"Son. I'm old. I don't know how long I can live. Just let me finish talking. Father Ye blinked his eyes and "looked" at Ye Bo. Faces full of supplication.

"Good. You said. Ye Bo saw his father's sad expression. finally endured the annoyance. Anyway, it should be said and not said. That's all my father said. Let the confession go through to the end.

Yes. Ye Bo finally understood his father's hard work. Half of his remorse came in just a few months. The blow of the death of his wife and daughter one after another. The other half is the accusation against him in his daughter's diary. Ye Qing obviously refused to forgive his father until he died. It's just that. Father Ye understood. The daughter will go to extremes as a result. All of them are the antecedents he planted.

Father Ye closed his eyes. I wiped my tears with my hands. Stand up again. He bowed deeply towards Qin Yafu. "Xiao Qin. When I read Xiaoqing's diary, I was shocked. I've been confused all my life. Hurting their mother and daughter doesn't count. In the end, it pushed them to a dead end. This qiē is all a sin I have done. I apologize to you for her time. ”

"Don't. Other. Uncle Ye. No, you don't. Qin Yafu hurriedly approached the old man. Hold his arm. Burst into tears. "Uncle Ye. I've been thinking. It would be nice if Sister Ye and I didn't know each other. I finally got in the way of her only hope......"

"It's her mind paranoia. I can't complain about you. It is said that obsession harms people. She just got in there by mistake. I can't let go of that person in my eyes and heart to be like this. Father Ye interrupted Qin Yafu's words. Sigh softly.

Qin Yafu was sad. Recalls when Ye Qing was alive. Every time he looked at Lan Haijun, his eyes were not fanatical and happy. It's just that the falling flowers are intentional. Flowing water is merciless. Even though Ye Qing gave all his heart and life. But he couldn't get a look of affection from him. This...... It can be said that it is a real bad fate.

"Xiaoqing has kept a lot of diaries from childhood to adulthood. I also watched it for two days before I finished reading it. Reading her diary is the equivalent of re-reading the evil things I have done for so many years. Father Ye's face was full of tears of remorse.

"When I was younger, I never believed in karma. But. Look at me now. My wife and two daughters have left me. They are the women I have always hated. But when there were only two men left in the family. Only then did I know how incomplete this home was. ”

Qin Yafu was silent. Something about patriarchy. She'd heard a lot. Although only Ye Qing was the only one who saw it. And. There are not many people who pity the Ye family after all. Especially a person like Father Ye who is so confused and unreasonable. I didn't feel heartbroken until I lost it. Speaking of which, it is also the result of self-inflicted.

"Including me living so hard now. Father Ye patted Ye Bo's hand. "I also willingly. Although Xiaobo has just graduated for two years. You can't make a home over there. But take me to him. It always makes me feel better. But I refused. You know why. Because I can only punish myself in this way. Think about it. If it weren't for the harm I had done to Xiaoqing over the years. Would she be so extreme? She's not extreme. How could you do such stupid things? ”

"It's all in the past. Qin Yafu tried her best to suppress the shiver that came from the bottom of her heart. Do your best to comfort the elderly calmly. "Don't think about ......"

"It's not that I think about it too much. My own daughter. I'm not even qualified to be her dad, though. But her character. I still know best. She was overwhelmed by life. will be so eager for warmth. ”

Father Ye spoke. Then he put his hand under the quilt. While groping for something. "I found this in the back of her last diary. Look at it. ”

Qin Yafu and Lin Zihang watched coldly. But Ye Bo couldn't ignore his father. He stepped closer. Lift the quilt on the side. He asked, "Dad." What are you looking for. I'll help you find ...... Alas. Our kang used to smoke. All blackened. You don't say a word. That's it. ”

"Out of the way. Out of the way. Father Ye didn't feel anything about it. One hand continued to pull in.

Soon. Father Ye took out two pieces of paper from it with a happy face. He wiped his forehead excitedly. even rubbed the black ash on the kang quilt on his forehead without knowing it. He just handed the paper to Qin Yafu with both hands: "I found it." That's it. Look. ”

Qin Yafu took it and took a look. The two pieces of paper appear to have been torn from a diary. It was densely covered with words. It's just a pity. The color of the paper is almost the same as that of the kang quilt. It became black. I can't see exactly what is written.

"This. What is it. Qin Yafu thought for a moment. Although I saw the expectation on Father Ye's face. But it's still telling the truth. "Uncle Ye. The words on it are vague. I don't see what it is. ”

"Ahh I deliberately ripped it out of her diary to keep it. Even if I didn't expect you to see it. But it's always a thought of her. I thought I could have an explanation for you. ”

"Dad. Since I can't see clearly. Just tell me what my sister wrote on this. Ye Bo has also heard enough of his father's story. I'd love to know the end.

"Hmm. Also. I sue you. Something she wrote. Father Ye took the paper back from Qin Yafu again. Rubbing it with all my heart. There was pity in his expression. It's something he left behind on purpose. Unexpectedly, this kind of accident occurred. Maybe this is also a punishment for him. The things of this world are "not unreported." The time has not yet come". He didn't believe it. But now it looks. Aren't all piles and piles being fulfilled?

"Actually, it's nothing. said so much about her misanthropy. I know it's going to make you all hate her even more. Alas. This kid is also too fond of arming himself with brute force. Wrap herself up as a wicked woman who cares about everything. So much so that it's easy for people to think of her good come. ”

"There's another side to her on this piece of paper. Father Ye smiled a little bit at this time. "Here she writes down the favors she has received one by one. I just knew. It turns out that the person who helped her the most was you. Xiao Qin. ”

"Oh. Qin Yafu felt the urge to cry. It turned out. Ye Qing's heart also understood. Just swayed by hatred. I know there's something wrong. will still run all the way to the dark. I should say that she is infatuated. It's still too stupid.

"Xiao Qin. Today. I remember so many actions against you in her diary. But. Think about the gratitude she wrote on the last two pages. You said. Can she be forgiven. Father Ye waited for Qin Yafu's answer with anticipation on his face.

"It doesn't matter if you forgive or not. Uncle Ye. Qin Yafu blinked vigorously. Even if you know that the old man may not be able to see his expression. But he still tried to make himself look much calmer.

"Uncle Ye. A lot of the time. People are all devils. Reason is forced into a corner. So much so that they do foolish things. This is normal, right? It is said that 'experience is wealth'. No matter how tough it is. Just hold on to hope. I can still go on. I've been thinking. If Sister Ye hadn't had an accident that day. No matter what happens between me and my husband. At least she should be able to get her free. No matter how much resentment. There is also a day when I finish venting......"

"Girl. You're right. Father Ye kept nodding. "That's what I'm going to say. She was after enumerating so much of your kindness to her. The last sentence reads: 'Life and death are fate.' Wealth is in the sky. I don't believe in fate. But I believe in the Celestial Cycle. I know I do so much. There will definitely be retribution. Qin Yafu. I'm sorry. After this is done. I'll end up here with a qiē. Burn all the diaries. Forget about the people and things here. Start a new life. I know you're in luck. Wait until you get through a difficult time. I hope I can forgive you for the hurt I once inflicted on you. ’”

". Lin Zihang, who had been silent, scolded loudly. She knew that Jave was a kind man. But he still can't bear to hurt her. Finally, I asked for forgiveness. I really don't know what your family thinks. ”

"Zihang. You shut up. Qin Yafu hurriedly grabbed Lin Zihang, who was angry and approaching Ye's father. "Anyway. Sister Ye knew what she was doing. It's also good to be able to be liberated. Otherwise for so many years. My heart has not been at peace. ”

"yes. I'm too long-winded. Don't be surprised. Girl. I obviously have two daughters in my life. One drowned in order to save Xiaobo. The other actually died from the damage I had done to her over the years. caused by distorted psychology. So. This debt of conscience is destined for me to bear for the rest of my life. That's why I'm going to bring it up to you today. I still hope you can understand that she has been missing too much since she was a child. will be especially eager to grasp what she thinks should belong to her. Doing so many excesses. Please. Stop holding a grudge against her. ”

Father Ye's body shook. It looks like it's going to fall. Ye Bo hurriedly hugged his father. Persuaded: "Actually, you are also doing this too much." It's been years. You don't mention it. Everybody's doing well. You mention it. It's like sprinkling a handful of salt on the scabbed wound. Why bother? ”

"It's me who is selfish. I just want to do justice for your sister. It doesn't matter if it's useful or not. I want her heavenly soul to rest. Father Ye trembled. He was held against the wall by his son. Already weakened. For so many years. He never had a good time. The debt of conscience cannot be repaid in a lifetime. Not to mention. He didn't even have a chance to make amends.

"You have a good rest. Here we go. Qin Yafu stood up. I don't want to stay any longer. But he didn't express his attitude towards Father Ye's words. She couldn't think of the difference between forgiving and not forgiving. Perhaps she was right to hesitate. Or shouldn't have come into this house.

"Wait. Please wait. Ye Bo called these two people. It has its own plans. I was bothered by my father like this. I almost delayed my business. He hurriedly pointed to the room opposite. "Is it okay to go to my room and talk a little more? ”

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