Chapter 141: Qingmang's Death
"Brother, you are Li Qingmang......" Qingmang said this, and couldn't help crying loudly.
Fang Qingming was a little at a loss and picked up a tissue to wipe his tears, trying his best to keep his composure.
"Brother!" Qingmang grabbed Fang Qingming's hand and said, "Mom and uncle were in love, I bumped into them, and she wanted to harm me in order to hide the truth of the matter...... You've never been back since......"
"Since then, I have mimicked your character and behavior, pretending to be you...... After more than 20 years......"
Qingmang cried: "Brother, don't go home, don't ...... She won't let your ...... go."
It turned out that Fang Qingming's original name was Li Qingmang, and Qingmang's original name was Li Qingshu, when his biological mother Qingqing and his uncle Li Shenghai were in love, they were accidentally broken by the young Qingshu, Qingqing secretly arrested Qingshu in order to prevent things from leaking, but what she didn't know was that the person she arrested turned out to be Qingmang, and the real Qingshu turned into Qingmang's appearance and lived by her side.
Maybe it's because Qingshu and Qingmang are twins, after sending Qingmang away, Qingqing still can't let go, every time she sees Qingshu, she will have a sense of embarrassment that has been broken into adultery, this feeling is like an invisible hand, pinching her breathlessly, so she is becoming more and more indifferent to Qingshu, and in the end, it has reached the point of disgust. This is also the reason why Qingmang has been hospitalized for so long, and Qingqing has not appeared once.
Fang Qingming looked at Qingmang who was crying bitterly, and he was speechless for a while, although he had no impression of what happened when he was a child, he knew that this incident must have a great impact on Qingmang, and it must be very painful to pretend to be another person's life!
Qingmang's cry gradually weakened, and he shouted hard: "Brother, I am to blame for this day, I have been jealous of you since I was a child, we obviously look the same, but you are better than me in everything......"
Fang Qingming raised his hand and touched the corners of his eyes, all the places touched by his fingers were wet, it turned out that he had already burst into tears.
"I know I'm no longer good, but I don't regret it to this day......"
Qing Mang's voice became weaker and weaker, and in the end, he didn't even have the strength to open his mouth, Fang Qingming rubbed his eyes, he stood up suddenly, opened the door and shouted outside: "Bai Lingrui, come here!
Bai Lingrui had been guarding the door of the ward, and as soon as he saw the door of the ward open, he rushed in.
Qingmang's face was as white as paper, he laughed miserably, and said: "Rui, I'm sorry, I have lied to you for so many years, I am not Qingmang, I am Qingshu...... I've loved your Qingshu since I was a child......"
Bai Lingrui took Qingmang's hand, a resolute man, his face was already covered with tears at this time, he trembled and raised Qingmang's hand to his face, nodded again and again, "I know...... I know, Qingmang, I love you no matter who you are...... All I love is you......"
When he was eight years old, Bai Lingrui was walking his dog in the garden, and saw two little boys who looked exactly the same playing with ball on the grass.
The little boy who played football smiled at Bai Lingrui, revealing a mouthful of fine white teeth, at that moment, Bai Lingrui seemed to see an angel, and since then he has paid special attention to this little boy.
Because the two of them looked exactly the same, Bai Lingrui couldn't tell who the little boy who was smiling at him at the beginning was, and by feeling, he chose the well-behaved and lovely brother.
But after the age of ten, Bai Lingrui found that Qingmang had changed a lot, his personality was more cheerful, and his smile was sweeter, and gradually, he began to be infatuated with this new Qingmang......
When he grew up, he became very naughty, often skipping class and running out of his class window, throwing notes at him so that he could go home with him earlier, he would spend his pocket money early, and then make a fuss about asking himself to buy him ice cream and snacks, and he would buy a lot of cat and dog food to go to the back of the school to feed the homeless stray dogs......
Qingmang has changed, but it has become more and more popular with Bai Lingrui.
It wasn't until he met Fang Qingming that Bai Lingrui realized that maybe back then, at the beginning, he had made a mistake. But so what? He liked the person in front of him, not the twin brother or brother of the year.
Qingmang's eyes widened in surprise, he opened his mouth, and then coughed violently.
Bai Lingrui held Qingmang's hand distressedly, but he didn't dare to move his body at will because of the doctor's instructions.
"Don't cry...... Rui ......" Qingmang took a hard breath, and the red on his lips had almost faded, leaving only a full white face, which seemed to merge with the white wall in the ward.
Fang Qingming was standing on the side, he had already stopped crying, he really didn't expect that things would turn out like this, he had known that Qingmang's body was so bad, he shouldn't have gone to France!
Su Minhe held Fang Qingming's shoulders and stood stiffly.
Qingmang's eyes moved, and he took one last look at the people around him, and then slowly closed his eyes.
Bai Lingrui leaned over, lightly imprinted a kiss on Qingmang's pale lips, and whispered in his ear: "Qingmang, I love you......"
The corners of Qingmang's mouth were slightly hooked, and a trace of tears slipped from the corners of his eyes......
At this moment, the sound of the machine in front of Qingmang's hospital bed all turned into a single syllable......
In the ward, there seemed to be something broken, full of sorrow, Bai Lingrui's tall figure was even more lonely as if it would be broken at the touch of it, and at this second, even breathing became extravagant.
"Let's go......"
Bai Lingrui stroked his forehead weakly, his voice was very light and soft, as if he was afraid of disturbing Qingmang's long sleep.
Fang Qingming's red and swollen eyes widened, he raised his feet and wanted to fall in front of Qingmang's bed, but he was pulled out of the ward by Su Minhe......
"Don't touch me...... Let me see him, let me see him again......" Fang Qingming cried and struggled, trying to push open the door of the ward.
Su Minhe grabbed his hand and pulled him into his arms suddenly: "Qingming! don't go, let them stay for a while......" For Bai Lingrui, Su Minhe didn't like it at all, but seeing his back so sadly, Su Minhe actually felt a kind of sympathy for no reason, maybe because it was the same kind of relationship, Su Minhe couldn't help but help him say a word, let him send Qingmang for the last ride.
Fang Qingming's suppressed cry was like a sharp cone, piercing Su Minhe's heart, obviously swore not to let him cry again, but he made Fang Qingming cry again and again, if he didn't have to go abroad, according to Fang Qingming's character, he would definitely save Qingmang's life, so that he would not spend the rest of his life with regrets......