Thinking of this, I wasn't going to see the girl. At this moment, the middle-aged man took out an old photo of the girl from his drawer pocket. Maybe the photos are too old, I don't think she's as beautiful as Xiaolan, and her eyes look sunken, which is what people often call digging eyes.

So, I said to the middle-aged man: "Then look at her two eyes sunken, this kind of person has a bad temper, I think it's better to forget it." When the man heard this, he said with infinite regret: "If you really leave, maybe she will really marry the man who is more than ten years older than her." ”

Then he sighed again: "If you really want to leave, I'll send you." I followed him for a while and then drove home.

However, as I sat in the car, I began to regret it again. I don't think I should refuse a wife who can be married without spending a penny. I should at least meet her.

But I think that girl is very bad at arranging things, you can't be anxious about this kind of thing, don't talk about experiments, and then the two of us fall in love together, after a long time, can you not touch a spark?

But I thought that she had been widowed for two years with her first husband, and she could get nothing but let her husband lick and spit on her body every day, which was also a kind of physical and mental destruction to her.

She probably thought that 90 percent of the men in the world were suffering from that terrible disease. And I'm a virgin, and I don't even know if I'm sick or not, and I don't have enough courage to conquer her.

She was afraid that she would meet another man with X dysphoria, and I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to do it myself, so we missed each other like this. But what I regret the most is that I should have met her in the first place, instead of just seeing her picture and denying her.

In this way, in the depths of my unlucky life, in the depths of my memory, there will also be a place for her. When I'm fine, I can think about her.

But I made a decision that I could only regret at the time.

When I got home, I told my parents about it, and my parents told their friends, and their friends spread the word, and the whole village knew about it. People say I'm stupid and don't know how to eat the meat that comes to my mouth.

I also know that I am stupid, but the "Three Character Classic" says that at the beginning of people, their nature is good, and I am also afraid of that kind of thing.

Later, my parents got together with a few people who had a good relationship and said that the girl was better if she didn't say the experiment, and she said that the experiment would make people afraid.

At this time, another thing happened. Once, I was playing on the west side of the village, and one of my cousins at my own door and another cousin from a distant door picked up the matter and joked with me. They said, my second brother is X impotence, and I am also X impotence. I was angry when I heard it.

The point is, what kind of intention do you have to say that people are impotent, before you get a definite answer? Other jokes are allowed, but this kind of joke is unacceptable.

The two of them also said, let me lead them to the girl, and they promised to break the body of the X girl in one night. After they said that, I started to curse people. I scolded hard to hear.

The cousin at my own door probably knew his grievances and walked away with a red face. But the cousin from afar raised his face and wanted to hit me. I really wanted to fight him.

However, I am a person who likes to look at face. Do you know who he is? He's Lao Zhan's older brother. Their father was kind to my family. When his father was the village chief, he always liked to take care of my family.

Whenever he allocated relief food or subsidies, he would give them to my family, and he also gave him a certificate of merit for my father's rabbit raising. It's when I think of these kindnesses that I don't want to turn against him. Because I'm afraid I'll be sorry for his father.

So, when he raised his slap to hit me, I told him how his father was kind to my family. I said this to tell him that I was not afraid of him, but that I did not have the same knowledge as him.

I'm timid and afraid, but rabbits can bite when they're in a hurry, and when an honest person is powerful, it's not so easy to deal with. He thought I was right, and that he himself felt justified, and walked away.

When I got home, I was a little nervous when I thought about what my two cousins said. I mean, their words made me suspect that I might as well be like my second brother. From then on, I began to feel inferior.

Of course, at this point, the reader has to ask, is it not clear whether you yourself are sick or not? Hey, this is the reason why an honest person is honest.

I mean, I know that when I woke up in the morning, that thing was x-up (I'm just trying to explain it here, not intentionally writing about x-love, and please don't delete this section from the site). The point is, I haven't done that, so how do I know how far x is going to be able to do that?

The answer is: I don't know. This is a particularly frightening psychology. If I had been thinking that I had this disease, I might have gotten it instead of being sick. I thought about this for a long time, and I was so anxious that I didn't think about it.

But I'm a nerd. Nerds have nerdy blunts, but they also have nerd cleverness. I think I can ask books for advice if I don't understand something. So, I went to the Xinhua bookstore in the county seat again and bought a few books on the treatment of X impotence.

I think that whether I am impotent or not, it is not necessary to know about this knowledge.

I opened the books and began to study them. Through those books, I learned that many patients with X dysfunction start with psychological stress. It's a vicious circle.

For example, on the wedding night, the groom may be nervous and let go for a while, and if he meets a bride who knows how to know the house, he will often give him some comfort and encouragement, so maybe he will do it next time.

But if you want to change to a bride who can't talk and can't do anything, she will often say, "Why are you so stupid?" She says this, and the groom will be even more scared of the last defeat next time, and maybe he won't be able to do it again. With two, there will be a third.

In such a situation, if you don't guide it correctly, a vicious circle will be formed over time. In this way, Sina's heart had the idea that he really can't do it. After a long time, he really became a sick person when he was not sick.

Seeing this, I can't help but think of my second brother. I think the two of them may not be sick, but because he can't bear those girls, maybe those girls stimulated him again, so he finally got that kind of disease.

My second brother was also suffering from the same illness as the younger brother of one of our daughters-in-law in the village. He also leaked on the wedding night, and he didn't guide him correctly, but it became worse and worse, and finally he got x impotence, and his wife who married well had no choice but to be good with other men, and he ran away with others.

And the boy married a few more times, but it still didn't work, and he was still single until now. I just don't know if the husband of the girl named Chunmei I met is also in this situation.

It reminds me of people's ignorance and ignorance. I don't say this to say how knowledgeable and noble I am, but I mean that we in China have not enough education for X. The average person feels mysterious about things like x.

Whoever talks about x, people will laugh at him. These things are especially common in rural areas. If you're an unmarried boy or girl talking to people about X, people will poke you in the back.

I'm talking about the minds of the people at that time. Of course, the thinking of people in the 21st century is different.

In short, from the knowledge in these books, I can conclude that there is nothing wrong with me at all, and there is no need to feel inferior to this. However, I felt that I needed to gain some practical experience from a place that I could use when I got married.

However, you can't just pull one from the street, that would be illegal. After thinking about it for a long time, I came up with an idea: find xx. Where to find xx? I remembered some of the scenes I saw two years ago when I was studying to cook in Nanyang.

Since I was studying to cook that year, I spent most of my free time, so when I had nothing to do, I would hang out around Nanyang Railway Station. It is well known that the station is a place of right and wrong, and at the same time a place of mixed fish.

This book was first published on Kanshu.com