Chapter 149: Do We Have a Future?
Now that they can quarrel over some innocuous things, just because they have different opinions, is there any need to continue? Zhang Yuqian is now more and more hopeless about this relationship, and she feels that there is no way to continue at all.
The student union and the art troupe were originally just work matters, but now they are involved in feelings, and the two of them are still quarreling and fighting a cold war because of this, is it really worth it? Li Yangyi came over to comfort Zhang Yuqian, although he didn't know what was going on, but looking at today's situation, it should be that there was a problem with the relationship between the two people.
"Yu Qian, don't be angry, it's normal for two people to bump and bump into each other, and it's not usually just recently together, so let's look away!" Li Yangyi and Long Zhihui are together, but they are really tired and tired, because they always feel full of strength, and they will kick away after using it. "Between husband and wife, the head of the bed fights at the end of the bed and, between the couple, this law is still okay. Don't get angry because of small things, which are not conducive to the development of the relationship. ”
I understand all these big truths, but when I put them in life, I can't see them all, and I am destined to have quarrels. "Yangyi, you know what? We can quarrel because two people don't have the same views and plans, but I don't want to quarrel because of work. From the very beginning, I didn't want to involve him in the conflict of interests between the art troupe and the student union, but he repeatedly asked me to use the interests of the art troupe to tolerate it, and I couldn't do it. Relationship and work are two different things, and I can't just because I'm with him, I want to let the student union step on the art troupe, which doesn't make sense at all. ”
It's okay not to say it, the more you talk about it, the more angry she becomes, Zhang Yuqian is angry again now, and she will really be angry with herself recently. Fortunately, there are only two people in the dormitory now, otherwise if the other two hear it, it is estimated that it will be full of wind and rain in the city.
"I called him so many times that day, but he didn't answer all of them, so why did he have to talk about it when he called me, and said that I shouldn't focus on the overall situation, I want to ask what the overall situation is?" I really feel like I can't go on with him now, if it weren't for my sanity yesterday, the word breakup would have blurted out a long time ago. ”
sighed deeply, after so many years of relationship, now I am getting more and more disappointed, but forgetting to be together to a certain extent, has it become despair? At that time, should this relationship be put to an end, so how should the trauma be soothed? Who can tell Zhang Yuqian what to do, and who will judge it?
Li Yangyi knew that Zhang Yuqian was currently angry, and the words she said were all angry words, and she must not have thought it out in her heart, otherwise she would never have put the word breakup on her lips. The key now is to let him calm down, don't think about this breakup all day to solve the problem, otherwise one day he will really break up, and he will regret it when the time comes.
"Let's not get angry now, don't talk about this matter, just calm down, okay?" Li Yangyi tried her best to talk to her in a steady voice, so that she could calm down slowly, and don't hold her breath anymore and hurt her body. "Let's go out for a walk, the dormitory is too small, I feel very depressed, walk calmly, I'll accompany you?"
dragged Zhang Yuqian down, walked on the court, and saw many freshmen singing, and they were the only ones who had that leisure. The day after tomorrow is the welcome party, and their military training is over, and there are exactly two days of free time. There are also many sophomore juniors and sisters who will come over to say hello when they see Zhang Yuqian, after all, they have more contacts with various departments and are famous.
"I'm going to follow you and say, don't have a bitter gourd face, no one owes you money. Li Yangyi dragged her and laughed with her, trying to make her happy. However, it seems that the effect is not good, Zhang Yuqian is still listless and absent-minded. "I said since I decided to go out for a walk, let's be happy, okay?"
Zhang Yuqian barely squeezed out a smile and ordered a bowl of sugar water at the snack bar, Li Yangyi suddenly said that she had something to do and would come back in twenty minutes, and asked Zhang Yuqian to wait for her. Actually, I wasn't very hungry, and I took a spoon to stir up sugar water, but I didn't drink much.
I didn't think that I didn't wait for Li Yangyi, but I saw Zeng Yihao, Zhang Yuqian wanted to pay the bill and left, I didn't want to see him. "Boss, come with a bowl of coconut milk sago. Zeng Yihao sat next to Zhang Yuqian with a dead face, Zhang Yuqian couldn't resist him, so he let him go.
After drinking the sugar water, Zeng Yihao didn't want to go back to the dormitory, so he said that he would go to cram school and pull Zhang Yuqian out. He said that he wanted to talk about cram school, but Zhang Yuqian didn't know whether it was true or not, so he went.
As a result, he just went to find a quiet place, a suitable place to talk, and Zeng Yihao sat down. "Can you listen to me calmly now?" Zhang Yuqian didn't speak, Zeng Yihaotian looked into her eyes, and said very seriously: "I don't know that you are very angry now, because of the affairs of the student union and the art troupe, we are very annoying now, so it is inevitable that there will be small emotions, but I still hope that I don't bring my emotions to the relationship between the two of us, it will hurt the feelings." ”
Having said that, but how many people can be so clearly distinguished? Work and affection cannot be completely separated, and both of them are the leaders of the two organizations, so it is impossible to sacrifice the interests of the art troupe to fulfill the student union, and Zhang Yuqian can't do it.
"Zeng Yihao, I have my own choice, you said that I should not bring the troubles at work to my feelings, then you ask yourself, did you kidnap me with love? Let me sacrifice the interests of art to fulfill the student union?" Zhang Yuqian's words made Zeng Yihao speechless, this is true. Because that day, he really used love to kidnap, and now he is very sorry. "You're talking to me so much now, but do you think there's still meaning? I really think I can't see the future of the two of us, because we can all quarrel for a long time about trivial things, we can go to the Cold War, and we can talk about mutual understanding and mutual tolerance, all hell, what's the point?"
Now Zhang Yuqian is in a very angry state, if she doesn't think about it these days, the worse her mood will be, and if she doesn't vomit quickly, she will drive herself crazy. The people next to him all looked over, Zhang Yuqian did not lower his decibels, but continued: "As the head of the art troupe, when I take over the baton from my senior brother, I have the responsibility to lead the art troupe, so forgive me for not being able to fulfill you." I thought you could forgive me, because you are also the leader of a large organization, don't you understand me? I try my best not to involve you, for fear that you will not be able to tell me, but you do not understand me. ”
Originally, we should be humble to each other, but now we can't do it anymore. Zhang Yuqian is very troubled now, she doesn't want to say more, Zeng Yihao also has a headache, he knows that this matter is his fault.
"Yuqian..." Zhang Yuqian didn't want to pay attention to him, turned her back to him, Zeng Yihao didn't know how to coax her. "I know I'm wrong, can you give me another chance?"
Now I am really disappointed in this relationship, and I can't see the future at all, Zhang Yuqian no longer has the energy to maintain it little by little. "I really can't see our future, or we'll leave it like this!"
"Could it be that the relationship of so many years is not comparable to the art troupe in your eyes?" Zeng Yihao roared hoarsely, and everyone looked over. "Zhang Yuqian, don't break up too many times, when we really break up, we will all regret it. ”
So what can I do, now it's ugly and ugly, how to go on, Zhang Yuqian has no confidence. "You tell me to calm down for a while and think it through, and forget the rest. Send me back to the dormitory first, it's not too early. ”
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