him see through the various states of the world, and made him silent for a long time, without saying a word, as if he was in deep thought.
"It turns out that I have experienced someone else's life?" Lin Fan felt a trace of sadness in his heart and muttered to himself.
Once upon a time, he almost couldn't find himself, and he thought of himself as that person, trapped in a complex and miserable life, unable to extricate himself for a long time.
"Death by his own handsโ" There was a hint of self-deprecation in the depths of his eyes, and he shook his head vigorously, as if he wanted to bury it all in his heart and no longer remember it.
Then, as if there was a thunderbolt from the sky, it suddenly crossed Lin Fan's heart, making him stunned for a moment.
Thirty-five years ago, I never forgot the thing...
There was a trace of bitterness on his face, but he didn't make any moves, as if he didn't care about it anymore, and sighed and said: "The years go up and down, and in an instant, everything has long been wrong, maybe even the physical body has rotted." โ
"In that case, what else am I going out for, does it all still make sense?" Lin Fan's eyes were firm, Huo Ran looked at the countless points of light around him, and there was a trace of scorching light flickering in the depths of his eyes.
In the wasteland ancient realm, Lin Fan only spent two years, and those bloody years have accompanied him through thirty-five years, although it is not real, it will also precipitate over time, but that Hongchen perception is a unique treasure.
If he could read all these millions of points of light, it would be difficult to imagine what kind of state of mind his state of mind would be.