In the first week of her arrival in Japan, Ahn Youxi was extremely unaccustomed to life here, and she only knew some everyday language, so that when communicating with photographers, it often took a while to understand each other. She tried to communicate with the staff in English, but gave up after hearing their strange English.

The company intended to let her develop in Japan, and there has been no recall.

When she was busy, she couldn't help but think, what is she here for?

What should I do if I am recalled?

"After filming this episode, will you have a day of free time tomorrow, do you want to think about what you want to do?" Park Jun frowned and took a bite of Japanese food, "I've been here so many times, and it's still so unpalatable." That being said, he swallowed and took a sharp sip to recover his senses.

She held her cheeks and looked depressed, "Probably...... Rest. She said with some uncertainty and hesitation.

Park Jun thought for a few seconds and agreed, "I've been running back and forth to various magazine companies for trial shooting for more than two months, you should take a good rest and reorganize and set off, but you have been in a bit wrong lately, uncomfortable?"

When shooting in the studio this morning, An Youxi was unusual, frowning in the face of the constantly lit flashing mirrors, and subconsciously blocked his expression with his hands. The director extended his working hours and caused dissatisfaction with others, but later he went to apologize one by one.

"I don't want to stand in front of the camera anymore. ”

"Ahn You-hee! I don't want to hear this kind of thing a second time! Have you forgotten the hardships you have endured over the years? It's just that coming to a strange place makes you scared? It's like a newly debuted model who is afraid of the camera!" Park Jun couldn't believe his ears, and the pent-up anger from the Japanese for days exploded instantly.

"Poof, brother, joking with you~" An Youxi suddenly smiled easily, "You won't take it seriously, right?" ”

Park Jun didn't let go of his heart because of this, he put down his chopsticks, he looked at An Youxi with a relaxed face seriously, and said seriously, "The modeling industry is originally more difficult to get ahead than the entertainment industry, but this is the path you choose." ”

"Since you have chosen it, give me a good walk, there is no way back. ”

"Okay, don't think about it, you'll have a good rest in the rental house tomorrow," Park Jun withdrew the seriousness on his face, and pretended to pat Ahn You-hee's head relaxedly, "Come on, Ahn You-hee." ”

It was just a simple sentence, but it inexplicably made her settle down.

She smiled, "Come on." ”

The reality is not like a novel, where you can get a qiē by talking about hard work, but if you don't work hard, you will have nothing.

It's just that no one expected that there was an accident in the shooting near the evening, and all the costumes brought by the costumer had problems and could not be filmed at all. The female assistant was crying and saying sorry in Japanese, and the costume designer put all the blame on her and stood aside and watched her as a clown.

In the empty shed, it seemed that only the cries of the female assistant and the continuous words of sorry were left.

The male photographer scratched his hair a little distressed, "What can I do, if I don't shoot it tonight, I won't be able to catch up with the next issue, ah, Xiaolin, you are really, what should I do if I am in such a big trouble." ”

The female assistant called Kobayashi shook and cried louder.

"Anyway, didn't Nanako say that she wouldn't change it the day after tomorrow if she didn't shoot it today, and then she could repair these clothes and give her again, both of them are about the same size. "The stylist boldly mentions.

The costumer immediately frowned and dismissed, "No, in case she knows...... You know, that's the eldest lady's temper. ”

"Now there is not enough time, so I decided, Xiaolin, don't cry and take her to change her clothes. "Where can a male photographer care about these women's affairs, he just wants to leave work early now.

Kobayashi looked at the costume designer with red eyes and timidity, "Senior... Is that okay?"

"It's all your fault!

"Yes......"

Tina didn't understand their conversation, but was taken to the dressing room by Xiao Lin in a daze to change into clothes that didn't belong to her, looking at some ill-fitting clothes in the mirror, she grabbed Xiao Lin who had been burying her head.

"This dress wasn't meant for me, was it?"

"Koreans have a lot of things...... Xiao Lin finally escaped the scolding of his boss, and was caught by her again at this time, muttering in a low voice.

"What did you say?" Although An Youxi didn't understand, her expression didn't look like a good word.

Xiao Lin immediately raised his head and stuck out his tongue, "It's nothing, hehe, this series is now used for your shooting, you don't care so much, anyway, you can shoot good works." ”

It's just that what everyone didn't expect was that An Youxi, who had changed her clothes and went out with Xiaolin, bumped into Nanako, who suddenly changed the date to shoot.

When the sweet-looking girl saw the clothes on her body, she immediately lost her temper, "Why are I wearing my clothes on this woman?!" What are you doing to let the little model of unknown origin wear my clothes? Do I still have to wear the clothes worn by others the day after tomorrow!"

Her voice was a little sharp, and An Youxi was very uncomfortable to hear.

The costume designer who had a blunt attitude towards An Youxi just now immediately ran to Nanako's side and said with a smile, "Don't be angry, we don't know how she wore you when she went in to change her clothes, so I'll ask her to change out." ”

No matter how popular An Youxi is, he is now on Japanese soil.

Nanako didn't wait for the costume maker, and the hot-tempered stepped forward to give An Youxi, who hadn't understood the development of the matter, and her cheeks, which were still fair a second ago, gradually turned red and swollen.

Park Joon, who had just come back from buying a drink, saw Ahn Yoo-hee being slapped and hurriedly stepped forward to block her face, asking Ahn Yoo-hee what happened with a nervous side face.

Ahn Youxi looked at Park Jun silently and shook his head, "... It's okay. ”

Everyone here is obviously biased towards this person who slapped himself, even if he says too much, he will only be reversed by them, and it is better to have less than one thing.

Looking at her swollen face, Park Jun hurriedly took out an ice drink and put it on her face, "Apply it first, and then go buy some medicine later." ”

They all know that even if Ahn Yoo-hee is famous in South Korea, he is just an unknown model in Japan, and he has been invited to participate in catwalks or shoot famous magazines.

Knowing that reason was on his side, Park Jun still bent down and said sorry to Nanako, who was still angry in front of him, over and over again.

……

After returning to the rented apartment, Park Jun quickly dipped a cotton swab in the swelling ointment and gently applied it to Ahn Youxi's face, blowing gently while applying, "Does it hurt? Hurry up and forget about it, who told us that we are now on other people's territory, and every Korean artist who comes to Japan to develop is not starting from scratch, don't care. ”

Park Joon changed his previous image and chattered in Ahn Yoo-hee's ear like a Korean aunt until Ahn Yoo-hee grabbed his hand and stopped the smearing action.

She gave him a reassuring look and smiled far-fetchedly, "I'm fine, I only found out today that you still have this side, brother." Don't worry, I'm fine. ”

"Youxi...... You're going to stick with it. Unable to think of any comforting words, Park Jun racked his brains and only came up with this sentence.

"Well, brother, go and rest early, I can do it myself. ”

"That's... I'm back in my room?"

"Don't worry, I'm not a kid, I know measure. ”

In the end, he sent Park Jun away, and the moment he closed the door, Ahn Youxi withdrew the strength on his face, and returned to the bedroom to sit cross-legged on the bed in despair.

When she was in Korea, she could rely on her fame to be a fearless senior, but this is no longer there. No matter how many grievances she has, she has to endure it herself.

Can't cry, Ahn You-hee.

She suddenly wanted to call Quan Zhilong, to seek some comfort, to ask him how he had persevered in Japan in the first place. But when I think about it, I am too naïve to be like this, and it is not that a child has to find his mother to comfort him if he is wronged.

When I picked up the phone and hesitated, it seemed to be telepathic, and the name of the person I missed was displayed on the screen as the phone rang.

"Hello?"

――Why haven't you come back after more than two months, I miss you. No one bullies you in Japan, right? It's worthy of the woman I fancied, and the magazine she shoots is so beautiful~

"No, I was about to go shopping with my new friends and you called, Quan Zhilong, can you stop being so annoying. ”

- Hehe, don't you want to be you~ No one really bullies you? An Youxi, don't lie to me, when I went to Japan, I knew what it was like. If you are wronged, tell me, although I think you are so powerful, no one can bully you haha.

"Well, I'm fine, everyone in Japan is very welcoming. ”

- That's good, you have to work hard, I'm waiting to see you shine in Japan, don't give up on Ahn Youxi, that's how everyone came. You see, I'm not successful now.

"You're so annoying, I'm hanging up. ”

- I miss you.

“…… Me too. ”

- Then, you and your friends should go shopping, bye~

"Hmm. ”

Everyone, including Quan Zhilong, is telling her: An Youxi, you have to work hard, you have to persevere, you have to work hard. But no one told her what exactly was her persistence for so many years?

The original intention of stepping into this circle was that she didn't want to starve to death and wanted to live a good life. Later, it was the character of not admitting defeat in her bones that made her work hard to climb up, and it seemed that only standing on it was the life she should have.

Kang Se-so laughed at her and said that he sympathized with her and had no dreams.

Everyone who comes to this circle to work hard has all kinds of dreams, dreams, and what a beautiful word is often hung on the lips and becomes worthless.

She just wanted to live a better life, and the weight of her dreams was too heavy for she to bear.

Nanako's slap woke her up today, what about trying to climb to the top line model in South Korea, and she is not so despised in Japan.

Everyone has been saying that An Youxi, you have to come on, you have to persevere, as long as you persist, you can see a bright future.

But no one asked her:

An Youxi, are you tired?