readx;“ But, I, I really, wanted to make amends to her. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info" Shen Yu thought for a long time, but in the end he also muttered a low sentence.

Shen Siliang's heart was also painful when he heard this, of course he knew the guilt in Shen Yu's heart for so many years, because he Shen Siliang also had a guilt in his own heart.

"It's not too late for you to make amends. Shen Siliang spoke.

"Heh, how do you make it up, do you want to make it up to her?" Shen Yu's mocking mockery was more like torture for himself.

"Brother......" Shen Siliang helplessly shouted out the words that he hadn't really shouted for many years.

Over the years, Shen Siliang has also called Shen Alfalfa "brother", but every time he is extremely mocking, that call is just to remind Shen Alfalfa that they are brothers, but they can only be brothers.

Shen Yu was stunned for a moment, and unconsciously realized in his heart that perhaps, it was really himself, who had been distorted for so many years, distorted his guilt for Yaya, and distorted his love for his younger brother.

Shen Yu originally thought that he loved Shen Siliang, and he had protected him under his wing and trapped in his own world for so many years, all because he loved him.

But in fact, maybe this is just a lie by Shen Yu.

That's him, a lie used to deceive himself, he lied to himself, as long as Shen Siliang is protected, it is also a remedy for Yaya, and transferring love and guilt to another person is pathological mutual torture, but this is definitely not love.

"Brother. Shen Siliang called Shen Wei again, "I want to be with her, just because I love her, and it has nothing to do with past grievances." ”

Shen Yu smiled bitterly, love? is it really love?

"You found that person. Shen said the doubts that had been haunting him.

Shen Yu was full of doubts when he first received a letter from a stranger saying that Fang Yayou was not dead.

Even if Yaya has been alive and well for so many years, why didn't she inform him of this matter sooner or later, and chose this time?

Moreover, when Shen Yu saw Shen Siliang's expression when he entered the house today, he was not surprised, let alone a trace of eagerness, all of this was so calm and so abnormal.

Shen Yu also thought that maybe he was thinking too much, but he didn't say anything about it just now, he just asked Shen Siliang if he knew it a long time ago, and Shen Siliang knew what he was referring to.

All of this is too coincidental.

"Do you want me to say yes or no?" Shen Siliang did not answer immediately, but instead threw the question back to Shen Yu.

"Is that what I want, and that's what it is. Shen Yu knew that no matter how much he wanted all this, it was not what he guessed, but would the facts really change, heh, it was just self-deception.

"Maybe, I really should have told you everything I knew earlier, but I'm not sure, I can't guarantee that you will accept You You is Yaya, and I can't guarantee that You You will not leave again. Shen Si said.

"I feel guilty about You You for so many years, how could I not accept her. ”

"No, guilt, and acceptance are two different concepts. ”

Yes, if Shen Yu had known all this a long time ago, he would indeed try his best to compensate You You, but this kind of compensation would never be to let You You continue to stay by Shen Siliang's side.

"Heh, you even calculate your own brother, Shen Siliang, are you still the Siliang I know?"

"It's not a calculation, it's because I know you. Actually, even I don't know what kind of person I am, and I don't know what I want, until she appears, she lets me see my own shadow, I want to protect her, care about her, just simply stay by her side, it's okay. The corners of Shen Siliang's mouth unconsciously overflowed with a smile, as if now in front of him, there was a blueprint for a better life for him and You You.

"Do you think that's love?"

"Then do you still think that you really love me?" Shen Siliang asked again, and Shen Yu was speechless.

Shen Yu didn't say anything more, he was speechless for a long time, and finally he just sighed, put away all his emotions, and no longer paid attention to Shen Siliang, and turned around and walked directly to his room.

Shen Siliang saw him like this, and there was nothing to stop him, perhaps, his brother, who has been strong as an iron man in front of him for so many years, is also time to have grief like an ordinary person, this torn wound, let him treat it quietly by himself.

Maybe tomorrow, everything will be beautiful again. If you don't gamble, how do you know that the outcome is not what you hoped?