Chapter 66: See Me or Not I'll Be There

Xia Qing couldn't put it down as soon as she hugged her son. Now that his son Xia Yang has been more than seven months, he can babble and learn, especially after a few days with Xia Qing, he learned to call "Mom", when he heard Xia Yang call himself "Mom" for the first time in his life, Xia Qing's heart was soft and fragile, she couldn't help but burst into tears, hugging Xia Yang and kissing endlessly.

Mother Jin Qiaoyu couldn't look at it and said, "Xia Qing, you are doting." ”

Xia Qing smiled, "Mom, I haven't seen my son for more than half a year, can you let me kiss him?"

Jin Qiaoyu helplessly watched her daughter and grandson make love, and couldn't help sighing, she was worried that Xia Qing was a single mother, and she hoped that Xia Qing could find a man who really loved her for the rest of her life.

Xiao Mo took a five-day vacation, he took a plane back to Qingdao on the 29th of the lunar month, and he had to go back to the hospital on duty on the fifth day of the new year, and he could only stay at home for four days, which were extremely precious to him. Accompanying his parents, eating and drinking, visiting relatives and friends, he was so busy that he didn't have time to think about Xia Qing at all. It wasn't until he got on the plane back to Qinglin that he remembered Xia Qing, he knew that she must have returned to Gutong, and secretly sighed that he couldn't accompany her for the New Year.

After the Spring Festival, Xia Qing stayed at home until the tenth day of the first month and returned to You'an City, and life was still the same. Although the city is not big, but the distance between people has become very far away, in the same city, although only a few kilometers apart, but it is rare to see, everyone is busy with their own work, the Internet has become a link between friends.

Xia Qing has almost become a homebody now, she neither wants to go out to meet friends nor travel, she can only get a little pleasure in writing and surfing the Internet, she feels panic and contradiction about her current state, but has no intention of changing all this, so she has to lazily live day after day.

After two formal contacts, Xia Qing and Xiao Mo gradually became acquainted.

Xia Qing often receives calls from Xiao Mo, and whenever she receives a call from him, she is always a little nervous and mixed with joy. The reason why she is conflicted is because Xiao Mo has a girlfriend, and her relationship with him is similar to being a junior, the only difference is that he is not married. Is it fair play?

She found herself liking Hammer more and more, almost to the point of being fascinated, and she would often crave to receive his calls, and the more she felt frightened, the more exciting it became.

One afternoon, Xia Qing suddenly received a call from Xiao Mo. Xia Qing held his mobile phone and looked at the three words "Xiao Mo" blankly, and his heart was turbulent. The mobile phone rang for the fifth time, and Xia Qing pressed the answer button.

Xiao Mo's eager voice was heard, "Are you okay?"

"I'm okay, what about you?"

"As always, I've always wanted to call you, but I'm too busy to care. It's cold, you have to take care. ”

In the cold air, Xia Qing's heart felt very warm, and she took a deep breath: "Thank you, I'm fine, you have to take care of yourself." ”

"Have you written anything lately?"

"I'm writing a marriage book. ”

"Really?

Xia Qing didn't know what to say. I only heard Xiao Mo say in a low voice: "I miss you a little!"

Xia Qing was taken aback, and surprise and uneasiness grabbed her. She held the microphone and fell silent. In fact, she wanted to know and thought about her, but she didn't want their relationship to slip in a dangerous direction, so her heart was full of contradictions.

"Are you listening?" asked Xiao Mo eagerly.

Xia Qing said, "Well, I've been listening. ”

"Do you miss me?"

"I, I don't know. Xia Qing deliberately lied, she didn't want Xiao Mo to take her to continue to slide down the danger zone, she said: "Xiao Mo, you should cherish your girlfriend instead of putting your heart on ......"

"I know what you mean. Xiao Mo interrupted Xia Qing, as if he suddenly mustered up his courage: "I don't know why, I always think about you involuntarily, I know that I shouldn't think badly about you, but I really can't control myself...... You're a writer, you know what it's called, right?"

The worry finally happened, she thought about his masculine, handsome, uninhibited face, Xia Qing closed her eyes, trying to calm her emotions. His feelings are so delicate and his confession is so bold, has he forgotten that he has a girlfriend himself?

Xia Qing thought about it for a while and said, "Xiao Mo, thank you, you already have a girlfriend, and it is wisest to keep a certain distance between us, what do you say?"

Xiao Mo was stunned, he knew that the damn poem "Seeing and Not Seeing" was now popular on the Internet. Maybe what Xia Qing wants is an ambiguous blue face acquaintance. He smiled, "I'm glad I finally had the courage to confess my heart to you today, in short, I hope you are happy...... I know you're lonely!"

As if she had been hit hard in the heart by a heavy object, Xia Qing felt heartache, and she almost choked up and said, "I, I'm not lonely, I have books with me." Thank you, I hope you can be happy......"

Xiao Mo thought to himself, am I happy? The answer seemed to be no, and he shook his head: "If you need my help with anything, please feel free to call me, okay?"

"Good. ”

"I'll miss your ......"

As soon as Xiao Mo's words fell, Xia Qing hurriedly said, "Goodbye!" and hung up the phone in a hurry.

Putting down the phone, Xia Qing felt a storm in her heart, she was willing to never receive Xiao Mo's call, and let herself live in nostalgia forever, so that her heart would be as calm as water.

However, after listening to Xiao Mo's confession, Xia Qing was immersed in his stirring confession. I haven't felt passion for a long time, Xia Qing doesn't remember what love is, Xiao Mo's phone call made her think like a tide, and her desire for the opposite sex slowly returned. I finally fell asleep at night, but I kept dreaming, and my dreams were full of fragments of Xiao Mo's entanglement, and some plots made her difficult to speak, and even frightened.

"Women are the ones who please themselves", with Xiao Mo's affection, Xia Qing wants to make herself young and beautiful, whether it is love or not with him, it is time to sort out herself.

Xia Qing turned out the beauty card that she had done before that was about to expire, and at noon, she went to the beauty salon to do a skin treatment, and when she applied the mask, Xia Qing slept beautifully for half an hour, and the mask seemed to have a magical hypnotic effect. At dusk, Xia Qing went to the fitness club to get a yoga card and decided to do yoga three times a week. The hard work paid off, and Xia Qing became radiant again.

Half a month later, the time came to the beginning of April. Spring is full of joy, the weather is gradually warming, entering the rainy season, the sky often drifts a light rain, the drizzle is picturesque, but also adds to the romantic color of this season.

The bitter cold is largely far away, and the gloomy atmosphere brought by the whole winter is gradually receding. Today is Saturday, Xia Qing's mood has also become brighter, she suddenly wants to go to Qingqing, go to the suburbs, and relax completely.