Chapter 068 - No More Alone
When Park Joon sent Ahn You-hee downstairs, he happened to look up and see a flashing figure on the balcony. He rubbed his eyes and looked there again at the point where there was someone.
"Is that wrong......" he muttered, speculating to himself what he had just seen.
An Youxi noticed his movements, and hurriedly pretended to be impatient and drove him to the car, "Slow down and don't send him." ”
Park Jun, who was pushed into the car by her, was a little helpless, he fastened his seat belt, waved his hand at An Youxi outside the window and walked away with the car. She was relieved until she saw the car disappear and was sure she couldn't see it.
The consequences of going upstairs are not as good as Quan Zhilong is at home and is sleeping in the living room. The crappy acting skills An Youxi saw through it at a glance, but she didn't expose him immediately. She went to the kitchen to pour water and drink first, and at this time, Quan Zhilong secretly poked his head out to look over there.
An Youxi pretended to be inadvertently half of his body here, and Quan Zhilong instantly retracted his head and continued to pretend to be asleep. With a chuckle, Ahn Youxi put down the cup and walked to the sofa.
"My agent and the president are outside. ”
The understatement made Quan Zhilong, who was still pretending to be asleep just now, instantly open his eyes and jump, "Really? What should I do then? I thought he wouldn't come up! Or I'll go hide in the closet first! Why is your president here too?" He was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot.
"Don't continue to sleep?" An Youxi said with an eyebrow.
Quan Zhilong glanced at her strangely, "What are you sleeping, waiting to be caught! Not to mention, I'll go hide first!"
Before he could take a step, the back collar was pulled off, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't move forward.
"Ahh......h
"Lie to you, I can't help but tease you when I see you sleeping so 'happy'. An Youxi grabbed the back collar of his shirt and said innocently.
Quan Zhilong thundered on a sunny day, "Can this be a joke?"
He angrily broke free from An Youxi's shackles, and he was also very annoyed in his heart. His mind was blank for a second just now, for fear that he would be discovered by her agent and affect her. The president, who was worried about NES, saw this fact and looked for Ahn You-hee.
An Youxi frowned, "Are you angry?"
"Nope. Quan Zhilong slapped away her hand stretched out to soothe her, and walked towards Chaotai with a cold face.
She blinked, wasn't it obvious that she was angry. She thought that Quan Zhilong was just joking with her, but she stayed in the living room for more than an hour and didn't see him come out of the balcony.
Seeing him standing on the balcony looking at the forty-five degrees of sadness in the distance, An Youxi couldn't help but take out his mobile phone and click a card to record this moment.
It was getting late and late, and seeing that Quan Zhilong still didn't come in, An Youxi thought about it and felt that he might have gone too far. She got up and walked towards Chaoyangtai, and as soon as she opened the door, she didn't go any further because of Quan Zhilong's words.
"I need to be alone and quiet. ”
The tone was cold, as if a towering ice wall had been erected between the two of them invisibly, and it could not be melted away if it could not be passed.
"I didn't do the right thing just now, and I shouldn't joke with you about this kind of thing. ”
The strength of her grip on the handle grew stronger, and finally she slowly let go.
Quan Zhilong pressed off the cigarette butt when he heard the sound, and after extinguishing it, a wisp of smoke floated up from the remaining half of the cigarette in his hand, blurring his face. He was silent for a moment, then turned around and grabbed An Youxi's shoulder with one hand and pulled it towards him.
"I'm just a little tired, and it's okay with you. His voice was a little low, so low that it was hard to guess.
"I'm sorry. It's me who is more serious. ”
An Youxi was stunned and let him hold him, but he strongly rejected this hug in his heart.
Wrong.
Something is wrong.
"Quan Zhilong, let's talk. ”
She leaned against his chest and spoke softly.
*
The two sit opposite each other at the table, facing each other. He said he was talking, but he had been sitting quietly for a few minutes. Quan Zhilong opened his mouth to say something to break such an embarrassing and weird atmosphere, but found that he didn't know what to say.
What broke the silence was An Youxi's sneezing, and just a small gesture made Quan Zhilong instantly nervous.
"Do you have a cold?" As soon as the words came out, he realized that he was completely reflexively concerned about her.
An Youxi sniffed, shook his head and said in a muffled voice, "It's okay." ”
“…… I'll go get the medicine, you have a cold. Quan Zhilong was like a pins and needles, and decided to get up and go to get the medicine.
It's just a cold, it's normal, it's not a big deal. Quan Zhilong sued himself like this, but he still couldn't resist the idea of caring about her in his heart, and more and more gradually overflowed his thoughts.
Just one action made him panic.
"Quan Zhilong. Ahn Youxi reached out and grabbed the wrist at his side.
"What is the ...... beforehand?"
The strength of her hand increased a little more, stopping him from speaking.
"I hope that we have a problem that we can put on the table and talk about, and instead of waiting for the problem to take root and get bigger, we should pull it out now. There is a problem that needs to be solved, rather than being afraid of the consequences and blindly disappearing. ”
"I don't want that. ”
As she spoke, she sneezed again.
Quan Zhilong had a helpless expression of defeat and sat down at the table again.
"I'll start with that. He said.
Ahn Youxi nodded.
"In fact, I didn't have much hope for the relationship at first. You are so strong, I will not admit defeat. Quan Zhilong peeked at An Youxi as he spoke, and in the next second, he was secretly annoyed by his useless little action.
"Since we have been together, I have been unconditionally tolerating you and blindly giving to you. But love is not something that can be given unilaterally......"
As he spoke, his voice seemed to be tinged with sadness.
"I really hope you can like me. ”
In other words, the expression xiàn shows the feelings you like someone. ”
"I've never chased someone like this, you have too many secrets, and I don't know anything. My friends always tell me about their interactions, and I've never done that before. I also want to talk to you about my heart and work matters. ”
"After all, I really ......"
"I love you so much. ”
Quan Zhilong's head was very low, as if it was almost on the table. Seeing him like this, An Youxi felt bad in his heart. It shouldn't be like this, Kwon Zhilong shouldn't bow his head for her. The man who is proud on the stage should not be in such a posture of surrender.
The two have been separated for many years, and it is difficult to see each other even if they are both in Seoul, and the phone call time is very short.
Being so honest with each other made her a little uncomfortable.
She hesitated for a few seconds, then reached out and grabbed Quan Zhilong's hands that were clenched into fists on the table.
Feeling the softness and warmth covering the back of his hand, Quan Zhilong looked up in surprise.
"I'm sorry for giving you such thoughts. ”
"At first, like you, I really didn't like this relationship, and even just used it as a pastime. But then I gradually realized that I didn't seem to be able to live without you. The objects in your home have changed from singular to even, and you can't help but listen to them when you hear others discuss them. I just don't want my stress to be a problem for you. ”
She didn't want him to know about those things in the company.
"But I seem to be wrong. She sniffed, her voice growing hoarse.
"It's so wrong. ”
"If you don't say it, you'll probably be getting farther and farther away from me. ”
She bowed her head like a child who had made a mistake, and there was an imperceptible cry in her words.
"I really don't want to go back to being alone and having nothing. ”
The loss of control on the love was something An Youxi didn't expect, and it was also unexpected by Quan Zhilong. He had never seen An Youxi like this, and he would never have thought of it......
She'll cry.
Maybe it's because I'm too afraid of losing him that Ahn Youxi will become like this.
He got up and crossed the table, stretched out his other hand and stroked An Youxi's head, one after another, each gently and gently.
"Cry. ”
Maybe it's been suppressed for too long that An Youxi will lose his temper like this.
"It's okay, it's just me here, cry. ”
*
"Isn't it better? Quan Zhilong hurriedly handed over another tissue, and his face was nervous.
An Youxi was a little out of breath, and her eyes were red.
"Drink some water. Like a nanny, Quan Zhilong handed over a glass of warm water.
Seeing him busy like this, An Youxi couldn't help but burst into tears and laughed.
"Fool. ”
Seeing that she was finally smiling, Quan Zhilong also scratched his head and showed a smile.
After the conversation just now, he suddenly felt a sense of relief in his heart, and the troubles that had accumulated in the depths of his heart seemed to have disappeared. The sense of security he received from Ahn Yoo-hee was enough to make him settle down.
"The first time I've seen you cry in so many years. Quan Zhilong said with a hippie smile.
An Youxi's face suddenly turned red, angry and annoyed.
She would never have thought that things would develop like that, she originally wanted to talk to Quan Zhilong, who knew that she would spare herself. She had always felt that crying was a sign of weakness, but it happened to her.
Shame, shame.
"It seems so!" Quan Zhilong was a little excited, as if he had discovered a new continent.
In his opinion, it is also a challenge to constantly explore Ahn Yoo-hee's new side.
As long as she knew about those things, she regarded them as his unique wealth.
"It's not. Ahn You-hee's words pulled him from heaven to hell.
"Park Joon was the first. ”
Quan Zhilong waved his hand indifferently, "That's not counting, that's your agent." ”
"You've cried too. ”
Although it is normal to cry, being mentioned by An Youxi like this, Quan Zhilong is still a little awkward.
"You haven't seen it anyway. ”
Ahn Youxi said: "I have seen it. ”
Quan Zhilong was not good all of a sudden, he looked incredulous, "Impossible! I never cried outside!"
After saying this, he felt that something was wrong, didn't it clearly mean that I often cried at home!
"It was a few years ago when you had an accident, I went to your company to audition, and you were the only one in your break room. At that time, I didn't have a good first impression of you. ”
Quan Zhilong felt that he had been hit by an arrow in the knee, and there seemed to be such a thing in his memory.
At that time, he had an accident, and he was inactive, and he didn't want to move around in the company, so he stayed in the break room all day. I finally couldn't stand the depression and tension for days and finally couldn't stand it, so I cried in the practice room.
Because he is the captain, he can't cry in front of the team members, so he can only hide alone.
Wait, he always felt like there was someone out there!
"Zhilong. ”
Suddenly called a nickname, Quan Zhilong was surprised and delighted.
You must know that An Youxi usually calls him either Quan Zhilong or Mr. Quan Zhilong or something.
"You're a very hard worker. ”
He's always been said to be a genius, but he knows he's not. Every effort is overshadowed by a genius, as if as long as it is a genius, it is effortless to do these things, and it is not necessary to work hard to achieve this process.
But no, he knew it wasn't.
What he has now is the envy of others is the result of his own efforts.
An Youxi suddenly said this, but he was a little moved.
"So it's okay to cry. ”
"What kind of logic are you......" Quan Zhilong was a little amused by what she said.
An Youxi learned what he had just done and touched his head, "People who work hard, even if they cry, it doesn't matter." ”
Quan Zhilong nodded helplessly, "Yes, yes." ”
"I'm a little hungry. ”
"Then go out to eat?" Quan Zhilong said cautiously, peeking at An Youxi's face.
An Youxi got up and walked towards the bedroom, and Quan Zhilong was instantly deflated and a little disappointed.
After a while, An Youxi changed her clothes and walked out again, and saw that Quan Zhilong was still sitting on the sofa, which was a little strange.
"Aren't you going out to eat, why don't you move? ”
Quan Zhilong's eyes lit up in an instant, "Yes!"
He quickly went into the bedroom, got his coat, and ran out in a hurry, his clothes still not ready.
"Let's go, today I want to go to the Han River to eat food stalls. ”
An Youxi raised her eyebrows and questioned, "Are you sure you want to go that far?"
"It's a waste of time to hesitate, let's go!" Quan Zhilong didn't give her time to refuse, and pushed her out the door.
"I didn't take my wallet. ”
"If you don't say it, I'll forget!"
"Quan Zhilong, move faster. ”
"Wait for me!"
*
On the road, Quan Zhilong drove, and An Youxi sat on the co-pilot and played with his mobile phone. Quan Zhilong peeked at her more than a dozen times, but the other party just didn't look at him.
"Listen to the song. ”
As he spoke, he turned on the radio, and Bigbang's song was playing inside, and Kwon Ji-ryong was in a good mood and turned his voice up, and the whole person was happy.
Seeing him singing happily to the rhythm, An Youxi withdrew his hand to turn down the volume.
"Drive carefully. ”
"I'm watching. ”
At the end of the song, Quan Zhilong was also in a good mood.
"Don't play with your phone, talk to me for a while, otherwise it's disrespectful to the driver." He said.
Ahn Youxi glanced up at him, and then continued to play with his phone in oblivion.
"You've committed a crime under the ride law!"
Ahn Youxi: "...... When did you have this law, right? It would be funny if South Korea had such a law. ”
"If you don't talk to me, I'm going to die!" Quan Zhilong called out dissatisfiedly.
Patronizing and wanting to come to the Han River, but completely ignoring the distance from An Youxi's house to the Han River, plus it was another day of work in the middle of the night, he was so mentally exhausted that he couldn't do it.
"Why don't we play a game? ”
"What?"
"What do you say I'm good about. ”
An Youxi thought for a while, "I can't tell." ”
Quan Zhilong: "............ The car can't go any further. ”
An Youxi: "Oh, actually, if you think about it, I almost forgot about you. ”
Quan Zhilong Yixi, "What?"
An Youxi: "It's a bit of a lot, I remember that there was a mouth that said that your mouth was five yuan, and you couldn't control the secret." ”
Quan Zhilong: "...... I don't want to pay attention to you, you can be quiet. ”
Ahn You-hee: "Oh. ”
Quan Zhilong: Oh what, be enthusiastic, okay! I cried to me just now, and the little bird said that he wanted to be good to me, and now what is it! It's all a lie!
Fortunately, when Quan Zhilong was about to fall asleep, he finally arrived at the Han River, and there were few people who came to the Han River for a walk so late.
"Go buy something to eat, there seems to be a stall over there. ”
Quan Zhilong's face was like ashes, pointing to a small cart a few meters away.
"Ah......" Ahn Youxi nodded.
Then the two of them went over there with a tacit understanding, and it was an old couple who ran the stall. Seeing a couple standing in front of the stall, the man first enthusiastically handed them a string of fish cakes.
"Eat, I didn't think there were people at such a late age haha. ”
An Youxi was a little hesitant to take off her mask, but when she looked to the side, Quan Zhilong had already taken off her mask and was feasting.
you, how big your heart is!
But the fact is that the two really didn't recognize him.
Thinking like this, An Youxi also took off the mask in disbelief.
"Oh Mo! It's tina! Oh yes, can you sign it for me!"
Quan Zhilong looked at this old man who was excitedly looking for paper and pencil everywhere, his face was black, and he was not even interested in eating fish cakes.
Unwilling!
An Youxi glanced at Quan Zhilong's changing face, was in a good mood, took the paper and pen and signed it generously.
"Thank you for your support. ”
"Haha, old woman, I'll just say stay a little longer! ”
It's really disrespectful to the old. Quan Zhilong snorted dissatisfiedly in his heart.
The old woman was so surprised that she almost didn't roll her eyes.
"Seeing the young girl like this, oh mo, tsk shame. ”
Seeing their dislike and willingness to get along with each other, An Youxi always felt a little familiar.
The two of them ate a lot in front of the stall, and Quan Zhilong drank some sake, which seemed to be a little drunk, and then pulled the old man and began to chat. Looking at the backs of the two men sitting by the Han River and sympathizing with each other, An Youxi shook his head and ate another bunch of rice cakes.
"I don't have a place in the family!" the old man cried as he put his arm around Kwon Zhilong's shoulder.
Quan Zhilong cried, "Me too!"
"Ah——!h
"Woo-oh oh heavenly!"
An Youxi felt that Quan Zhilong would be angry if she knew her appearance after she woke up, so thinking like this, she took out her mobile phone and silently recorded the process of his embarrassment.
"I'm going to cook!"
"Me too!"
"It's inhuman!"
"Young man!"
"Uncle!"
An Youxi: "......" She should take advantage of the fact that the matter is not too big to quickly pull this embarrassing guy away. She put away her phone and paid for it, and walked towards Kwon Ji-ryong.
"Go over there. She patted Kwon on the shoulder.
Quan Zhilong looked up at her in confusion for a long time, and then stretched out his hand to her.
"Assie, uncle, this is the woman, bully me!"
An Youxi squatted down with a smile and looked at him.
"Yes. ”
Then he grabbed his ear, and Quan Zhilong screamed in pain, but had to follow An Youxi to stand up and walk to the other side.
"It hurts!"
"Tap!"
"Woohoo!"
"Shut up. Ahn Youxi glared at him.
After finding a place where there were few people, An Youxi let go of Quan Zhilong, and he was much quieter at this time, sitting by the Han River with his eyes and legs half-open without saying a word.
Seeing him sit unexpectedly quietly, An Youxi poked him on the shoulder, but there was no response.
He just looked at Han Jiang stupidly, his expression dull.
"It looks like he's really drunk. An Youxi was helpless.
It's rare to sit so quietly, An Youxi also enjoyed this long-lost moment, the two of them sat side by side and looked at the scenery, even if they didn't talk, it was warm.
"Ahn You-hee. ”
An Youxi heard him call himself, turned his head to look, and found that he was still in a daze, just unconsciously calling his name.
She also thought it was funny, so she looked at him with her cheeks raised.
“…… I like you. ”
"Uh-huh. ”
“…… Hiccup, hiccup, I like you. ”
"Uh-huh. ”
"I like you. ”
"I like you......"
He kept repeating this sentence, and An Youxi was amused when he looked stupid and dumbfounded. The wind by the Han River was a little cold, but there was no chill in her heart at the moment.
"Fool, so am I. ”
She reached out and flicked his forehead and smiled.