Perhaps, the most infatuated person is also the most amorous person, of course, I mean that there must be a premise, that is, to encounter a turning point in order to change from the most infatuated person to the most amorous person.

The turning point for me was the night I was rejected by my sister-in-law.

After singing this unnamed song, I myself was amazed for a long time, it was hard to imagine that such a bastard could write such an emotional and gentle thing.

At this point, I deeply sighed, I was infatuated with my sister-in-law back then.

But can I go back now?

The answer is simple, no.

I missed a lot of things, and some things are difficult to explain clearly, just like I used to be so obsessed with my sister-in-law, and even became an obsession, but now, this obsession has lost myself, as if it has turned into selfish love and possession.

I love my sister-in-law, I want my sister-in-law, I want to possess my sister-in-law, I can't lose myself yet!

Maybe this kind of love is not pure enough, but when I was pure, I didn't get pure feelings, and in exchange, I just got a cold blow.

Things have passed, and now, objectively speaking, this is indeed the case.

Since my sister-in-law asked me when I wrote this song, of course I told her, it was written two and a half years ago, when I went to disaster relief, and after the mission was completed, I was so tired that I could die at any time, at that time I missed my sister-in-law very much, and after relieving myself, I sat on the glorious return bus, and I still missed my sister-in-law.

It was evening, the bus was passing through the wilderness, I sat by the window and looked at the endless wilderness outside, so the boundless wilderness came out of my mind, and then I looked at the sky, the evening sky was blue like a dim mirror, and there were two lights in the distance, like shining stars, seeing them, the only thing I thought of was my sister-in-law's bright and moving eyes.

As the bus went from evening to night, the comrades-in-arms around me were asleep, and the lights were not turned on in the car, quietly, only the buzz of the bus was in my ears, I suddenly felt that the surroundings were so strange, I once again remembered the smiling face of my sister-in-law, so the lyrics behind it were naturally formed.

After telling my sister-in-law about the origin and writing of this song, I smiled bitterly and said, "At that time, you were really the only pillar for me to persevere, and I don't know why, when I think of you, I feel very warm, but sometimes I feel very melancholy, I can't wait to leave the army at any time and come back to see you, but I know that at my age at the time, even if I come back, you will not accept my ......"

Speaking of which, I can't help but think of the scene of being rejected by my sister-in-law that night, and my heart is even more bitter, even if I grow up, in the eyes of my sister-in-law, am I still a child?

Here I want to emphasize that the days in the army are indeed very hard, and ordinary people can't imagine the hardships.

Especially in the first three months, I wanted to die bitterly, because as a result of each training, eight out of ten soldiers urinated blood, and the dormitory was full of the sound of crying father and mother.

This is not an exaggeration, and the reality is even more cruel than this, so I advise all the children who envy the brother of the soldier, to be a soldier, you really have to think twice, forging there, it is impossible for those who do not have great perseverance to get ahead.

After I finished speaking, my sister-in-law looked at me distressedly, tears couldn't help but flow out of her eyes, and said softly, "Why are you so stupid, I'm your sister-in-law, how can you like me?"

I wiped my sister-in-law's tears and said, "I just like it, I can't help it." ”

As I spoke, my eyes were red and my nose was sour.

Although I can't talk about the things I regretted after being rejected by my sister-in-law, I regret that I missed my sister-in-law.

The reality is like this, either there is a mistake here, or there is a mistake, how can there be so many tacit feelings in the world?

My sister-in-law didn't seem to be angry anymore, and let me help her wipe her tears, she continued to look at me and asked, "Then do you still like me now?"

Hearing this, my heart trembled, and I couldn't help but nod silently.

It's not that I don't want to say it, but I'm afraid that if I say it, tears will come out.

When my sister-in-law asked such a thing, her intention was obviously very clear, she had already forgiven me, even if I had anything with Chen Rong, Liu Yufei, and Cheng Pingping, my sister-in-law could not care and continue to be with me.

This is already a desperate courage for my sister-in-law.

Immediately, the sister-in-law continued to ask, "Then what are you going to do in the future, do you want to let those girls down?"

This sentence put me in a dilemma again, I love my sister-in-law, but I can't lose myself because of my sister-in-law, and I can't lose Liu Yufei because of my sister-in-law......

Originally, I thought I could, I really could, I kept hypnotizing myself, and I am still obsessed with my sister-in-law, but when I wanted to say that as long as my sister-in-law and not those girls, I couldn't say it, because during the time when Liu Yufei and her parents and sisters went to travel, I missed her very much, I missed her taste and body, and the voice of her speech, I didn't want to lose her, and I didn't want to lose Chen Rong.

In other words, Liu Yufei wanted me to choose between her and my sister-in-law, but I couldn't choose either.

To put it bluntly, I want all of these women, and I love them all.

I can't go against my own will, I want everything, I want everything, what man doesn't want to have three wives and four concubines, and enjoy the blessings of all people? I am no exception.

I know it's a bastard, and it's self-conscious, but I'm trying to see if I can enjoy the pleasures and blessings that ordinary people can't.

Seeing that I didn't answer, my sister-in-law didn't continue to ask, but smiled and burst into tears, and said as if talking to herself, "Really...... Can't go back?"

I didn't speak, time is a pig-killing knife, turning an infatuated person into a merry person.

At this moment, I was extremely sure of one thing, my sister-in-law loved me, and she also thought about having a bunch of fat dolls with me, but now, I am not sure what her decision was.

Continue to live under one roof with me and become the best friends with each other?

Maybe.

But why does the thought of this make my heart feel like it's torn apart?

Next, my sister-in-law didn't speak, and I didn't speak again, at least not on the topic any longer, but settled my sister-in-law again and watched her curl up under the covers......

I lay down, leaned against her, and slowly fell asleep with her in my arms.

When I woke up, it was already past two o'clock in the afternoon, and to my surprise, my sister-in-law actually said something that shocked me extremely much, she looked at me and said, "I want you." ”

Then, she took the initiative to stick it over and put her hand on my lower abdomen.