Chapter 013 - Hypocrite
What is Jeon Zhi Long? A fashion leader, rap bomber, and trend leader who is sought after in Korea and even the world. In the eyes of women, he is the perfect lover of the best masters, and in the eyes of his teammates, he is a competent and reliable captain. In An Youxi's eyes, he is an ordinary and unnecessary save. A few months ago, she was still in a U-turn relationship with Quan Zhilong, and now-
How could this person sit on her couch and watch TV as if nothing had happened.
He propped up the armrest of the sofa with one hand to support his side face, and with the other hand holding the remote control to pick up the table, his casual posture exuded a seductive atmosphere. Noticing that a line of sight was glued to his body, Quan Zhilong looked sideways, and happened to meet An Youxi, who had no time to hide. The color of her eyes is very unique, the light tan is translucent like crystal, and the love in it is more curious.
"It's pretty from this angle. He curled the corners of his lips and looked at her intently.
She curled the corners of her lips as he curled them, "Thank you for the compliment." He picked up the glass bowl with the vegetable salad on the table and turned away, without giving Quan Zhilong another look.
How strange does this compliment sound?
Quan Zhilong smacked his lips boredly, and his gaze returned to the TV.
She turned on the faucet of the pool, let the water continue to gush out, and while washing the dishes, she didn't forget to chase away customers, "Quan Zhilong, you can go out if you've stayed enough, we're not that familiar yet." Even if it is a neighbor, it will be wise to leave consciously at this time. Being in the same space with him would only make her uncomfortable, especially since it was supposed to be her time to rest.
The cacophony of voices behind him stopped abruptly, and the TV was muted, and the people talking above became funny. This was followed by the sound of footsteps getting closer and closer, and it was only two meters away that it stopped. She didn't raise her head and continued to wash the dishes in her hands, hoping that Quan Zhilong could leave quietly. Such a person, and she is not destined to be a world.
"An Youxi, are you trying to get away with it? On the surface, you pretend to hate me and want to kick me out, but in fact, you want me to stay, perhaps, you are still looking forward to it...... What's going on?"
Taunt.
In the sentence composed of these words, Ahn Youxi only heard mockery.
The bowl in her hand was just cleaned, she turned off the faucet slowly, took a cloth and wiped the bowl dry and put it away. She leaned back on the edge of the pool, her hands propped up on the armrests in reverse, the expression on her face as if she was mocking Quan's ignorance. She smiled at him with ease, a sweet smile that seemed to hide a sharp sword.
"Just trying to get you out of here. ”
There was no trace of hesitation and decisiveness, and his brown eyes shone with a cold light.
For the first time, Quan Zhilong learned that warm colors can also become cold.
Obviously, ten minutes ago, the two were arguing like friends, but now they have become an awkward relationship. Quan Zhilong thought that if he didn't know that An Youxi simply hated himself, he would almost think that he had done something to her.
Thinking of the purpose of coming to An Youxi this time, he tried his best to suppress the depressed powerlessness in his chest, put away the mockery on his face and put on a false friendly formula expression, "If I provoke you again, I ...... Apologies (gritting your teeth), I invite you to dinner. "The meal is just a set, because he knows that An Youxi will definitely refuse, so he threw out this olive branch.
Purely trying to find myself a countertop.
False.
It's too fake, An Youxi looked at Quan Zhilong without a smile in his eyes, and this thought popped up in his heart.
Judging by his expression, it seems that he doesn't want to invite her to dinner, since that's the case...... She's going to be sorry for him.
"Okay," Ahn You-hee still smiled, and seemed to be even brighter than before, "It's really an honor for me to let a big star invite me to dinner." ”
Depend on!
The woman looked like it was on purpose.
"You!" Quan Zhilong dared to be angry and glared at An Youxi, as if he was going to eat her alive.
"What are you? Didn't you invite me to dinner? Or did I mishear ......?" An Youxi blinked 'innocently', and his tone looked pitiful. If he hadn't seen her true face, Quan Zhilong thought that he might be deceived again.
"You heard it right," Quan Zhilong smiled, "I invite you to eat!"
An Youxi smiled: "But I don't want to go." ”
"You!"
"I just want to confirm if Quan Zhilong Xi really wants to invite me to dinner? Otherwise, wouldn't you be embarrassed if I self-righteous refused? Now that I've confirmed, I'll officially refuse you. ”
"I don't want to go. ”
An Youxi's words are very convincing, and the logic is not wrong, but Quan Zhilong is so angry that he itches his teeth after hearing it. Isn't this a blatant trick on him?
His face turned pale with anger, and suddenly the atmosphere became tense, as if he was about to go to war at any moment.
"Yes...... Yes. ”
The smile on the corner of the woman's mouth in front of him made him feel dazzling and frustrated, and his tricks seemed to be completely ineffective as long as a pair of Shang An Youxi, not only did they not work, but they would also shoot themselves in the foot.
After a few more minutes, the atmosphere was broken by a loud burst of music.
Quan Zhilong's already white skin seemed to have cracks, and he took out his mobile phone from his pocket and walked to the window to answer the call, because he deliberately lowered his voice An Youxi didn't hear anything, and she was not interested in knowing anything related to him. Although he couldn't hear clearly, he could still read a message from Quan Zhilong's face - annoyance.
The impatience of the face, the tendency of volcanic eruptions at any time.
If you don't come back for a meeting, the president will eat me!
"Shut up!" As soon as the phone was connected, Lee Seung-hyun's noisy voice began to bombard his ears, making his already irritable heart even more frenzied.
――Woo...... Brother (tone weakens): Then you should come back quickly.
"Well, you just tell the president that I have something to do and I'm on my way over. ”
- Alaso, hurry up.
Hanging up the call, Quan Zhilong turned around in annoyance and saw An Youxi, who was standing not far away looking at him. She looked at him without saying a word, and there was no emotion in her eyes. Gradually, he felt that his heart was calming down due to his troubled beating, and the furniture around him became blurred and melted into blocks of color, and An Youxi's figure was extremely clear.
An Youxi, who doesn't speak, stands in the sun, and her beauty is thrilling and not like a real person, as if she came out of a painting.
Lie, right...... Is this An Youxi? Why does he think that his heart is quiet but not normal.
This atmosphere did not last long, because Ahn Youxi still spoke.
"If you don't leave, I'll call the security guard, Quan Zhilongxi. ”
Well, it's still so bad to look good.
Quan Zhilong stepped on the pink slippers and walked to the door angrily to change his shoes, he thought that An Youxi would give him a gift anyway, but obviously he overestimated her kindness. After changing his shoes and standing up, he only saw her sitting comfortably on the sofa, her attention had long been attracted by the TV, where did she remember him.
Perhaps it was childish psychology that Quan Zhilong deliberately shouted, "I'm leaving!"
No one paid any attention.
“…… I'm leaving!" he shouted again.
Someone finally replied this time, but it was-
"Close the door, thank you. ”
Damn! This attitude really makes people want to drag this woman up from the couch and pump it a dozen times!
"I'll be back. ”
Dropping this sentence, Quan Zhilong slammed the door and left.
An Youxi then looked back at the empty door, stared at it for a few seconds before turning his head and muttering softly.
"It's easy to come and go......"
Obviously, she has forgotten that she is also a bigger factor in driving away Quan Zhilong.
After sending away a big trouble, An Youxi was finally able to rest well. She turned off the TV, walked barefoot into the bedroom, and threw herself on the bed, despite the wet hair on her head. Habitually pulling the quilt and holding it in her arms, she can sleep peacefully when she gets a sense of security. If she doesn't sleep with something in her arms, she will have a hard time falling asleep.
The surrounding qiē became quiet, except for the sound of a light breeze blowing into the house through the window......
"An Youxi, go to sleep, you won't have so many worries when you fall asleep. ”
After muttering something to herself, she closed her eyes and fell asleep.
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"Don't ...... Please...... Don't leave me!" An Youxi suddenly screamed and woke up from her dream, only to find that she was soaking wet. With a frightened expression on her face, she panted and looked out the window, it was already dark, and it was oppressive. The qiē in the dream just now was vivid, and she trembled and opened her hands to cover her face.
But as soon as you close your eyes, the terrible scene just now will appear in front of you.
"An Youxi, why are you so unproductive, you still can't forget it after so many years. ”
- I'm fed up with this home!
- Mom, Mom, don't leave me, I will be obedient, Dad and I can't live without you.
- Then let's die together!
It took a few minutes for An Youxi to regain some senses, and she took a few gulps of water from the bedside before she calmed down. She pressed the button to turn on the light, and the dark room was enveloped in light for a moment, and the orange light made people feel warm. An Youxi thought about it, but decided to go downstairs for a walk. After changing her clothes, she went out, and there were not many people walking downstairs in the community.
She wore headphones and listened to the pleasant piano music, walking around the neighborhood, and finally recovered from the panic caused by the dream just now. I don't know if she walked a few laps and passed the downstairs where she lived, but she slowly stopped because of a scene. In the dim light, a thin and weak man was rummaging through the garbage can, and because of his height limitations, he was desperately tiptoeing, and his thin and short hands were rummaging through the dirty garbage.
Ahn Youxi stood a few meters away and did not come forward to alarm him.
The villain seemed to have found something good, and let out a happy laugh, clean and free of impurities. When An Youxi saw the food he was about to put in his mouth, he struggled inwardly for a few seconds, but he still quickly stepped forward and gritted his teeth to snatch it down. Suddenly, the startled villain fell to the ground, looking at An Youxi who suddenly appeared in fear, but her eyes were always glued to the things in her hands.
Close enough, Ahn heard a hungry grunt from deep in her throat.
She crouched down to approach the villain and brushed away her unkempt hair, only to see a hideous scar. A scar like a centipede, from the forehead through the eyes and across the cheeks, An Youxi was shocked to see. As if something shameful had been discovered, the villain took a step back and covered his face, trembling all over his body.
"It's a girl, it's so cute. Ahn Youxi approached the child again and reached out to touch her head tentatively.
The villain doesn't seem to be able to speak, just keeps making pitiful sounds.
An Youxi smiled, took out the chocolate bar she had just bought because she was hungry from her pocket, opened it and handed it to the little girl, "Eat this." ”
Perhaps they are accustomed to garbage from snacks, and children find clean food strange and novel. He took the food and looked left and right, stuck out his tongue and licked it, and then devoured it, making a happy sound during the process.
After eating, the little girl looked at An Youxi expectantly, as if she wanted more.
Although it was a little cruel, Ahn Youxi didn't give it to her again.
"Do you want more? If you taste the sweetness, you will want more, so you have to fight for it yourself. No matter what method you use, you have to desperately get what you want. No one is going to give you benefits for no reason, you know, even though I don't know why your parents gave birth to you but they abandoned you irresponsibly, and I don't know what you went through to become like this. ”
"There is no one to trust, no one to rely on, and in the future you can only trust yourself alone. ”
"Maybe you don't understand, but it's okay, you just need to know to try to live, no matter what. ”
The little girl looked at her suspiciously, her innocent face revealing that she didn't understand.
"I can only help you once, goodbye. ”
Ahn Youxi stood up, and the little girl ran away. Looking at the small figure in the distance, her thoughts didn't know where she had drifted, and the words just now were more for herself.
"Why don't you help that girl?"
A voice suddenly sounded behind him, and An Youxi turned around and saw Quan Zhilong frowning.
In his eyes, he was strongly dissatisfied with her.
"Because there are some things that others can't help and can only rely on themselves. Allain xi, you haven't experienced it, you won't understand anything. I can help her once or twice, but I can't help her for a lifetime, there are too many people in need of help in this world, even in Seoul, many people living on the streets starve to death every day, do I have to help them one by one. After all, I'm not a good person. See poor people who have no kindness, but not everyone can reach out. Because once it is stretched out, it cannot be taken back. ”
"Why are you so reasonable, do you think it's easy for me to get to where I am today!" Quan Zhilong had already been told by Yang Xianshi when he had a meeting in the afternoon, and now when he went home, he was spoken by An Youxi downstairs in a way that came over, and the dissatisfaction that had accumulated for a day broke out instantly.
"That little girl is very pitiful! since you can't help, don't give her hope!"
"An Youxi, you're really annoying! Don't you see the way that child looks at you, don't you understand, she's asking for help from you!"
An Youxi didn't speak from beginning to end, just quietly and passively accepted the anger from Quan Zhilong.
When Quan Zhilong finished speaking, she spoke calmly.
"Quan Zhilong, do you know the smell of garbage?"
"It's disgusting, it's disgusting, it's smellier and dirtier than, and it makes people feel knotted and painful when you eat it. But in order to survive, those people can only eat this. Some people may be disappointed if they give hope, but some people will want to work hard when they give hope. ”
After speaking, she went upstairs without looking back, leaving Quan Zhilong standing in a daze under the street lamp, and his mind was still hovering with An Youxi's words just now.
Suddenly, he didn't understand.
Ahn You-hee...... What exactly have you been through?"