Chapter 478: Change
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"Awesome!" Ron said enthusiastically.
"Congratulations. Harry said.
"Congratulations!" Darren also sent his own blessing.
Hearing their words, Lupin smiled unnaturally, "So...... Will you accept my offer, let me go with you......"
"But," Darren asked, "shouldn't you take care of Tonks now, boy?"
"She's very safe there, and they'll take care of her. Lupin said, his tone resolute to the point of indifference.
"Remus," Darren looked at Lupin, "it's not a safe thing, it's," he pondered the wording, "Tonks will be upset, that's very, not good," he nodded vigorously, "yes, it's not good, you'll regret it." ”
As Darren watched, Lupin's face gradually lost blood, "You don't understand," he said, shaking his head.
"Why? Are you ...... with Tonks?"
"No, it's not," said Lupin, "I...... It was a grave mistake for me to marry Tonks, and I lost my mind and regretted it ever since. ”
"Do you regret marrying Tonks?"
"Don't you understand what I've done to my wife and my unborn child, I shouldn't have married her at all, I've turned her into an outcast!" called Lupin, covering his face, and sat down on the couch, the room silent.
"Professor Lupin, you say 'the outcasts,'" Darren broke the silence, "who are the 'outcasts'?"
"Do you have to say it? I, Remus John Lupin, a werewolf, and Tonks is now the wife of a werewolf, and the children may be a werewolf, a werewolf by nature!" shouted Lupin.
"You see me in the Order of the Phoenix, or at Hogwarts, under Dumbledore's protection! You know what most wizards think of my kind! When they know about me, they hardly even talk to me! Don't you see everything I've done? Even her family rejects our marriage, what parent would want their only daughter to marry a werewolf? And children...... Kid ......"
"My own kind is usually barren! children will be like me, I know they will...... How can I forgive myself? I know my own situation and still pass it on to an innocent baby, even if a miracle happens, the child is not like me, then it is not better to have a father who will always make him ashamed, a hundred times better!"
"Lupin," after Lupin calmed down a bit, "I think there is something wrong with your thoughts, personally, it is not your cause for all this, you were not a werewolf in the first place......"
"But I was bitten by a werewolf!"
"yes, it was the werewolf who caused you harm, I think you know who. ”
“……”
"He's the culprit, you're the victim too, why be ashamed? It's just that the guy is still at large because of some shit, but that's not your fault, and it's not the reason why you're leaving Tonks and the kids. ”
"But people think werewolves are dangerous! crazy! They don't even want to talk to me, and now Tonks is seen like that, and, kids, ......"
"People—who are you talking about? At least no one in this room thinks so," Darren said aloud.
"But there are only four of you!"
"Yes," Darren nodded, "and, in fact, for me, werewolves do represent danger and madness. ”
"Darren!" Hermione exclaimed in surprise.
"Do you remember what the textbooks say about werewolves? At the time of the full moon, they will turn into werewolves, lose control, unable to distinguish between humans, and even attack their relatives and friends......"
"That's enough, Darren!" exclaimed Hermione.
But Darren continued, "If there is such a werewolf in the vicinity of my house, I will also be very nervous, I hope he can stay as far away as possible, not to mention, if at the full moon, that guy does not know to take measures to control himself, then I am afraid that I will directly take action and drive him away, believe me, do what he says." ”
"But!" Darren shouted to Lupin, "You're different, even before you don't have the wolf poison potion, you will find a way to avoid attacking humans when you transform, let alone after the wolf poison potion, you are not the kind of werewolf described in the books, there is too little information in the books, there is no record of werewolves who avoid harming others like you, and those information are too old to add wolf poison potions that can keep werewolves conscious after transformation." ”
"And you!, you should be proud of yourself, you can let people know that they are wrong, that they are wrong, that they know werewolves wrong!"
"Darren ......" Lupin looked at Darren, his eyes glowing slightly, but then lowered his head again, "No, people have always treated werewolves like that, they won't change." ”
"That's because in addition to werewolves like you who only hide, there are werewolves like the one written in the book who are destroying everywhere, attacking humans, and even actively attacking people, such as Fenrir Greyback, and no one can bring him to justice, thus creating more terror, but making werewolves like you hurt, if you don't want to be treated like you now, don't want Tonks to be hostile because of you, don't want your children to live like you in the future, then you should change people's perception of werewolves. ”
Looking at Lupin, Darren said, "However, you also have to be mentally prepared, you must admit that because of those characteristics, werewolves are very dangerous, this is a fact, it is impossible because of your existence, I will say that werewolves are safe, although you are different from them, but it is very difficult to change people's long-standing opinions!"
"Not to mention that as I said just now, even now, if a werewolf appears near my house, I will still be vigilant, pay attention to the calendar, and avoid traveling during the full moon before confirming the safety of the other party, and this will inevitably bring some trouble and affect my life, so even if others have opinions about you, this is normal, so you have to pay more than others, so that others can really trust you and accept you. ”
"In particular, these must be done by people who really want to change, not waiting for others to change, when there is a werewolf attack, the first reaction is not to feel guilty that the werewolf has this kind of scum, but to shout everywhere 'You can't discriminate against me because of this', I'm afraid that in addition to brain damage, it will only make people more disgusted, because that is not a normal person's reaction at all, only extremely selfish people can do this kind of thing. ”