Chapter 156: Youth is in a hurry, sad as a dog (3)
Lin Shishi is a top student, every exam is in the top three of our class, once it is close to the top ten in the grade, I can't solve the question before reading the notes, in front of Lin Shishi, it is as simple as addition, subtraction, multiplication and division, maybe it was too much before, I stayed in the living room for a long time, until Lin Shishi began to yawn, her beautiful face was already full of tiredness, and the cat's eyes were compared.
I glanced up at the wall clock on the wall, only to find that the time was close to twelve o'clock, no wonder Lin Shishi was sleepy, looking at the still many problems that had not been solved, I couldn't help but smile bitterly, and smiled at Lin Shishi, "Shishi, sleepy, thank you, it's not early, hurry up and go to bed." ”
"Huh?" Lin Shishi was stunned for a moment, rubbed her eyes, and forced a spirited look, "It's okay Yang Zhi, I'm not sleepy, there are still a lot of questions to say, let's continue." ”
Looking at Lin Shishi's serious look, my heart couldn't help but tremble, as if something soft had been touched, and I felt a little self-blame.
I was angry because Lin Shishi asked me to apologize to Uncle Lin, and deliberately ignored her, but Lin Shishi didn't refuse to help me with my tuition, and even now I can't help but be sleepy and want to continue, which is completely different from the arrogant lady in the past, and when I come here, it seems to have become extremely gentle, gentle like a cat.
Thinking about it, I seem to be too petty and angry, and I was actually angry with Lin Shishi because of this little thing, and I was really a bit of a bastard, thinking of this, my heart was annoyed, and I reached out and touched Lin Shishi's little head, Lin Shishi's body trembled, and she looked at me incredulously, and there was obvious excitement in the cat's eyes.
"Yang Zhi. Lin Shishi muttered, her small mouth pursed slightly, her eyes flickered, and she moved a little towards me, the refreshing aroma penetrated into my nostrils, and the soft body was directly pasted, I stiffened, and instinctively reached out and hugged it.
After many days, hugging Lin Shishi again, this familiar feeling made my heart feel comfortable, and unexpectedly, I didn't have the urge to pick up Lin Shishi's light immediately.
"Okay, go to bed, it's not too early, and we have classes tomorrow. I said, Lin Shishi got up, I put away the textbook, Lin Shishi has been standing by and watching, when I was about to go back to the room, Lin Shishi suddenly grabbed my hand and called my name softly.
I turned my head and saw Lin Shishi looking up with her little face, her beautiful face was full of expectation, and her cat's eyes were even more shining, her teeth bit her lip lightly, and she didn't open her mouth for a long time.
Although I am not a genius, but seeing this scene, I also know what Lin Shishi wants to do, I know her very well, is this an invitation to her room, I took a deep look at Lin Shishi, wrapped in a nightdress and slightly developed body, full of green and sweet atmosphere.
This girl at a good age, like a flower, whether it is a smile, looks, or body fragrance are deeply attracted to me, my heart instinctively trembled, a long-lost desire gushed out in the lower abdomen, almost agreed to Lin Shishi, but suddenly, I remembered that sentence, I can't be wrong again!
"Whew", I reached out and gently pushed Lin Shishi's hand away, and smiled at her, "Okay, it's not early, I'm sleepy too, let's go to bed first, you also go to bed quickly, replenish your energy and continue to tutor me tomorrow, don't refuse." ”
I originally wanted to say it directly, but as soon as I saw Lin Shishi's expectant eyes, that kind of soft and weak appearance, it made me feel distressed for a while, and I couldn't bear to hurt the other party, not to mention, it was less than a month before the high school entrance examination.
"Hmm. Lin Shishi nodded, her eyes seemed to dim slightly, and she was pushed into the room by me, but she couldn't help but look back at me, that kind of look, indescribably lonely, indescribably distressing.
"Grass, Yang Zhi, what the are you thinking, you can't be wrong again and again. I shook my head, shook off the thought of rushing in, and went straight into my room.
The next day, I walked downstairs after eating, and was about to walk towards the school, when Uncle Lin's car stopped in front of me, the window was pulled down, and Lin Shishi was smiling at me, "Yang Zhi, it's a coincidence, you just got down when you were about to leave, let's go together." ”
I was in a hurry, I wasn't in a hurry today, I was going to walk over by myself, but when I saw Lin Shishi's smile, I couldn't afford the slightest idea of refusal, nodded, and got into the car.
Seeing me get in the car, Uncle Lin immediately pulled down a stinky face, but he didn't say anything today, pouted, from Uncle Lin's unhappy expression, I can be sure that Lin Shishi has definitely been waiting here for a long time.
I knew it in my heart, but I had to play dumb, because we can't be wrong again and again.
After getting out of the car, I instinctively stopped and waited for a while, and Lin Shishi really came from behind, habitually took my arm, and went to the classroom with me.
It is only less than a month before the high school entrance examination, and the temporary change of the head teacher has brought a lot of impact to our class, even the substitute class teacher is not in the way, but at this time a very wonderful change has occurred.
Wu Jie and I are like two crazy people, crazy to do questions, making up for the courses that we have fallen behind, maybe it is my and Wu Jie's seriousness that has had a subtle impact on the students, and the atmosphere of our class has gradually changed, and there are fewer people playing in the corridor when class is over, and there are more people doing questions.
I never thought that I would have a day when I would study seriously, I used to be the last in the class, a class of fifty-five people, I can be ranked in the top forty-five and burn high incense, but in the second mock of the high school entrance examination, I broke through to thirty.
"Yang Zhi, work hard, strive to get into the top 20, and have a chance to rush to the county middle school. The substitute homeroom teacher smiled at me and encouraged me.
I nodded, the county middle school is the best school in our county, our school is a very good junior high school in the county, but only about 20 people in a class can be admitted, and it is said that most of the people in the county can be admitted to the undergraduate.
Thirty, twenty, no more than ten......
And I'm more concerned about whether I can be admitted to the top 20, but how Sister Xue is doing now, I want to know that Sister Xue is the first outsider to give me warmth since I was a child, that kind of warmth, even if my biological parents have never given it, I will definitely find her.
During the last period of junior high school, I was almost immersed in the ocean of learning, every time I was tired and disgusted with studying, I would go to see Sister Xue's diary, that dark period of college history, I occupied Sister Xue's little life, but unconsciously intersected again and again.
I really want to know what happened to Sister Xue, the sentence "I changed" was stuck in my heart like a knife, I don't know what happened later, and I don't know who the man who accompanied Sister Xue was.
Youth is in a hurry, there are always a few memories that are unfinished stories, some people forget, but that memory will not disappear, but hidden somewhere in the heart, when you think about it again, maybe it is a regret, turned into regret.
I couldn't let go of this paragraph, and I didn't want to regret it in the future, so I made a decision.
I closed Sister Xue's notebook, turned off the light, and lay on the bed quietly looking at the ceiling, the moonlight was pouring down like water, and time passed so fast.
Before you know it, tomorrow will be the high school entrance examination.