Chapter 329: It's Too Late
Of course, Su Xi returned to the General's Mansion, in fact, there was another reason, she had never seen her mother, this time, she must meet her well.
Thinking that Su Xi was such a gentle and cowardly woman in the past, I thought that her mother should also be a gentle and virtuous woman.
"How long has it been since I've seen my mother?" Just when Zijuan was still annoyed and reflecting on her mistakes, Su Xi asked coldly.
Zijuan was stunned for a moment before replying, "Less than a year." ”
In other words, since I returned home for the Chinese New Year last year, I have not returned home once.
When Su Xi was repeatedly poisoned and injured, General Su and Yi Nan would always rush to see her afterwards, and General Su would mention Su Xi's mother every time, and his father was still so worried, let alone his mother.
Su Xi decided to go back to the General's Mansion this time, presumably his parents have been very happy after getting the news.
Looking at Su Xi's distracted appearance, Zijuan asked in a low voice, "Madam, are you homesick?"
Su Xi was noncommittal, what she thought about was not only the general's home, but also her modern home. Usually I have been busy with work, I rarely go home to see my parents, even if I go back, I am in a hurry, after a meal, sometimes I can't even pay my parents at home for a night, now I think about it, it is endless regret.
"I want to, I want to go back to them immediately, to visit them, to guard them, and to be filial to them, but it's too late......" Involuntarily, Su Xi said what was in his heart.
Women, some are not only love, you need to remember and miss and worry, not only lovers, but also parents who gave birth to you and raised you, and are worried about your parents all the time.
Zijuan heard the choked throat in Madame's words, and couldn't help but comfort: "Madam, it's not too late, won't you be able to see Madame and the general tomorrow? How can it be too late? What's more, the distance between the Hou Mansion and the General's Mansion is not very far, so it's a big deal that Madame will accompany the two old men more in the future." ”
Su Xi glanced at Zijuan, she knew that the pain in her heart had no way to say it to Zijuan, and Zijuan would not understand, so she only nodded, which was regarded as a recognition of what Zijuan said.
Parents in the capital, as long as Su Xi wants to, can often be seen, but what about parents who are far away in modern times, and how should she fulfill her filial piety?
I always know to cherish after I have lost, and I always know what is more important to me after I have experienced it.
Su Xi used to look at the board at a glance, the so-called rules that limited herself, and among the goals she set for herself, in addition to performance or performance, what employees sent to her was the result, beautiful or not beautiful.
At that time, Su Xi felt that what they gave them was like all kinds of lives, good and bad, good and bad, not bad, all of them became beautiful after passing through their own hands, but what about their own life? Only she knew that she was successful in her career, but she failed in life.
It seems that in her future planning, her parents will always be put second, and putting the cart before the horse is the result of her final reflection on what she has done.
Here, she can still do her filial piety for Su Xi in the past, but what about in modern times? Who will her parents do their filial piety?
Thinking like this, the tears fell silently, and Zijuan panicked when she saw it, and hurriedly said: "Madam, don't worry, won't you see the general and the old lady tomorrow?"
Zijuan didn't know what to say, and wanted to comfort her, but her words were still so pale and weak, and they seemed too cumbersome.
Su Xi wiped the corners of his eyes with a silk handkerchief and said to Zijuan: "You go out first, I want to be quiet alone." ”
I don't know what's going on lately, I always feel sad involuntarily, this is not like Su Xi's style, since she came here, her mentality has always been very calm, and she has never felt homesick or anything else that can affect her emotions.
Even when she met a woman like Liu Yiyi who didn't know the depths, Su Xi dealt with it with her own means as always, and she was so annoying that she had emotions that would affect her life.
What's wrong with her lately? Could it be because of Jing Hao's worry and panic about Jing Hao, which made Su Xi a little dispossessed, although she knew that such a vain worry was nothing, because emotions couldn't change anything, and it couldn't help Jing Hao anything, just to add annoyance and sadness to herself in vain.
Too homesick? Su Xi hopes it is because of this, otherwise, how cold-blooded she should be to her parents.
Early the next morning, the news that Su Xi was going to return to General Su reached Jing Hao's ears.
"What, go back to the General's Mansion today, so early, is it a temporary idea or a long time ago?" Jing Hao looked at Shen Qi with a surprised expression, obviously not expecting Su Xi's move.
Shen Qi's expression was also slightly surprised, and he looked at Jing Hao before he spoke: "Master Hou, your subordinates have asked you for instructions on this matter, and you have agreed, could it be that you have forgotten?"
This time it was Jing Hao's turn to be surprised.
"Have you told me? When, why don't I remember?" Jing Hao looked dazed, trying to recall, but he didn't recall what Shen Qi said.
In his memory, today was the first time he knew the news.
Shen Qi was even more surprised, and just as he wanted to say something, Jing Hao waved his hand: "Forget it, since the result is like this, for Xi'er, the General's Mansion is the best place for her now." ”
Originally, Jing Hao already had too much guilt about Su Xi, but this kind concealment, not wanting Su Xi to fall into danger and worry, probably made Su Xi sad again, it was better to let her go to the general's mansion to accompany her father-in-law and mother-in-law, but it could alleviate the worries and sadness in her heart.
"However, you send more men to protect Xi'er, I don't want her to have any more problems. ”
After going through so much, Jing Hao didn't want Su Xi to be hurt again, whether it was because of himself or not, not because he should be protected more.
"Yes, my subordinates have sent someone to be around my wife. Shen Qi replied.
Shen Qi does things, and Jing Hao has always been very relieved.
After standing for a long time, Shen Qi saw that Jing Hao still didn't move, and couldn't hold back any longer, so he said, "Master Hou, aren't you going to send a lady?"
Jing Hao reacted at this time, and hurriedly stood up: "Go, of course you want to go, why don't you go." As he spoke, Jing Hao hurriedly walked out, lest he be one step too late, and the person would have already left.