Su Qing didn't mention the fact that she met her in Qin Mo's private office before, and chatted with Zhang Ruoxin for a while, standing under the street lamp.

Su Qing turned her head and saw Zhang Ruoxin standing up, thinking that she was leaving, but she didn't expect Zhang Ruoxin to speak: "I'm sorry." She glanced at Su Qing lightly.

Su Qing didn't know what to say for a while, and the atmosphere was a little cold.

Zhang Ruoxin: "It's rare to meet you again." Have a drink with me? ”

Su Qing obediently said yes, went to a bar with Zhang Ruoxin, ordered a bunch of beer, Zhang Ruoxin drank it all, and the strong wine slid down her throat, extremely spicy.

Su Qing had many words in his heart, but he couldn't say a word, all of them were choked in his chest. Seeing Zhang Ruoxin's appearance, her heart was a little cold. I thought, forget it, just don't see it, or I am too careful.

One night, the two of them didn't talk much, Zhou Shiguang drank wine, sipping one sip, and after a while, he drank a big bottle, Zhang Ruoxin also saw it in his eyes, and asked softly: "Su Qing, why aren't you happy in your heart?" ”

Su Qing just shook his head at first.

Zhang Ruoxin said again: "Do you know what it's like to like someone? ”

Su Qing was stunned and said, "Probably only care about your own happiness." Because the person in front of him was unhappy, Su Qing's mood was also affected.

Zhang Ruoxin asked, "So, tell me, what should I do?" ”

Su Qing did not answer.

Zhang Ruoxin silently continued: "I asked you to come out, just to see you. I think I'm in love with him. ”

Su Qing raised her eyes to look at her, sure enough, her feeling was not wrong, from the beginning when she met her in the mall, Zhang Ruoxin's attitude towards Qin Mo was a little different, and then she wanted to ski together and send them away, all kinds of signs made Su Qing feel that Zhang Ruoxin was very different from before.

At that time, she was just a quiet and passive girl, otherwise she would not have waited for someone for so many years, and in the end only the child and the rest of her life remained.

But despite all the suffering, Su Qing did not lose his mind.

Zhang Ruoxin opened another bottle of beer and said, "If you say it, you can't get back the water that you spilled." How can we regret what we have done, between us, it seems impossible to continue like this. ”

Although Zhang Ruoxin used to be an introverted girl, she didn't like to regret what she did, even if she was wrong, she admitted it.

Su Qing didn't know if she regretted it, but she knew that Zhang Ruoxin would not admit it if she died.

Zhang Ruoxin said: "Su Qing, why are you doing this? Have you ever thought about some things, not what you think, why don't you scold me? ”

Su Qing shook his head, "Maybe, but with my current wisdom, I can only do this." ”

Indeed, Su Qing is still too young and inexperienced to know how to face such a betrayal.

Looking at the flowers in the fog and the moon in the water, Su Qing didn't know what path he was going to take in the future.

Su Qing stood up on the table to pay the bill, and Zhang Ruoxin took the lead in withdrawing cash.

Su Qing held Zhang Ruoxin down, sighed and said, "The last time." ”

Su Qing's expression could not be refused.

Zhang Ruoxin felt funny and said, "Su Qing, what are you doing here?" The last dinner? ”

Su Qing was gloomy and said, "Maybe." ”

She thought that they might no longer have the opportunity to eat together because of Qin Mo's existence. Su Qing came out alone, stumbling, and not lightly drunk. Zhang Ruoxin chased after her, grabbed her and said, "You hate me; Huh? ”

Su Qing looked at her and whispered, "Because you are willing to tell me this, I am very moved." ”

Zhang Ruoxin still asked unrelentingly: "Then what?" Nothing else? Su Qing: "......" Su Qing was silent.

Su Qing left without looking back, leaving Zhang Ruoxin alone in the depths of the night.

When she got home, Su Qing felt upset, so she took out the nine-square grid and began to fill it in, this kind of Sudoku game is the most brain-burning, so that Su Qing doesn't have to think about those messy things.

In the end, Su Qing really couldn't fill it anymore, so he threw away the pencil a little frustratedly, simply threw the whole person on the bed, and then hurriedly the whole ceiling was spinning in circles, and the cicada could be faintly heard, it seemed to be getting louder and louder, it was not summer yet, where did the cicada cry come from, Su Qing felt that he was really drunk, and this sound made people irritable from the heart.

The mobile phone rang, Su Qing hesitated, got up from the bed very reluctantly, rummaged through several pockets of the bag to find the mobile phone, and finally found it, looked at the caller ID, bit his lip, and fell directly on the bed while pressing the hang up button.

Suddenly, the wind began to blow outside, Su Qing felt that the weather was going to hell, obviously the weather forecast said that it had been sunny, and now it became really fast.

The phone rang again, it was still Zhang Ruoxin, Su Qing was helpless, squeezed out a smile, connected the phone, and as soon as she received it, she heard a bang over there, the phone fell to the side, Su Qing fed a few times, but did not respond, and vaguely heard some ill-intentioned laughter and crying, Su Qing couldn't really hear it.

Zhang Ruoxin drank a little too much just now, and Su Qing felt the need to go to her.

She dialed Qin Mo's phone and said that Zhang Ruoxin was gone, and her mobile phone couldn't get through.

Qin Mo quickly drove to Su Qing's residence, and the two returned to the bar they had just been to, but there was no trace of Zhang Ruoxin.

Qin Mo and Su Qing searched separately, and after searching for a long time, they didn't see any traces.

It was almost dawn, Su Qing sat at a junction at a loss, looking at the people who were vaguely walking by, and felt very bad, if no one walked away yesterday, maybe such a thing would not have happened, what happened to Zhang Ruoxin now? Will there be danger, Su Qing's mood is very heavy.

Qin Mo walked in front of Su Qing, held her hand, and gave her strength.

A few people walked by, whispering something.

"See?"

"See, you said the woman?"

"yes, why do you look like that......"

"What else can there be, I guess it's a ...... in that industry"

When Su Qing heard their conversation, the whole person stood up all of a sudden, and walked towards the alley they had just walked out, and when she saw a disheveled person curled up in the corner, Su Qing kept telling herself - not her, not her, not her!!

However, when Su Qing walked in front of her, lifted her scattered hair, and saw those red eyes, Su Qing's heart was half cold.

"Ruoxin......" Su Qing called her tentatively.

"......" Zhang Ruoxin lowered her head, shook her head violently, and ignored her.

Qin Mo took off his coat and draped it on Zhang Ruoxin's body, "Take her to the hospital." ”

"I'm not going!" Zhang Ruoxin began to shake her head desperately, as if something was catching her.

She began to cry desperately until she fainted.

Qin Mo and Su Qing sent her to the hospital.

Standing outside the ward, Su Qing didn't speak.

Qin Mo had already understood everything in his heart, and he was also blaming himself. He felt that if she hadn't directly rejected Zhang Ruoxin at that time, maybe she wouldn't have gone to Su Qing for a drink, and she wouldn't have encountered such a thing.

Two people who love each other, for the sake of a poor woman, sit quietly outside the hospital room.

Maybe love is the selfishness of two people, and those who want to intervene will eventually be hurt.

This book was first published in Reading Books