Chapter 157: I Still Love You
Several of them arranged rooms, although Hua Youqing didn't want Shen Yunzhi to live in his heart, but he still had this kind of bearing. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
The behavior of the four of them was almost the same, and as soon as Shen Yunzhi and Xue Ming entered the room, they began to close the door and meditate to regulate their internal breath. As soon as Sheng Yuan and Yang Xiaoyuan entered the room to rest for a while, they entered the rooms of the other two.
Yang Xiaoyuan wanted to explain to his senior brother because he knew too much or didn't know, such as what they were going to do in the future, what was the situation between the Demon Sect and the Alliance, or whether the master asked him to bring anything when the senior brother went down the mountain. Although he seems reckless, he still knows what to do.
Sheng Yuan hesitated for a long time, and finally mustered up the courage to explain his heart to Shen Yunzhi. He originally thought that although the two of them would no longer be the same as before, Yunzhi must still have an emotional foundation for himself, and when he found someone, everything would be logical.
But when he really saw Shen Yunzhi, he realized that he was wrong, and the young man in front of him treated him as if he had never seen a stranger, or was even more indifferent than a stranger. He thought about it secretly in his heart, and still felt that the root of the problem was what he had done to the Shen family at the beginning, and he didn't care about that person torturing Shen Yunqing, and in the end, although Shen Yunzhi saved people, he also suffered so many sins no matter how he said it.
That's his own father, and it's no wonder he's unwilling to forgive himself. Sheng Yuan thought of this, and his heart was a little relieved. But Shen Yunzhi's cold eyes that seemed to bring ice slag immediately appeared in his mind, and his heart suddenly cooled, and he was suddenly uncertain.
During this period of time, Sheng Yuan was not without gains, at least he knew the fact that in the face of real strength, even if you have more money, it will not work. I finally learned to forbear, and I know what it's like to be cautious with a person.
Looking at Shen Yunzhi's pale and indifferent face, he couldn't help but think in his heart, was this how he looked at himself in the first place?
Shen Yunzhi lives opposite him, Dulan Villa is very large, there are many guest rooms, this two rows are all such houses, and the layout inside is not bad.
The distance from here to the opposite side was really not a few steps, but Sheng Yuan walked for almost half an hour. The door was clearly close in front of him, but he just didn't have the courage to reach out and push it open. He secretly scolded himself in his heart, and after he came out, the whole person became a bit of a mother-in-law, and then he took a deep breath and raised his hand to push the door open.
The house is probably well cleaned and maintained, although no one usually lives in it, but the wooden door is pushed open without much sound.
It was already bright outside, and there were people from the villa who had just gotten up before they knew that there were guests, and they didn't forget to look up at the situation in the courtyard when they hurriedly passed by. The autumn dew is extremely heavy, and Sheng Yuan has been standing outside for so long, and his body is already almost wet, but he doesn't feel anything if his mind is not on it.
Now, as soon as the door opened, the wind suddenly poured in from nowhere, and he was shocked all over his body.
Shen Yunzhi sat cross-legged on the bed on one side, and the morning light outside slanted in, and he could just see that his dark eyes had opened, and now he was looking at himself, without blinking. Sheng Yuan couldn't help but feel a little hairy in his heart.
"Yunzhi...... Don't practice yet, I have something to tell you. ”
Sheng Yuan was at a loss when he saw him, but when he saw that he was still motionless, his heart was crossed, and he finally mustered up the courage to speak.
Shen Yunzhi's eyes seemed to move, and he didn't answer, but slowly got off the bed and sat down beside him.
Sheng Yuan hurriedly turned around and closed the door behind him, and the room instantly darkened.
"I'm here to find you. ”
Sheng Yuan has grown so big, and he has never spoken to anyone in this tone. Seeing that Shen Yunzhi didn't answer, he shook his hands that he had put on both sides in a regular manner, and then continued: "I went to Shen's house, and then they said that you came to some Cangjiao, so I came here." Then when I was outside the church, I met the little kid who was jumping up and down, and I realized that you were being locked up in the Diancang Sect. ”
Shen Yunzhi seemed to have finally reacted, his eyes drooped, and his voice was calm with almost no waves. "Why did you come to me?"
Sheng Yuan was about to say this, but now that he spoke, the corners of his mouth couldn't help but curl.
"Because I found out I was in love with you. ”
Shen Yunzhi's body really stiffened, and he seemed to glance at Sheng Yuan in some incredulity, and that glance seemed to contain too many things. Prince Sheng's heart, which was originally a little more relaxed, fell to the bottom again in an instant.
"I ...... I told you all in the letter, but I was sorry for you and snubbed you at that time. But I've been looking for you since you left, and then somehow, my heart has become more and more anxious, and my temper has become a lot more irritable. ”
He was able to say this, which really surprised Shen Yunzhi. Although he can't say that he knows all about Sheng Yuan's temper, he generally understands it. Probably because he was born in the royal family, he was proud and irritable, and he would punish his subordinates if he had a slight disobedience. He had been in the palace for three years, and at least he had not seen anyone who really disobeyed him live long.
Not to mention that he himself would seriously reflect on something like this or blame himself.
"Then the man came to me and said he could help me find you, but I didn't think about anything, I did what they said, and now it's too late to regret it. But at that time, I seemed to be very anxious in those days, dreaming of you all day long, and I even thought about killing the entire Shen family and forcing you to come out......" Sheng Yuan sighed when he said this, this pampered prince of the capital actually had troubles.
"It wasn't until you rescued someone that it dawned on me that I was making you hate me. ”
Although the door was closed, there was still a faint light coming in, and the two sat opposite each other, half of Sheng Yuan's face was not in the dark, only one side silhouette was unusually clear by the light on that half. His perennially high head is now lowered, which makes people feel a little pitiful, and even his usually slightly angry facial features have become gentle.
Shen Yunzhi moved his lips, but he didn't make a sound. In his heart now, apart from hatred, he seems to be unable to squeeze out any other feelings.
"After that, I was silent for a while, and asked the people who were guarding your house to withdraw back, and the Shen family in the house also let them go. I just hope you'll forgive me a little. Yunzhi, I really still love you, and I don't believe that you have no feelings for me at all!"
These were the deepest words in his heart, and Sheng Yuan couldn't help but get excited when he said this. A pair of eyes seemed to have regained their former brilliance, looking at the motionless young man in front of him with burning eyes.
"My dad died. Because he didn't speak all night, Shen Yunzhi's voice was a little hoarse, but his tone was calm and terrifying, Sheng Yuan's heart tightened, and he always felt that he had a voice with extreme hatred.
At the beginning, except for Shen Yunqing who went down to interrogate him when he was arrested in the mansion, he didn't go down for any other time. He didn't know what Shen Yunqing was tortured by that person, and he didn't know until Shen Yunzhi rescued him, and after he was furious, he always took it for granted that he was fine.
After all, their lives are always harder, and they are not so easy to die. Who knew that the person surnamed Zhao would torture people so badly, and Shen Yunzhi actually said that Shen Yunqing was dead......
Sheng Yuan stiffened for a moment, and no matter how much sweet words he had prepared, he couldn't say anything. No wonder he was so cold to himself, it turned out that Shen Yunqing was dead.
He knew what Shen Yunqing knew when he came, he was in his forties, and he was calling for wind and rain in the rivers and lakes, and he practiced Pingyin swordsmanship so much that he could almost walk sideways. Even if he had just been injured, he didn't seem to be in the slightest obstacle at the time, and he still yelled at himself, and he was afraid of even watching the movements of the struggle......
But he's dead now. What did he go through during that time when he didn't care about it, so that a good person could be tortured to death. Although he himself used to be even more ruthless than this in the past, he was a little scared now.
"I really don't know. ”
After Sheng Yuan said this, his body bent down as if deflated, leaned on the back of the chair, and lowered his head again.
Shen Yunzhi never thought that he would really question Sheng Yuan for this matter. Although he knew psychologically that Sheng Yuan was just a pawn used by the Demon Sect in the whole matter of the Shen family, he still wanted to classify him as a murderer. If he hadn't arrested people for Zhao Tianhe's torture, Dad would not have reached the incurable situation of painful death.