Chapter 33: Deviance
After Su Wanxi's injuries healed, it was approaching winter, and she asked Shen Wen for a provincial relative.
Su Wanxi's provincial relatives exempted the eight sedan chairs and gongs and drums, and only took Qing'er and was escorted back to Su Mansion by the palace people.
Su Mansion is still the same as before, returning here is like really returning home, returning to the door of Su Mansion again, looking at Feng Po coming to meet her, Su Wanxi actually burst into tears.
"Mother-in-law. Su Wanxi forcibly endured her sour nose and looked at Feng Po in an old state.
"I'm back!" Feng Po hugged her, her old eyes full of tears, "Come in." ”
The two walked into the main hall together, and Feng Po was very concerned about Su Wanxi's situation in the palace, and Su Wanxi also truthfully told Feng Po what happened after she entered the palace.
"Child, I'm sorry for you. Feng Po sighed, no one knows the palace like that better.
Su Wanxi just indifferently and said, "Since I have chosen this path, I will definitely go down it well." ”
Feng Po still sighed: "Don't blame the kid on the right. ”
"No, he saved me. Su Wanxi looked around and asked, "He should be in the mansion at this time, right?"
"Well, in the study. Go see him. ”
Su Wanxi hesitated slightly, and said, "That's it, my brother will call me if he has something." ”
Feng Po sighed again, stopped talking, and finally didn't say anything, only told her to rest.
Later, it was already time to eat, but Su Ziyou was still missing, Su Wanxi and Feng Po went back to the room after each finished eating, and returned to the house for a whole day, Su Wanxi didn't see Su Ziyou.
When she walked to the door of the room, Su Wanxi stopped, looked up at the sparse stars in the night, and remembered the fireworks of that year...... After all, Su Ziyou is also a poor person......
"Mother, what's wrong with you? It's windy outside, so let's hurry into the house." Qing'er reminded with concern.
"It's fine. After that, Su Wanxi turned around and walked towards Su Ziyou's room, she had finally returned home, she had almost no chance to meet in the palace before, but now that she came back, she should still go to see him.
". Su Zhong stood in front of Su Ziyou's door, looking very distressed.
"Brother is in there, right?"
"Yes, your lord is inside. ”
"He hasn't been out since he came back from the next court?" Su Wanxi was very strange, what did Su Ziyou plan in the room?
Su Zhong twisted his eyebrows and said, "Yes." Adults often lock themselves in their rooms. ”
Su Wanxi wondered, "How long did it take?"
Su Zhong lowered his head: "Probably since you entered the palace." ”
Su Wanxi frowned, what did Su Ziyou do by locking himself up?
"Stay outside, and I'll go in and see. Su Wanxi said, and went straight to Su Zi's right room.
Just the moment I pushed the door, a strong smell of alcohol came to my nose. Walking in, Su Ziyou was already drunk on the ground. There are many wine bottles lying here and there at your feet.
"Su Ziyou?" Looking at his appearance, Su Wanxi couldn't tell whether she was surprised, confused, or distressed.
Hearing a voice, Su Ziyou opened his eyes in a daze, saw that it was her, a glimmer of light flashed in his eyes, and then asked angrily: "Why are you here?!"
"Come and see you. Su Wanxi frowned, stepped forward and laboriously helped Su Ziyou up to let him lie on the bed, "Can you sleep on the ground if you drink too much?"
Suzi looked at her on the right side, and the distance between the two was extremely extreme.
Su Wanxi felt Su Zi's straight gaze, and was a little overwhelmed, so she helped him to the bed, then let go of him and said, "I'll call someone to come in and clean up the room." He turned around and left.
Who knew that Su Zi grabbed her wrist on the right, pulled her to the side of the bed fiercely, and asked in a low voice, "Do you hate me?"
"I said, I didn't. ”
"No! I'd rather you hate me!" Su Zi's right gaze was blazing, and he grabbed Su Wanxi's wrist fiercely, making her feel pain.
Su Wanxi frowned, wanting to push Su Ziyou away: "You are drunk." ”
"Yes, I'm drunk. Su Ziyou's tone softened suddenly, and he suddenly took Su Wanxi in his arms.
Su Wanxi was stunned and at a loss.
"I know, I'm useless......" Su Ziyou whispered, like a nightmare.
He is usually so domineering, but now he is holding himself like a child, Su Wanxi is quite uncomfortable in her heart, she no longer knows what to say.
"You hate me. Su Ziyou said over and over again, holding her harder and harder, as if he wanted to rub her into his body.
"I won't hate you. Su Wanxi said lightly, if it weren't for Su Ziyou, she wouldn't have survived until now, and it would be impossible for her to have the opportunity to get close to Shen Jingyuan again, and if it weren't for Su Ziyou, she wouldn't have found out that there was such a thing in the world that made her heart - Jiangshan! She was fed up with being watched, ravaged, and trampled underfoot, and she didn't want to flatter anyone anymore! She didn't understand why those people could fight each other for the imperial power, but gradually, she got closer to Shen Wen and learned a lot about political affairs, she became the imperial concubine, and she enjoyed the feeling of being on top. However, what she wants is not just the title of imperial concubine or queen, she doesn't want to be anyone's woman, she wants to be the overlord of this country!
When she first had this idea, she was a little frightened, but gradually, she walked in the palace, desperate to break free from these shackles, hoping that one day she could turn her hands into clouds and rain on her hands. She can also imagine that if she takes away the country that should belong to Shen Jingyuan, then the expression on his hypocritical face must be extremely exciting, if the world is all her own, then Bai Qingcheng and Zhao Luchu will become fish and meat.
When Su Ziyou first entered the palace, he wanted to place himself next to Shen Wen and be an obedient chess piece, but he never thought that this chess piece would want to subvert the whole chess game.
As for Su Ziyou, if he helps him restore the country, then it is still unknown how he will treat himself at that time, but he is always just a chess piece, and she will use what she needs, and abandon it if she doesn't! If she wants to turn over, she must be completely thorough! From the moment she was reborn, she lost the feeling of compassion and compassion, and what about Su Ziyou's ruined family...... That's all fate! She admits other people's lives, but she doesn't believe in her own fate.
"Brother, I really don't hate you. Su Wanxi whispered in Su Ziyou's ear, breathing like an orchid. She wants the country, she wants more complete revenge, she wants to destroy everything in Shen Jingyuan, she must, unscrupulous.
Su Ziyou really drank too much, looked at Su Wanxi with confused eyes, and laughed at himself: "Heh, I'm really useless......"
Su Wanxi's eyes softened, "No, no." ”
Su Ziyou let go of her in a daze, lay on the bed weakly, closed his eyes, and said in a daze: "I really don't know what to take back this country...... I'm so scared...... I'm really scared...... I'd rather just be a mortal......"
Su Wanxi looked at Su Ziyou's face, her heart trembled slightly, it turned out that this was Su Ziyou's unknown side. He is strong on the outside, but he is just hiding the fragility on the inside. It's understandable to think about it, a huge Xishu, once a prosperous dynasty, now he is left alone, the country is ruined, this revenge can not be avenged, this road is not his own choice, it is destined by God to let him walk on this road of no return so lonely.
If he chooses to forget hatred, the world will only think he is cowardly. Moreover, there are still many old people in Xishu who miss their own dynasty, and their hopes for the restoration of the country have all fallen on Su Ziyou.
Su Wanxi took a slight breath, lay down beside him, turned sideways to hug him, and said softly: "Don't worry, what you want, I will help you get it." "Whether it is her or Su Ziyou, it is not easy to win the world from the hands of the Shen family, this road is a sea of swords, at least in the current situation, she and Su Ziyou are still in the same boat. Use each other and have a purpose for each other.
"You ......" Su Ziyou opened his eyes slightly, looking at Su Wanxi with doubts.
Su Wanxi smiled kindly: "Brother, don't worry, I won't blame you, I know what you want." ”
Su Ziyou stared at Su Wanxi's face and kissed her, and the intoxicating smell of wine spread between the two.
His kiss was incomparably gentle, and careful.
Su Wanxi closed her eyes, and she had all kinds of feelings in her heart. Su Ziyou, if there is really that day, don't blame me...... In the past, she never thought of wanting royal power and wealth, at that time in Su Mansion, she only had hatred, all she wanted to do was to break Shen Jingyuan's chest and see if he had a heart. At that time, when I was in Su Mansion, I occasionally saw Su Ziyou, and she would really feel like a relative......
Everything, everything changed from the day she entered the palace...... When she was happy with Shen Wen night and night, it made her feel that she wanted to ruin all this even stronger, and her hatred for Shen Jingyuan was even stronger, she hated him, why didn't she be with her in the first place, if they loved each other and grew old together, how could there be everything now...... As for Su Ziyou, she does have some resentment in her heart, but she also sympathizes with him and is grateful to him, she doesn't know what kind of feelings she has for Su Ziyou......
She didn't expect that such a thing would happen to her and Su Ziyou this night...... Maybe it was because of the smell of alcohol that made her indulge herself. Or is it that in fact, in her own heart, she originally planned to do so...... To deal with Shen Wen in the same way, to deal with Su Ziyou...... Her rebirth, this beautiful skin, is her best weapon.
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