When Qin Tassel returned to Gu's Mansion, the whole person seemed to have lost his soul, his eyes were dull, his movements were slow, and the broken glass beads he was holding in his hand were stabbed into the flesh hard, and the blood was snaking down his fingers a little bit, which looked particularly frightening.

Gu Xingfeng, who was practicing swords in the courtyard, saw it, hurriedly put away his sword, ran to her side, glanced her up and down, and finally fixed his eyes on the hand stained with a little blood: "What's wrong with you?" How did it get like this? ”

Qin Tassel stopped, raised his eyes to look at Gu Xingfeng, then pulled out a very reluctant smile, shook his head, and said, "I'm fine." After speaking, he bypassed Gu Xingfeng and walked in the direction of his room.

Gu Xingfeng looked at her back and wanted to stop talking, and almost stepped forward to stop her, but in the end he just stood in place, clenched his fists, and shouted: "Sister Su!"

Qin Tassel's steps paused, and he stood not far away, leaving him with a thin back.

Gu Xingfeng hesitated for a while, then looked at her back and said, "Uncle Qin is gone, just left, he said, although he promised you to stay for a few more days, but there is really something, so ......"

As Gu Xingfeng said, Master Qin really came back on the day of Qin's tassel ceremony. But looking at his appearance, he still has a problem with this daughter, after all, the pain of losing his wife has always been a knot in his heart.

And Qin Tasui seems to know, he has always been cautious about this father, and never dares to make him unhappy. But this time, she unexpectedly made a request to Master Qin, "Can you stay a few more days", maybe Master Qin also felt a little indebted to her, so he nodded and agreed. Unexpectedly, it didn't take long for news to come that there was something wrong with the caravan, so he had to leave early.

But even so, it is enough to see the status of Qin Tassel in his heart. After all, for a father, a caravan and a daughter, most people will choose the latter, but Master Qin unexpectedly chose the former, which is also chilling enough.

Especially, for Qin Tassel, who is his daughter.

Thinking of this, Gu Xingfeng sighed softly, not surprisingly, as soon as he finished speaking, his already thin back image shook lightly as if it couldn't be supported. Gu Xingfeng just wanted to step forward, but as if he remembered something, the raised foot was put back by him.

As soon as he looked up again, there was no trace of her where Qin Tasu was standing, Gu Xingfeng was stunned, only to feel a gust of wind passing by him, with a faint fragrance of peach blossoms.

Gu Xingfeng subconsciously turned to look at the door, only to see a white figure running out of the door and disappearing around the corner.

Gu Xingfeng's hand holding the sword tightened, hesitated for a moment, as if he was not at ease, and ran out of the door to follow.

Qin Tassel ran on the street with her skirt in her head, and her demeanor was completely devoid, which attracted the sideways glances of pedestrians, but she didn't care about this, she just wanted to hurry, hurry, and faster, otherwise, it would be too late.

The hand tightened more and more, and the broken glass held in the palm of the hand once again penetrated deeply into the flesh, it was a piercing pain, and the red blood accidentally dripped onto the white skirt, like the first red plum blossom in the wax moon.

When Qin Tassel ran to Qin's mansion, Master Qin was getting into the carriage with the help of the little servant. She stood around the corner, watching intently, but she didn't have the courage to step forward anymore, just kept panting, and her eyes were full of confusion. It's like a child who has been left on the street, looking around, only seeing the vast crowd, but not the person he wants to see the most.

After Master Qin got into the car, the little guy also jumped up, he took the reins, just a soft "drive", and the horse ran away with her for so long, just wanting to see the person gradually moved away.

Qin Tassel subconsciously followed a few steps, staring blankly at the carriage that was gradually moving away. Gu Xingfeng, who was catching up, grabbed her wrist and didn't let her step forward again. Qin Tassel also stopped obediently, but her eyes kept following the carriage until it walked onto the street and disappeared into the crowd, and she kept staring at the direction in which it disappeared.

"Brother Gu......" After a long time, Qin Tassel shouted softly, but his eyes were still staring at the direction where the carriage disappeared, and he didn't look like it, he was all sluggish and dazed, "You say, am I really unlikable?" ”

Qin Tassel lowered his head and stretched out his right hand that had been holding the broken glass beads. I saw that the flesh and blood on it were blurred, and the broken glass was deeply rooted in the flesh, and the blood dyed the white glass red. Gu Xingfeng's heart twitched heavily when he saw it, he felt pain when he looked at such an injury, and he didn't know how she gritted her teeth and didn't cry out in pain.

But Qin Tassel didn't know what Gu Xingfeng was thinking, she just stared blankly at the red glass beads in her palm, and said softly: "Since I was a child, no one wants to play with me, they all bullied me, saying that I have a mother and no mother, and my father doesn't like me and doesn't care about me, so he left me in the Gu family, and he didn't want to see me."

"I don't seem to care at all, but in my heart I also care. Because no one doesn't want to have a father and mother's love, no one doesn't want someone to play with them, and I am the same. But they don't like me, they don't want to play with me, they say that I kill my mother, force my father away, and have a weird personality, and I am a weird child......"

A tear snaked down his cheek and dripped on his bloody hand, a hot pain.

"I used to think that as long as I was more obedient and well-behaved, they would not leave and would always stay with me, but ...... But ......"

However, Bai Tianhan, whom she had known since she was ten years old and had been with her until now, left her. Father, who promised her that he would stay a few more days, also abandoned her and chose his caravan.

Her heart is very small, and there are only a few people who put it in her heart. So every time she left, her heart was like being deeply slashed by a knife, and a big hole was cut, and blood flowed out of the mouth, and she couldn't breathe in pain.

They were two of the most important people in her life. A companion who has accompanied her through her childhood, and is her only playmate since she was a child. He took her around to play, taught her to sing and grill fish, and gave her a tenderness that she had never felt before. Even if he later said that he was not a human and a demon, she also felt that no matter whether he was a human or a demon, he was her friend and a lifelong friend.

And the other person is the father who gave birth to her and raised her. Her birth should have been the happiest thing for this family, but because of her birth, she killed her father's favorite mother. So from then on, my father didn't want to see her again, he left her at the Gu family, and he didn't necessarily come back several times a year. He didn't want to see her, but she missed him.

Qin Tassel sometimes feels that he should not be born. In this way, her mother will live well, live happily with her father, and be a couple who only envy mandarin ducks and not immortals. In this way, she will not be abandoned and cared about like now.

The tears fell more and more, and Qin Liusu seemed to be unable to hold back any longer, squatting down to pick himself up, and crying quietly.

Gu Xingfeng stood beside her, looking at the person who had shrunk into a small ball, as if he was pinched by something, making him breathless.

After a long time, Gu Xingfeng squatted down gently, he touched her head, and said softly, as if he was comforting and promised.

"Don't be afraid, you won't be alone anymore in the future, because I will always be with you. Always, always with you. ”

Since that day, Qin Tassel has been sick.

Not only did this illness come suddenly, but the illness was also very serious, and the doctor touched his beard and sighed when he saw it, and said, "Miss, this disease is caused by heart stagnation and restlessness, which is considered a heart disease." As the saying goes, heart disease must be cured with heart medicine, and there is no way to be old, so now you can only prescribe a few pairs of calming medicines, and eat and eat first. ”

As soon as these words came out, it made the Gu couple anxious, since ancient times, if there is a cause of any disease, or if the source of the disease can be found, no matter what, there is also a general treatment direction. But this time, Qin Tassel had some kind of heart disease, and they didn't know what could make her sick, so they really didn't have anything to do about it.

Gu Xingfeng listened to the doctor's diagnosis, and also looked at Qin Tassel, who was lying on the bed with a pale face, with a trace of unbearability flashing in his eyes.

In fact, when Qin Tassel first started, his illness was better. can get out of bed and walk, and can joke with Gu Xingfeng, except that his face is a little paler than before, it is no different from ordinary people. So even if the Gu family couple and Gu Xingfeng found out, they didn't worry much, thinking that she hadn't rested well, and Master Qin left in a hurry, she was a little sad.

But later, Qin Liusu's illness became more and more serious, and gradually he didn't even have the strength to get out of bed, and his face became more and more pale, lying in bed all day long, looking not angry at all. Only then did the Gu couple realize that something was wrong, and hurriedly invited a doctor, but they didn't expect to find out the cause of "heart disease".

"Alas......" Gu Heng let out a long sigh, he looked at Qin Tassel, his eyes were full of pity, "Tassel, this kid, has not let us worry much since he was a child. I just said that she was more sensible than ordinary children, but I never thought that no matter how sensible she was, she would still be just a child after all. For so many years, she has always been alone, and I don't know how she survived. Alas......"

Listening to Gu Heng's words, Mrs. Gu felt a little uncomfortable, patted his hand and comforted: "Master, don't worry. Tassel this child, Jiren has her own natural appearance, she will always be fine. ”

"I hope so......" Gu Heng let out a long sigh and withdrew his gaze, "I have to tell Brother Qin about this matter, he avoided the tassel for so long because of the incident back then, presumably this is also a knot in the tassel's heart." Gu Heng looked up at the sky, "If Brother Qin can come back, I don't know if the tassel's illness can be better......

Gu Heng shook his head with a sigh, and when Mrs. Gu saw it, she hurriedly persuaded: "Master, let's go out and let the tassels have a good rest."

After hearing this, Gu Heng thought for a while, nodded, and let his wife help him walk out.

When Gu Xingfeng saw it, he took two steps forward and hurriedly said, "Dad, mother, I'll take care of Sister Su here, and I'll tell you something later!"

"Okay." Mrs. Gu didn't refuse after hearing this, but just instructed, "Your temperament is noisy, don't make noise about tassels." ”

"Hey! I know, mother! Gu Xingfeng happily responded, and then watched Mrs. Gu help Gu Heng back to the room.

Watching the two gradually walk away, Gu Xingfeng exhaled a long sigh of relief as if he was relieved. He turned around slowly, looked at Qin Tassel who was asleep, and then walked gently to the bed.

He stood on the side of the bed and looked at Qin Tassel for a long time, the person lying on the bed was pale and haggard, although she usually didn't like to talk, but her face was always ruddy, and she looked very energetic. This time, it was also the first time he looked at this person, lying on the bed weakly, unable to even get up and greet him.

Gu Xingfeng sighed very melancholy, sat down next to the bed, and helped Qin Tassel tuck the corners of the quilt by the way.

Gu Xingfeng propped his chin to look at her, and found that this girl had really changed a lot over the years. Not only did I grow taller, I grew up, and I looked better......

As soon as this idea came out, Gu Xingfeng was stunned, and after being stunned, he almost immediately raised his hand and gave himself two slaps, and then said, "What do you want!" She's your sister......"

After the fight, Gu Xingfeng held his chin and looked at her very boredly, obviously he had grown up, but he still learned to say in a tough and childish tone when he was a child: "Sister Su, wake up quickly, how fun I am alone, no one bullies me."

Maybe it was Gu Xingfeng's words that had an effect, or maybe the doctor's calming medicine had an effect, in short, the next day, Qin Tassel's condition was slightly better than before.

There was also a good weather that day, and Qin Liu felt a little weak after waking up, so he asked the maid to help him out for a walk. On the way, I met Gu Xingfeng again, he had just come back from the barracks and happened to be fine, and he also accompanied her out for a walk.

Since Gu Xingfeng took her to a lot of interesting places, when Qin Tassel came back, it was already night.

After saying goodbye to Gu Xingfeng, he was helped back to the room by the maid Azhi.

Qin Tassel sat in front of the dressing mirror, letting Ah Zhi remove the headdress, she looked at herself in the mirror, was silent for a long time, and then said softly: "Ah Zhi, you go down first, I can do it alone."

Ah Zhi hesitated for a moment before slowly saluting her and responding, "Yes." The young lady had to call me for something, and I waited outside the door. ”

Qin Tassel nodded, as if he was a little distracted. Seeing this, Ah Zhi retreated lightly.

The door was gently closed, and Qin Liusu was still sitting in front of the vanity mirror in a daze, his eyes were not in focus, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

After a long time, a line of tears slid down her cheeks and dripped on the table, splashing a small splash of water, which was a soft "pop".

The room was quiet, and only Qin Tassel's soft sobbing could be heard. Behind him, a white dress slowly appeared, silver hair hung lightly, and the son was like jade, peerless elegance.

I don't know how long it took for Qin Tassel to gently wipe his tears, and was about to get up, but when he looked up, he saw a white color reflected in the mirror.

Qin Tassel's body froze suddenly.

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