Su Yue finally agreed to Childe in exchange for her memories.

Now, I finally understand why Su Yue lost her memory. However, I don't think it's worth it.

Song Linyuan is a person worthy of her heart, and it is reasonable for her to want him to come back to life. But she already knew that Song Linyuan was just a charm even if he came back to life, and when he woke up, he would forget all the promises between them, and he would never remember her again. Such a deal, after all, is not cost-effective.

And even if Gongzi really brought Song Linyuan back to life, the only bond between the two of them was Su Yue's memory.

But what Suyue exchanged for her memories was her memory, and in this way, the memory was taken away, as if the last glimmer of hope between her and Song Linyuan was taken away, so the two were afraid that they would never see each other again.

Thinking of this, I sighed softly. Such a good relationship has come to this point, which is really suffocating.

The last time Su Yue saw Song Linyuan was ten days later.

At that time, Gongzi had already condensed his body for Song Linyuan, and he only needed to wait for him to wake up. When he was about to take away Su Yue's memories, Su Yue stopped him and said, "Can you let me see him again?"

Childe looked at her and smiled: "Even if I see you, I will forget him." ”

Su Yue looked at him, just silent.

Childe was stared at by her, so he had to compromise, he raised his chin at the room not far away, and said, "Oh, you go in, he is inside." ”

"Thank you. ”

Su Yue thanked her and quickly left to walk towards the house.

Childe chuckled lightly, paced and shook his fan and slowly left. He seemed to be in a good mood, and he was humming a tune he had heard in the alleys of the city today.

"Neither things nor people, nor things, and the past cannot be traced......"

The lingering and sad tone was scattered in the wind, and it disappeared in a blink of an eye.

Su Yue pushed the door in, and the room was lit with elegant sandalwood. She paused in her steps, but walked in anyway.

The bed with the curtain gradually came into view, and through the curtain, you could faintly see that a person was sleeping inside. Su Yue's clenched hands trembled, and then slowly walked towards the bed with her steps.

She walked to the side of the bed and paused for a long time before raising her hand to gently lift the curtain, until she saw the person inside, and her tense expression couldn't help but gradually loosen.

The man lying on the bed was dressed in a purple single coat with intricate dark patterns embroidered on the placket, his hands on his chest were white and slender, and there were thin calluses on the index and middle fingers of his right hand, which was because he had been playing chess all year round.

His eyes were closed, and he seemed to be still asleep. The long inky hair was untied, lazily scattered, and although his face still looked pale, it gradually became bloody.

Su Yue sat beside him, held his hand, and said softly: "Song Linyuan......"

The lying man still had his eyes closed, Su Yue smiled, took out the jade pendant from his arms, and put it in the palm of his hand.

She took his hand and lay down in his coat, huddled beside him, a small white mass.

Su Yue looked at the lifelike hibiscus flowers embroidered on the curtain, and said softly: "You sleep, sleep more." When you wake up, you won't be able to sleep like you are now. ”

She looked at the jade pendant between the hands held by the two of them, and said, "You said that as long as I give you something, you like it." In that case, don't give me back this jade pendant, if you like it, keep it for yourself......"

Su Yue said to herself, regardless of whether he could hear it or not: "Song Linyuan, do you know how happy I was the moment you said you would take me back to the mountains and forests to marry me." It was the happiest time of my life, and I was looking forward to the day you said, and I had thought about what we should do in the future, but ......" she paused, but said no more.

Su Yue looked at the big balls of hibiscus blooming above her head, with no expression on her face, and her voice was calm and quiet without fluctuation.

"Song Linyuan, did I tell you that I was very unhappy before I met you. Obviously, there have only been more than 20 years in the world, but it seems to have passed a lifetime. ”

"I was abandoned by my biological parents since I was born, and then I was adopted, and I was taken to Mingyue Pavilion step by step to step on other people's bones and walked out of the secret door, even if I later entered Mingtang and learned the enviable secret arts, I felt that it was actually wrong for me to live. I used to think about what the meaning of my life was, and even thought about dying, but the Pavilion Master told me that no one would remember what was dead, and the more they abandoned me and looked down on me, the more I had to live, and no matter how hard and tired I was, I would have to live and live with gritted teeth. As the Pavilion Master said, no one remembers what is dead, I don't want to die, and I want to make those who abandon me and look down on me regret it. ”

She turned her head to look at him, the side face in front of her was handsome and clear, she raised her hand to caress it, and the bottom of her eyes gradually softened.

"But I met you. Song Linyuan, I like you very much, the kind I like very much. I was once afraid that I would not be worthy of you, because I was a killer and I had a lot of blood on my hands, so I broke away from Mingyue Pavilion and stopped killing people. Song Linyuan, in fact, I don't think much, I just want to stand by your side, whether you are a marquis or a mountain villager, I just want to stand by your side and follow you through our lives. ”

She withdrew her hand and smiled self-deprecatingly: "But even such a simple thing can't be realized. You concealed the news of your illness and sent me away, do you think that you can get rid of me in this way?"

Su Yue held his hand tightly, and the joints of his bones were slightly white from the exertion. She looked at him, her eyes were slightly red, and her voice was vicious: "Don't you dream! How can I Suyue be so easily thrown off by you? The person I identify, even if you die, I will haunt you, don't want to get rid of me for the rest of your life!"

The man beside him was still lying quietly, silent. Su Yue's hand holding him suddenly lost strength, she propped herself up slightly, looked at him for a moment, and then leaned down and imprinted a kiss on his lips.

Between the intertwined lips, a bit of sparkle slipped from the corner of her eye, dripped in the corner of his eye, and then all the way down, disappearing into his sideburns.

"Song Linyuan, you must wake up, whether you remember me or not, you must also wake up. I'm swapping what I want to remember the most, just to wake you up again......"

"You want me to live, I will live well, and you have to live well......"

It was only then that there was a cry in her voice.

"Goodbye, Song Linyuan......"

The colors around her faded with her voice, then vanished into the white glow, and cracks began to appear in the image before her, a sign that the dream was coming to an end.

Since I fell into the dream, this is the first time I have heard Su Yue say so many words, I glanced at the two people on the bed who were leaning against each other, one purple and one white, but it seemed to suck all the colors in the world.

I sighed, then turned my head, and the road in front of me gradually expanded, as if there was no end in sight. I didn't hesitate anymore and stepped on it.

This book was first published in Reading Book Worm