Cheng Pingping's question made me a little confused.

How many men have you been in a relationship with?

How do I know this, I haven't even seen your color underneath, how can I judge casually?

I pretended to think deeply, stretched out a hand and asked, "Five?"

I'm guessing.

Cheng Pingping shook her head and said, "No, but it's closer." ”

I looked at Cheng Pingping in surprise, at her age, it is not a small number to have a relationship with five men, but I didn't expect it to be wrong.

I asked, "More or less?"

Cheng Pingping said, "Less." ”

I was a little depressed for a moment, and then I guessed, "Six?"

Cheng Pingping nodded and said softly, "Well, it's right this time." ”

I was surprised and said, "You're only twenty-four, you have so much experience in that area!"

A touch of sadness flashed in Cheng Pingping's eyes, and she said, "The first man I had a relationship with was a young man in his thirties, and I call him my cousin. ”

I frowned, and the first thing that came to my mind was not the word incest, but rape!

After a moment of silence, I asked, "When did this happen?"

Cheng Pingping said, "At the age of fourteen, I was still in junior high school. ”

"And do your parents know about this?" I asked.

"Yes. Cheng Pingping nodded and said.

"And then, did you call the police?" I asked.

"If you call the police, everyone in our 50-mile radius will know about it. Cheng Pingping said with a wry smile.

"Then this matter is over?" I asked curiously.

"It's not counting, my cousin has a wife, and he doesn't want to publicize the matter, and my parents don't want to, so in the end, after discussion, they lost 2,000 yuan. Cheng Pingping said.

"Two thousand dollars?" I widened.

"yes, two thousand dollars. Cheng Pingping said, "My dad is a gambler, and he is an alcoholic, and often beats my mother, and 2,000 yuan is not a small amount for him at that time." ”

I didn't speak, I just listened to Cheng Pingping.

She continued, "This matter is actually not over, because my dad is a gambler, after losing all the money, he threatened my cousin with this matter, and finally my cousin took another 3,000 yuan, but it didn't take long for my dad to lose it again, and he was still not satisfied, in the process of a drunkenness, he finally picked up this matter at my cousin's house, and the result was known to the locals, and then my cousin was imprisoned, I met a good person, and with her sponsorship, I went to Nanchang to go to school, far away from my hometown." ”

I was stunned for a moment, took a puff on my cigarette and said, "That's good, too." ”

Cheng Pingping smiled bitterly, "Yes, it looks good, and I also feel that I am a blessing in disguise." ”

"What do you mean? That doesn't sound like that. I frowned.

"The person who sponsored me was my junior high school teacher, when I was in high school, just in time for her retirement, after retirement, she went to Nanchang to settle down, I think I went to school in Nanchang, I finally have a support, and I made up my mind to treat her as a mother. And I do the same, when I was in high school, I often went to her house, cooking and washing clothes, it was all my job, I didn't think there was anything, my teacher didn't think there was anything, she really treated me as her daughter, but one day, her husband suddenly made a request to me, which made me desperate again!"

"The second man you're in a relationship with can't be this old man!" I guessed.

Cheng Pingping did not deny it, and said, "Originally, he was an old man, and I had the ability to resist, but he said that if I didn't cooperate, he would tell my classmates about me, and I was also confused at the time, and I was actually scared, and then ......."

I squinted my eyes, I couldn't believe that these things could happen to the same girl.

Cheng Pingping took a deep breath and said, "Since then, I rarely go to my teacher's house, just a dedicated study, determined to be admitted to university and leave Jiangxi, but because of these two incidents, my spirit has completely lost its support, and I have finished my high school life like a walking corpse." Later, I came here to go to college, but I didn't have any money, so I used my spare time to work, and even helped my dormitory classmates bring food, just to save some money and rub off on their cheap meals. ”

I asked, "What about the third man you had sex with?"

Cheng Pingping said with red eyes, "It's my first love, it's my high school classmate, we chat on our mobile phones most of the time, but one day he suddenly came to me, and we had a relationship, because I believed him, I told him about my previous things, I thought he would feel sorry for me after listening to it, but there is always a gap between reality and ideals, no man will not dislike a girl like me, he didn't say anything at the time, just crazy to have sex with me, but after returning to Nanchang, he never contacted me again." Oh, I was quite stupid back then, of course, I'm not smart now, I can't always learn to be smart......"

Speaking of this, Cheng Pingping covered her face, resisted the urge to cry again, turned her head to look at the river and choked up, "I'm really glad that I can still cry!"

Hearing this, I had mixed feelings in my heart, Cheng Pingping's youth was cruel, but for others, including me, it was just an embarrassing story.

Cheng Pingping stabilized her emotions, and then said, "My current boyfriend is the fourth man to have a relationship with me, he doesn't love me too much, but I think it's not bad, and he doesn't hate me, we are college classmates, he is my senior, I met him when I was most disappointed, he is very honest, he is a purchaser in a public institution, if nothing else, I should marry him, of course, this is just my previous idea, there is a stable family here...... , but I don't think like that now, because of Liang Tianyou's matter, I feel very panicked, and I want to leave my current boyfriend, and I can't bear him, because financially he is very good to me, and most of the money I make is on my side, which makes me feel very down-to-earth. ”

"What's going on with you and Liang Tianyou?" I asked.

Cheng Pingping recalled for a moment and said, " I met with a friend in KTV, I just graduated from college, because I found a pretty good job, I got a little carried away and drunk, Liang Tianyou took the opportunity to have a relationship with me at that time, and then coerced and lured, I got a lot of money on him, so I gradually lost myself, I think, it seems that only money can make me feel safe, in two years of contact with Liang Tianyou, I also found a very serious problem, I am afraid of him, it has reached a deep-rooted point. I don't know why I'm afraid, he said that if I don't obey, he will kill me, I know he doesn't dare, but what I'm afraid of is that I can't escape his palm, I don't want to change city life again, I'm too tired!"

"What about the sixth?" I asked.

"Do you know why I'm afraid to take a taxi?" Cheng Pingping suddenly asked.