Chapter 203: The feeling of holding hands
I remember when I first entered Lingyao Factory, if I didn't dare to try it, then I might still be wandering outside. Yes, give it a try! How am I going to try it? I plan to go to Zhao Min again, whether she wants to or not, and another hair is indispensable if she tries again.
So, when I didn't work overtime one night, I came to Zhao Min's factory gate again to call her.
She heard my cry and ran downstairs. I saw her hair loose and her eyes were red, so I asked her, "What's wrong with you?" "I haven't been able to sleep for the past few days." She almost cried as she spoke.
"Me too." I say. "Then let's go out for a walk." I continued. "Okay. I'll go change my clothes. "Then the two of us had our first date.
Walking on the road, I asked her, "Why can't you sleep?" She said, "I don't know why, I can't sleep anyway." "Do you like me, then?" After so many relationships, I sometimes become bolder.
"I like it." "How do you like it?" Zhao Min didn't answer my words, but asked me instead: "Have you ever watched "Huanzhu Gege"? "Yes." I say.
"The little swallow on there said to Yongqi, 'When I wash my face, you are in the basin; When I look in the mirror, you are in the mirror, and when I dream, you are in the dream. That's what you do to me. ”
When Zhao Min said this, I took a long breath, and the negative emotions I had in Lingyao Factory before also disappeared.
Zhao Min was 25 years old that year, and I was already 27 years old. When older men and women fall in love together, they will naturally spark. We went on more dates, no one reminded us, and we learned to hold hands.
In the streets and alleys of Henggang, you can see the scene of the two of us holding hands and dating. Then Zhao Min also said bluntly in front of me that she finally found her feelings. I asked her what she was feeling. She said that she found the feeling of being in love, the feeling of holding hands.
However, this good feeling was ruined by a conversation between the two of us. Once, we went on a date together. We went to one of the squares of the Sixth Covenant and found a place to sit down.
However, this time, Zhao Min behaved very seriously. She looked at me several times and stopped. I could see that she had something to say, so I asked her, "Do you have anything to say?" ”
"The two of us have been together for so long, what do you think of me as a person?" "Why are you still asking me about this? You are a very righteous person. At the very least, a best friend. ”
"But do you know my family?" As soon as he said this, I suddenly remembered the first time I met her brother-in-law Jiang Wa.
I remember that Jiang Wa once said to me that her parents are the ones who will never be satisfied. So, what are their families like? I really want to know.
So I asked her, "How is your family?" "Both of them like to throw things out. I also have a younger brother who is in school. I'm here for a thousand dollars a month, and my salary is not enough for them to spend. ”
When Zhao Min said this, my heart was very annoyed. Because our family is also poor, I originally thought that she could help me make a fortune as a tram worker, but I didn't expect this to be the case.
However, I wanted to know what she really thought, so I asked her, "What do you think in your heart?" "I plan to earn money for my parents for a few years, rip up the old house and build it again, and then get married when my younger brother is admitted to college."
I didn't expect the answer I got to be like this. So his face darkened at that time. Then Zhao Min saw that my expression was wrong, so he came to take my hand. I wanted to reject her and I was afraid to reject her, and I sat there with my mind blank.
I went back to my dorm room after we broke up and thought about it for a long time. Her family is poor, my family is also poor, listen to what she means, she wants to take care of her mother's family first, and then my family. This is really an unacceptable thing.
However, I have talked to no less than 30 girlfriends, and those girls either think their families are poor, or their parents are unwilling. Although he has been in love so many times, he has never held a girl's hand.
And this girl can finally hold hands by herself, will she break up because of her family? If you break up, will you not be miserable? I don't think I will. I think this time if we break up, it will kill me.
Moreover, she will take care of her mother's family, and when we have children in the future, her heart will slowly converge. I remember that Zhu Ziqing wrote in the article "Sacrifice to the Dead Woman" that his wife was also towards her father when she first married him, but then gradually turned her heart to his side.
When the time comes, he can also slowly pull Zhao Min's heart to his side. After a long time, I can always pull it over. With so many thoughts, I stopped thinking about the breakup and went to her as usual.
However, every time we go on a date, there is always a trace of worry and worry in our hearts. That is, I am not as happy as I used to be.
On the surface, I didn't agree to her Gu Niang's family, but I didn't explicitly object. Then Zhao Min knew that I might oppose her Gu Niang's family and not pick on this matter, because the two of us loved each other.
We love each other like that in a state of a little worry, half sweetness and half trouble. What a day it was! How those days were spent! This situation between the two of us laid a foreshadowing for our future quarrels after marriage.
Another day, I came to the factory gate again and wanted to find someone to help me call her. I haven't looked for anyone yet, and their proprietress happened to pass by the factory gate.
As soon as she saw me, she beckoned to me: "Is it Zhao Min's boyfriend?" Come on in. I followed the hostess inside.
The proprietress led me to the canteen of their factory, asked me to sit on a chair, and then sent someone to call Zhao Min down, she also found a chair to sit down, and then looked at me and said: "Zhao Min and Lao X are old scalpers in our factory, don't lead her away." ”
After speaking, she smiled again, and then said, "If possible, you can also consider joining our factory." ”
At this time, her second sister Gai Ling, who had learned to step on the tram with Zhao Min, happened to hear the words of the proprietress, and said on the side: "The salary of the factory is very high, don't let people enter our factory." ”
Gai Ling is a straight person, and when she said it like this, the proprietress was immediately embarrassed, so she was not embarrassed. However, I was a little tempted to enter their factory. Because I was 27 years old at the time, but I didn't have any skills. Zhao Min is a tram worker, and I want to learn a skill from her.
Then, we talked about some inconsequential topics, and the hostess left. However, she said to me before leaving, that in the future, they would come and go freely, and I would not have to go through the consent of the security guards.
The proprietress said that, and I looked for Zhao Min more often. But for this girlfriend, I want to get more from her than just holding hands, I want to have a deeper contact with her.
However, before I could bring it up, she couldn't help it. One day the two of us went on a date again. When we were about to break up, she told me to come to her dormitory the next day to find her, and then the two of us worked together to help her cousin Qingwa get the quilt.
I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to sleep well because I was working the night shift at that time, so I said, "I work at night and have to sleep during the day." "Then see for yourself whether you want to come." I was stupid, but I could hear her voice.
Then I went to her again the next day. I remember that day when their factory was out of stock, the boys' dormitory and the girls' dormitory ran out. Zhao Min's sister Gailing also went to her husband Jiang Wa.
There are only two of us in the girls' dormitory. That Zhao Min was dressed very thinly that day, I remember that the upper body was a water-red shirt, and the lower body was wearing a short skirt, which looked very X-sense.
"Didn't you say get a quilt for your cousin? When to go? I asked her. No," she said, "she said she wouldn't let me take it." You're here, let's have fun together. ”
"What to play?" I asked stupidly. "Play this."
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