Chapter 61: Su Minhe's confession

Fang Qingming walked over slowly and sat at the table, Su Minhe also pulled out a chair and sat beside him.

Su Minhe poured red wine into both glasses and said softly, "Let's have a glass first!" ”

Fang Qingming obediently raised his wine glass, and the "bang" glasses collided in the air.

Su Minhe took a sip and said leisurely: "Qingming, do you remember the first time we met?" ”

Fang Qingming's heart twitched suddenly, how could he forget, it was his first time, he lost it in such a daze, and then Fang Qingming also thought about it, maybe he had the potential to gay, otherwise why had he never been interested in a woman for so many years, but when he ran into Su Minhe, he would never recover.

Fang Qingming thought of this, his heart was really sour, he raised his wine glass and drank it all.

Such an environment is suitable for Western-style food, but Su Minhe filled the table with Chinese-style dishes, and he chuckled: "You didn't like to eat Western food before, so I specially ordered Chinese food, I don't know if it is still with your appetite." ”

Fang Qingming held the chopsticks, and his eyes were already red.

"You taste it." Su Minhe carefully picked up the chopsticks and wrapped Fang Qingming with a piece of shredded pork in Beijing sauce.

Fang Qingming lowered his head and said, "Thank you." ”

The two of them ate little by little, but in fact, they didn't eat much at all, and the two of them at this time were already in turmoil in their hearts.

"Huh." Su Minhe suddenly chuckled: "I never thought that it would be in such a despicable way to have you again. ”

Su Minhe rarely confides in his heart, he has always been his own way and is used to being arbitrary, but at this time, facing Fang Qingming, he just wants to say a little more, and say a little more, for fear of missing some details.

"I grew up in a wealthy family, and even success came easier than ordinary people, and I developed the habit of arrogance, and I was cold and ruthless. Especially when it comes to love. ”

Su Minhe's eyes flashed, and he turned to Fang Qingming's body: "But I don't know why, after meeting you, everything has changed, I want to protect you, I want to see you every minute, I think I should have met love." ”

"But you are missing, and I am looking for you like crazy, and when I see you again, you are already in the arms of another man, and you are smiling at him, and you are inseparable from him. Do you know? Seeing the two of you together, I felt like I was going crazy, so I chose to hurt you, but did you ever know that seeing you uncomfortable, I felt more uncomfortable than you, I was indifferent, I was not used to expressing feelings, but I was already changing······"

Su Minhe stood up, he held Fang Qingming's shoulder, stared at his eyes tightly, and said word by word: "I love you, Fang Qingming, did you hear it?" I love you, Su Min He loves Fang Qingming! ”

Fang Qingming's eyes were already overflowing with tears, and he looked at Su Minhe's face through the hazy mist, and the feeling of distress came to his heart again. He stretched out his finger and carefully touched Su Minhe's face, as if he was touching a bubble, as if he was using a little force, Su Minhe would disappear.

Su Minhe happily held Fang Qingming's hand tightly and put his hand on his face, Fang Qingming's hand was a little rough, but Su Minhe just felt distressed, and Su Minhe was already extremely satisfied to be able to hold him so quietly.

Fang Qingming's lips trembled, and a dry voice came out of his throat with difficulty: "Su Minhe, I used to love you so much······"

"I know, I know it all!" Su Minhe's face was tightly attached to Fang Qingming's palm, Fang Qingming was sensitive and careful, he was the same as himself, because he cared too much, so he pretended not to care, it was because the tempers of the two of them were too similar, so they came to this day, and they wasted two years of time in vain.

Fang Qingming's heart was like a knife, he covered his face and cried bitterly: "However, we can't be together anymore, I'm not the Fang Qingming I used to be, my body is ······ I ······" There were too many words in his heart that were difficult to speak, Fang Qingming was extremely depressed, he didn't want Su Minhe to think he was dirty, and he didn't want Su Minhe to see his broken body.

"Qingming, it's me bastard, it's me who is sorry for you! Let you suffer so many grievances. Su Minhe hugged Fang Qingming tightly in his arms, and his strength was so great that it seemed that he wanted to rub Fang Qingming into his body and integrate it into his bones and blood.

Fang Qingming cried and slapped Su Minhe's chest: "Do you know how I've been doing in the past few years?" I even wish I had died······"

Su Minhe's brows were deeply twisted together, Fang Qingming had lost a lot of weight, and he was a little awkward in his arms, Su Minhe clenched his fists with self-reproach, he really hated that he didn't find him earlier, he actually let him be abused by a bian for half a year, and let his beloved suffer so many crimes, is he still a man?

Fang Qingming grabbed Su Minhe's shirt and cried into tears, all the grievances, all the dissatisfaction, all burst out at this moment, he didn't love Su Minhe, he didn't love, he just didn't dare to love, he couldn't love, he thought that the gentle Mu Yan could live the second half of his life with him in peace, but that wasn't love, love, it was mutual support, mutual trust, no matter what the other party did, you would support, even if you wanted to be enemies of everyone, you would have no hesitation.

Mu Yan is gentle and kind, but with him, Fang Qingming will never see the light, because Mu Yan does not allow himself to be stained in public. Mu Yan's love is not the only one, he loves his career more than Fang Qingming, and he loves his star halo more. He could even sacrifice Fang Qingming for his own career and push him into another man's arms. even said that he actually fell in love with Fang Qingming when he was married and his wife was pregnant.

Fang Qingming may have loved Mu Yan, but this love was too fragile, or rather, before he had time to stabilize it, he was broken by Mu Yan's own hands.

Su Minhe hugged Fang Qingming, who was already asleep, and slowly walked back to the bedroom, Fang Qingming was much lighter, and he almost didn't feel anything in his arms, Su Minhe gently put him on the bed and kissed his forehead sweetly. Su Minhe carefully looked at Fang Qingming's face, this was a picture he had dreamed of countless times, he pinched his cheek in disbelief, it really hurt.

Su Minhe took off his shoes and lay on the bed side by side with Fang Qingming, he turned his body sideways to Fang Qingming, reached out and held Fang Qingming's bony hand, he felt that all this was really like a dream, the man he loved was lying by his side so peacefully, Su Minhe stretched out his fingers and carefully traced Fang Qingming's outline, and then his slightly convex collarbone, Su Minhe suddenly remembered the scars on his body that he saw in Fang Qingming's room that day, and couldn't help but gently open Fang Qingming's bathrobe, revealing a pale chest, The scars have been lightened a lot, some of them are only a faint pink, but above his stomach, there is a dark red whip mark in the middle of his chest, like a centipede, lying crookedly on his Fang Qingming's chest, Su Minhe lowered his head in distress and kissed the whip mark gently, such a heavy trace, there must have been a lot of blood at that time, his Fang Qingming must have been particularly painful, damn!

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