It turns out that love is not something I can stop, after all, it is menacing. The warmth I longed for grows like crazy growth in the love you give.

I opened my eyes and couldn't see its shadow, but when I closed my eyes, I smelled love, and I knew it was it, approaching me step by step.

"Should I really explain to him why I ran away? I really like Chen Xiao as Chen Xiao said, I already like him? How can I tell him, tell him directly, do I like him? How can I say such embarrassing words..."Xu Xinyi walked around outside the bubble tea shop with her mobile phone, muttering incessantly.

Twenty minutes ago, Chen Xiao found her and chatted with her for a long time.

"Xu Xinyi, I've been friends with you for so many years, don't I know you yet? As early as that night, when you and Zhao Bin appeared at my door, I could see that you liked him, you just didn't dare to face your heart, and you didn't dare to admit it. Since your aunt left, you haven't been really happy, and it's not like I can't see your forced smile every time. But after you and Zhao Bin were together, I saw that the happy Xu Xinyi from before seemed to be coming back again. Chen Xiao said solemnly to Xu Xinyi.

"Me, what should I do then?" Xu Xinyi said in a low voice.

"Of course, I found him and made it clear to him. ”

Xu Xinyi felt that her heart was about to beat to her throat, she wanted to see Zhao Bin immediately, but she was very scared. She struggled with what to do, and finally walked into the bubble tea shop slowly, found a seat and sat down.

The sky was getting dark, and I finally saw Zhao Bin panting outside the bubble tea shop. She beckoned to Zhao Bin through the tempered glass. Zhao Bin smiled and ran to Xinyi and sat down.

Xu Xinyi realized that the clothes worn by Zhao Bin were different from those worn during the day. No wonder it took so long to arrive, it turned out to be home and dressed up. Xu Xinyi couldn't help laughing.

Zhao Bin asked puzzledly, "What are you laughing at?"

Xu Xinyi hurriedly waved her hand, "No, I didn't laugh anything." ”

"Aren't you going to explain why you ran away when I confessed to you in the afternoon?" Zhao Bin said pretending to be angry.

"I called you here to tell you this. ”

As soon as Zhao Bin heard this, he immediately put down his cocked Erlang legs, and sat precariously looking at Xinyi, waiting for her answer.

Xu Xinyi was stared at by him like this, and she felt uncomfortable, and she couldn't say anything when the words came to her mouth. "I said, can you not look at me like that. I can't tell you that. ”

"Okay, okay, I don't look at you. Zhao Bin felt that Xu Xinyi's pouting was very cute because of nervousness, and his heart blossomed.

"I, that, afternoon..."Xu Xinyi stammered with her head down.

"What's the afternoon?" Zhao Bin was anxious to say something for her, didn't he just confess to me, is it so difficult?

"That's it, I promise you!" Xu Xinyi shouted several decibels louder. When she finally said it, she exhaled heavily.

"Promise me what?" Zhao Bin asked her suspiciously, pretending not to know what to do.

"You!" Xu Xinyi slapped the table angrily, stood up with courage and said to Zhao Bin's face, "I promised to be with you, okay?"

"Hahahaha...."Zhao Bin laughed, "Didn't you say that earlier?" Xu Xinyi glared at him angrily and stopped talking.

"Alright, let's go, I'll teach you how to play basketball. He took Xu Xinyi's hand and walked out of the bubble tea shop and got on the bus.

It was rush hour and the buses were crowded. Zhao Bin passed through the crowd and made a way for Xu Xinyi to stand beside him. More than ten minutes later, the bus stopped, and two big men came up from the door, squeezing all the way to the window inside. One of them took the handle and faced Xu Xinyi, and he looked her up and down. Xu Xinyi felt uncomfortable.

Zhao Bin pulled Xinyi over and used his body to block between her and the big man, like a mother chicken protecting a chicken. Xu Xinyi felt very relieved.

By the time the car arrived at the final battle, it was already half past seven in the evening. Zhao Bin pulled Xu Xinyi out of the car. After walking a few steps, a basketball court appeared in front of me, and the light just shone down from the basket, reflecting a slanting shadow on the ground.

"I'll do a magic trick for you. Zhao Bin smiled and rubbed his palms and said to Xu Xinyi.

"What magic. ”

"You've got to close your eyes first, and then you can open them in three seconds. ”

Xu Xinyi really closed her eyes obediently, and she opened her eyes after three seconds of silent counting. Zhao Bin's enlarged face suddenly appeared in front of him, and Xu Xinyi was so frightened that he stepped back.

She clutched her chest and said, "I said you were sick, why were you so close to me." ”

Zhao Bin scratched the back of his head and said embarrassedly, "I just wanted to see if you opened your eyes, but I didn't expect it to scare you." ”

"Nonsense, you were still a meter or two away from me before you closed your eyes, I could still see your whole person, as soon as I opened my eyes, I only saw your face, and your big eyes staring at me, do you think it can not be scary. ”

"Okay, I was wrong, to compensate you, I'll teach you to spin basketball. It's free~"

Xu Xinyi saw a basketball in Zhao Bin's hand at some point. Immediately deflated and nodded.

Zhao Bin walked behind Xu Xinyi, wrapped his arms around her, and put the basketball in her left hand. Then take her right hand and let her raise her index finger. He whispered in her ear, "You throw the basketball up first, then catch it with your index finger, and I'll help you control it and keep it from falling." ”

Xu Xinyi nodded stunned, she felt that Zhao Bin's body temperature was warming its back, and Zhao Bin's body was filled with a faint smell of shower gel and shampoo. Her mind was a mess, she didn't hear what Zhao Bin was saying at all, it was the first time she was so close to a boy, but she suddenly found that she liked this feeling very much, this posture made her feel protected, very warm, very down-to-earth.

"You throw it. Zhao Bin said.

"Ahh Xu Xinyi came back to her senses. She panicked to hide her embarrassment, and the basketball in her left hand was tossed up by her. The basketball was thrown too high due to the force, and she quickly leaned forward to catch it with her right hand. He even forgot that his right hand was surrounded by Zhao Bin's palm.

As a result, both of them almost fell, and Zhao Bin hurriedly stood firm and wrapped his two strong arms around Xinyi to prevent her from falling out.

The time was frozen. Both of them were dumbfounded, standing motionless, still in that intimate posture. Xu Xinyi's whole body was already stiff, and she didn't even dare to come out.

After Zhao Bin stiffened for a while, he slowly let go of his arm downward, and stopped and tightened on Xu Xinyi's waist. He pressed his whole body against Xu Xinyi's back and rested his head on Xu Xinyi's shoulder.

"Xinyi, can I call you that in the future?" Zhao Bin said softly in her ear.

Xu Xinyi swallowed a mouthful of saliva with difficulty, "Yes." ”

"Xinyi, I like you. I want to be with you, I want to bring you joy, I like to see you laugh. I don't want anyone to bully you and don't make you cry. ”

Xu Xinyi's heart is warm, from childhood to adulthood, her father only told her to learn to be strong, but never told her to protect her, she remembered that when she was a child, she quarreled with other children, and the two of them fought when they quarreled, and their faces were scratched by each other's nails, she didn't cry, she just felt very wronged, and after telling her parents, her parents just told her that girls should be gentle and don't fight like boys. But he never asked her the reason for the fight, nor did he "avenge" her. And now, a boy said to him that he should give him happiness and protect her from crying.

Xu Xinyi hopes that time can really stand still at this moment. She suddenly remembered what Chen Xiao had said to her during the day, maybe as Chen Xiao said, Zhao Bin can really make her feel happy, maybe one day, that cheerful and lively Xu Xinyi can really come back.

She coveted a hug for too long, and when she was most helpless, she just leaned quietly against the cold wall of her room and sobbed, never opening her arms. Nor did she weep sadly in front of people. She only knew that almost everyone knew that she was a child without a mother, and she didn't want others to see her differently than before, and she didn't want others to hug her because they pitied her, so she hid herself deeply. Even the dearest father did not notice her cowardice. Only the person behind her could see what was going on in her heart.

Only in the presence of that person can he bring out the darkness in his heart. 、

Zhao Bin hugged her quietly, motionless. It wasn't until the phone rang that he reluctantly let go of his hands.

Xu Xinyi turned to face him who was answering the phone. The wind of the early summer night still hit her with a hint of coolness, a bunch of bangs were blown to her lips by the wind, Xu Xinyi shrank her shoulders and gently put the bangs behind her ears and turned to look into the distance.

"Xinyi, shall I send you back?" said Zhao Bin as he put his phone in his pocket.

"Good. Xu Xinyi smiled and nodded, and let Zhao Bin pull her to the side of the road. On the wide asphalt road, there were several private cars passing by. More than ten minutes have passed, and there is not a single taxi in sight.

"Isn't your father worried that he hasn't come home so late?" Zhao Bin asked with a glance at his watch.

Xu Xinyi took out a pink mobile phone from her pocket and glanced at it, there was not a single phone call, nor a single unread text message. She smiled at Zhao Bin in disbelief, shook her head, and stuffed her phone into her pocket.

Zhao Bin looked at her gloomy expression and held her hand tightly in the palm of his hand. "It's okay, I'll be your relative from now on. ”

Xu Xinyi was stunned for a moment, then nodded firmly.

Zhao Bin's eyes were gentle like an ocean. He put his hands on Xinyi's shoulders, and his tall figure was a head taller than Xu Xinyi.

Xu Xinyi had to raise her eyes to look at him, her heart pounding and beating faster.

Zhao Bin stared at her eyes, his lips tentatively moved forward, closer, until he smelled Xu Xinyi's shortness of breath, and then kissed it gently. Xu Xinyi's pupils dilated instantly, and she only felt that her mind was blank. She put her arms on her chest, trying to push Zhao Bin's body away. But at the moment when Zhao Bin gently pried her lips with the tip of his tongue, she lost the strength to resist, she only knew that her whole body was soft, and her lips were burning like fire.

Zhao Bin's breathing also began to become rapid, he kissed Xu Xinyi's soft lips hard, the tip of his tongue explored the secrets he didn't know in her mouth, and finally bit her tongue gently, sucking greedily, and his hands unconsciously roamed around her waist.

Xu Xinyi suddenly came to her senses. Whimpered with his tongue to push Zhao Bin's tongue out of her mouth, pushing him far away.

Zhao Bin, who was in a state of excitement, was baffled by her actions and was at a loss for what to do. Looking at Xu Xinyi, who was covering her mouth and looking like she was about to cry, she opened her mouth and closed it again.

"You're hurting me. Xu Xinyi still covered her mouth and said hesitantly.

Zhao Bin breathed a sigh of relief for a while, the girl in front of him was sometimes really confusing, but he couldn't put it down.

Reading the first book of the novel