Chapter 47: I won't be in front of you again
When Shen Chenchen returned to Xingfu Jiayuan, it was already half past eight in the evening.
It's getting dark. The driver left him at the entrance of the community and left.
It's not realistic to find a house to move today, or live in Xingfu Jiayuan for one night, pack up your luggage by the way, and start looking for a house to move out tomorrow after school, he doesn't like the feeling of sending people under the fence, and he doesn't want to see people's faces to live, when he was a child, he and his mother had seen enough of his father's face, and he lived carefully every day, and he was scared, he understood that taste, which was more uncomfortable than letting him be stabbed.
walked to the door of Xu Xinyi's house, ready to take the key to open the door, but his hand froze in place. After thinking about it, he finally put the key away and knocked lightly on the door a few times, after all, he was an outsider, so he should look like an outsider.
When he was in the hospital this afternoon, the mesh on his head had been removed by the doctor, and he didn't want his mother to know that he had a head injury, otherwise she would have to ask endless questions, and maybe she would be angry at Xu Xinyi's head after knowing the truth.
Ding Shengyan heard the knock on the door and knew that it was her son who came back, so she got up from the sofa and happily opened the door.
Shen Chenchen called her with a smile, and after changing his shoes, he called Xu Zhiwei, who was sitting on the sofa watching TV, Uncle Xu.
Xu Zhiwei smiled and responded, stood up and told Ding Shengyan to give him a hot meal.
"Chenchen, you haven't eaten dinner yet, let your mother give you the food hot, don't worry, the dish is left for you alone, we haven't touched it." ”
Shen Chenchen chuckled: "No need Uncle Xu, I already ate outside before I came back." ”
"Have you really eaten it?" Ding Shengyan asked with some concern: "If you are hungry later, tell your mother, and your mother will make you a supper." ”
"Good. Shen Chenchen nodded at her. "Then I'll go take a shower first, and you talk to your uncle. ”
Shen Chenchen went into the room, took out the neatly folded pajamas and dry towels in the wardrobe and walked to the bathroom, and when he came out, his eyes glanced at Xu Xinyi's room.
The door was closed, Shen Chenchen didn't know if she was not at home, whether she had eaten, did she eat with his mother and Uncle Xu? Or had she not come out since the afternoon? He suddenly remembered what Xu Xinyi's mother's diary had written, maybe in her eyes, Uncle Xu was a person with light feelings, and his wife had only been dead for two years and he had fallen in love with another woman. But the truth of the matter may only be known to him and Uncle Xu. Some misunderstandings are a kind of harm to say it, and not speaking out is also a kind of harm.
Shen Chenchen has a cleanliness habit, which has been around the age of eight, and it has started inexplicably, Ding Shengyan didn't care about it at the time, thinking that it is better for boys to love cleanliness.
Later, his cleanliness habit became more and more serious, and sometimes even in winter, he had to change his bed sheets and quilt covers once a day.
Ding Shengyan secretly consulted a psychiatrist. The doctor said that this was a psychological cleanliness fetish, and it would become serious when stimulated. Ding Shengyan suddenly remembered that during that time, she would often mention her ex-husband in front of him, no wonder he was so abnormal.
Afraid that the child's condition would worsen, since then, she has never had her son face to face his father.
Shen Chenchen always takes a long time to brush his teeth every time he takes a shower. I wish every pore on my body was clean and fragrant.
It was already past nine o'clock when I came out of the shower.
The sound on the TV in the living room was very loud, and it was full of some advertisements, although Xu Zhiwei and Ding Shengyan looked at the TV screen with their eyes, their minds were not on it.
The two snuggled up and chatted. Even when Shen Chenchen came out of the shower, they didn't even realize it.
Shen Chenchen stood at the door of the bathroom and carefully wiped his hair with a dry towel to avoid wiping the band-aid on the back of his head.
Vaguely hearing the conversation between the two, Ding Shengyan leaned his head on Xu Zhiwei's shoulder and asked him softly: "Zhiwei, when are we going to hold a wedding?"
Xu Zhiwei's hand on her shoulder slowly rubbed: "Is it okay to delay this matter for a while?" Xinyi will not be able to stand it if she knows it." ”
Ding Shengyan's body trembled obviously, and she had to wait again, she was always waiting. Some time ago, I finally persuaded him to get a marriage certificate, and finally lived in his house, how long will I have to wait before I can be the mistress of this family and the wife of this man?
She was even a little annoyed: "Are you going to hide from her for the rest of your life that we got a marriage certificate?"
Marriage certificate?When did they get the marriage certificate, why don't I know?Shen Chenchen paused with his hand wiping his hair, it seems that his mother is determined to follow this man. So do you want to call him dad or continue to call him Uncle Xu in the future?
When I was thinking about myself.
Xu Zhiwei continued to speak: "Listen to me, I think Xinyi saw you today and didn't lose her temper with you, which means that she is slowly accepting you, I owe this child too much, I hope that one day she can truly accept you from the bottom of her heart and treat you as a family, and then we can live in harmony." ”
Ding Shengyan's body rubbed into his arms: "When will it have to be, it's obvious that her mother is at fault first, why can't you explain it to her?"
Xu Zhiwei shook his head a little depressed: "I can't tell her this, she is still a child, in her heart, her mother is a very good woman and a very good mother, she has always loved her." ”
"Yuting has also passed away for so long, why not let her leave the best memories in her daughter's heart. ”
Shen Chenchen's slender fingers grabbed the warm towel and froze in place, lost his mind. They adults will never understand that people in his and Xu Xinyi's age are the most sensitive and the most likely to feel betrayal, if they hide it from her and let her discover the truth by themselves, it is better to confess to her directly.
Xu Xinyi's door creaked open, she was wearing pink pajamas, her long hair was draped over her shoulders, her face was bloody, like a child recovering from a serious illness, and there was an indescribable loss in her eyes.
Bai * grabbed the cup with his slender arm and walked towards the restaurant.
Shen Chenchen was startled when he saw her come out, if Xu Xinyi heard the conversation between her mother and Uncle Xu, it would be fine. He quickly coughed vigorously to get the attention of the two on the couch.
Xu Zhiwei and Ding Shengyan heard the voice from behind, as if they were caught playing an underground romance, they immediately sorted out their clothes and sat down.
Xu Xinyi was originally walking with her head down and losing her soul, but when she heard his dry cough, she raised her head and looked at him.
Shen Chenchen also stopped the movements in his hand and looked at her.
Xu Xinyi frowned, as soon as she saw Shen Chenchen now, she remembered that this guy was the son of that hated woman. The thought of this makes the cells of the whole body feel uncomfortable.
She moved to the left trying to bypass him to the restaurant, but he didn't expect him to go to the left. To the right, he also to the right.
Xu Xinyi finally stood still, and narrowed her eyes a little angrily. spit out a sentence with an expressionless face: "They all say that good dogs don't get in the way!"
Ding Shengyan and Xu Zhiwei turned their heads to look at them, as soon as they heard Xu Xinyi talk to her son like this, Ding Shengyan was a little anxious, and just as she was about to get up to refute her, her arm was grabbed by Xu Zhiwei.
Xu Zhiwei's voice was low: "Children are talking about it, what are you a big person messing with." ”
Ding Shengyan glared at him fiercely and sat back on the sofa.
Shen Chenchen was not angry when he heard her say this, but laughed out loud: "I'm a dog, so what are you? ”
Xu Xinyi's somewhat angry face added a hint of anger: "If I hadn't seen you blocking the wine bottle for me, you would have to move me out tonight!"
“……”
The air seemed to be frozen, the advertisements for Mango Terrace were finally finished, and the house became unusually quiet.
Shen Chenchen's eyes dimmed, and his heart was full of loss. It was as if his dignity had been trampled on at will. And he is just a poor creature who has no fixed place to live and is kindly taken in by others.
His hand holding the towel slowly drooped, and finally he raised it again and wiped the hair on the back of his head desperately, pretending to squeeze out a smile with ease, although he smiled, it was chillingly cold.
He said in a deep voice: "Then I want to thank Miss Xu for taking me in, don't worry, even if you don't drive me away, I will move out." Tomorrow when I find the house, I will not stay for a moment, and I will not appear in front of you again!"
After Shen Chenchen finished speaking, his face immediately sank again, threw the half-wet and half-dry towel on his hand into her arms, and went straight to his room.
The door slammed shut.
Xu Xinyi was a little stunned, she knew that there was that nasty woman staring at her behind her. She pretended not to care, put the cup in her mouth, tilted her head to drink, puffed out her cheeks and swallowed it down her throat one by one. Swallow as you walk to the restaurant.
There wasn't actually a drop of water in the cup, but she filled it seamlessly. Xu Xinyi herself also thinks that she has such a talent for acting, so she just went to the acting department when she went to college, and when she graduated, she could still act and go on TV or something.
Ding Shengyan bit her lip tightly, and looked at Xu Zhiwei with anger and grievance in her eyes. It was as if waiting for him to do justice for himself.
Xu Zhiwei didn't know where to find a newspaper and spread it out in his hand, and read it intently, the expression on his face was solemn and serious, as if it was about to break out.
Ding Shengyan knew what he meant, how could he blame his own daughter for Shen Chenchen.
Ding Shengyan shook his head and didn't say anything, snorted coldly and followed him to Shen Chenchen's bedroom.
The bedroom door of the guest room has long been closed. Ding Shengyan gently tapped her heart a few times, and asked softly, "Chenchen, I'm my mother, can I come in?"
Shen Chenchen was sitting on the bed folding clothes. After a moment's hesitation, he opened the door and let her in.
Ding Shengyan slowly sat next to her son, took the clothes in his hand and said, "Just let your mother do these things, what are you doing as a boy?"
Shen Chenchen laughed at her: "Who said that boys can't do this, otherwise you can raise me as a daughter." ”
Ding Shengyan burst out laughing: "What kind of stupid thing are you talking about, my mother still wants you to marry a beautiful daughter-in-law in the future." ”
Shen Chenchen put his arm around her shoulders and responded, "Marry an ugly daughter-in-law and come back, do you recognize it?" ”
"Look at you, you're talking stupid things again, my son is so handsome, so good, how can an ugly woman deserve it, it must be the best. ”
Shen Chenchen smiled brightly and didn't say anything more.
He understood that his mother had always loved him like life.
For her to endure her father's injury, and for him to put down his dignity to do that kind of work, even if she is desperately marrying Xu Zhiwei now, it is because she wants to not bother him when she is old.
She tried her best to give her son the best of the best, even though the best things were so hard for her to get.
"Chen Chen, are you really planning to move out?" Ding Shengyan asked her seriously, her face full of apologies.
"Hmm. Shen Chenchen nodded: "Find a place closer to the school." ”
"Otherwise, why don't you wait a few more days, Uncle Xu has already agreed to let us live here. It's just that his daughter is really arrogant. Ding Shengyan frowned as she spoke.
"It's okay, Mom, don't blame Xu Xinyi, I can understand her mood. Besides, I didn't plan to move in in the first place. ”
“……”
Ding Shengyan didn't persuade him anymore, knowing that every decision his son made was deliberate by him. Now that her son is grown, she will fully support him no matter what he does.
It's nothing if he is wronged, it's just that Xu Xinyi said that about him, so that he was also wronged, but he couldn't uphold justice for him.
Thinking like this, tears fell suddenly.
Shen Chenchen lifted her head full of distress and wiped her tears: "Mom, I know that you love Uncle Xu, and Uncle Xu loves you too." He is a man you can rely on, and I don't worry if you marry him. So you have to be happy, you have to be happy. ”
Ding Shengyan heard her son say this, and her tears were more like beads with broken threads.
This book is derived from reading the rim