Does he want to tell Zhou Zaiyue that he is a dead soldier of King Qin and cannot bear the great responsibility of Zhou Zaiyue?

"If it's okay, I'll go back to the house first. Su Jie has been enduring the pain in his chest, but he didn't show discomfort on his face, this injury was given by King Qin, he won't have any complaints, he doesn't complain about King Qin, but he feels chilled by the piano master's approach.

"Come to my house, what should I do if I have an injury?" Zhou Zaiyue saw that Su Jie refused to talk more with him, so he had to sigh helplessly, could it be that the child of the person he was looking for was still in secret trouble?

Su Jie did not reject Zhou Zaiyue's treatment, after all, his appearance made Xiao Shengnian come back and see that it was another trouble, if Zhou Zaiyue could deal with it for himself, it would be really good.

"How did this injury come about?" Zhou Zaiyue didn't have a medical box, but there were a lot of medicine bottles, and Xiao Shengnian had already prepared a lot of necessary things for him to put on the bright side of the room, so that Zhou Zaiyue could use them at any time.

Hearing the question, Su Jie was silent for a moment and replied, "It's just a small injury." ”

When Zhou Zaiyue heard Su Jie's tone, he seemed to be accustomed to injuries, and he was so willing to suffer today's injury, he couldn't help but be angry, he blew his beard angrily and glared: "Little injury, no one in this world is qualified to hurt you!"

Su Jie pursed his lips, obviously unimpressed by this sentence.

Zhou Zaiyue put his hand on Su Jie's pulse, originally his expression was normal, but after a while, Zhou Zaiyue was furious, and he looked at Su Jie with complicated eyes.

At this moment, the wrinkles on Zhou Zaiyue's face seemed to be deep, and he asked, "Death Gu poison, have you buried a death Gu in your body?"

The corner of Su Jie's eyes jumped, and he instantly withdrew his hand, and his gaze at Zhou Zaiyue appeared with murderous intent.

Death Gu poison can be found by touching the pulse?

Su Jie's heart was alarmed, Zhou Zaiyue's brows were deeply furrowed, and a thoughtful look appeared on his face, he said: "Death Gu, this is Huqin's usual method of controlling the dead, no wonder you are unmoved by what I said before, it turns out that the problem is Huqin's death Gu, let's talk about it, how did you get controlled into a dead man?"

Seeing that Su Jie was silent, Zhou Zaiyue simply pulled a stool and sat next to Su Jie, he said: "Huqin is cunning, you are not deeply involved in the world, it is very likely to be used by him, you are so willing to work for Huqin, there must be a conspiracy in the middle, it is better to tell the old man carefully about the process of your encounter with Huqin." ”

How could Su Jie be so easy to say, besides, he had never heard the name Huqin, could it be that the name of the qin master was Huqin?

Suddenly, Su Jie stood up from his seat without saying a word and was about to leave.

"Uncle Su and Jin Zheng who took you away at the beginning are not small, although I don't know what happened to you in the past, but I conclude that Uncle Su and Jin Zheng will protect you to the death, and how can they die so easily?

Su Jie's footsteps stopped.

He had a look of struggle on his face, if Zhou Zaiyue just asked, Su Jie's mental defense line would not be so easy to break through, but once it involved Su Shujie and Jin Zheng, Su Jie hesitated.

Yes, the original village had beautiful mountains and rivers and fertile land, but why did there suddenly break out of famine?

And in just a few days, the villagers starved to death, and only the children survived?

Su Jie's memory of the famine was a little vague, but he clearly remembered that he had been brutally screened, and he had killed all the children in the village to get the only chance of survival.

At that time, Su Jie was about ten years old, and his memory of that famine had long been blurred, but when he was growing up, the pianist always emphasized how he and King Qin saved Su Jie from the sea of suffering.

Over time, Su Jie no longer doubts, sometimes habit is a terrible thing, and the concepts and ideas that have been accepted since childhood have taken root in the depths of Su Jie's mind, if there is no Zhou Zaiyue's words today, Su Jie will never doubt the truth of the year.

But Su Jie couldn't recall the cause of death of Su Shujie and Jin Zheng at all, he only remembered that when the two of them died, he kept telling himself to live and live......

Did the villagers really die of famine?

Su Jie's memory of the famine is quite deep, because the piano master took him to see some famine villages, Su Jie always remembered those pictures, and he naturally thought that when there was a famine in his hometown village, the villagers were also like this.

Could it be that all these years the facts that I have believed to be true are wrong?

Su Jie was silent for a long time, and then sat back in his seat, his face a little gloomy.

Zhou Zaiyue showed a kind smile: "Let's talk about it." ”

His voice carries the wisdom of the vicissitudes of the world, and great tolerance and trust.

"I remember when I was a child, there was a famine in my hometown, and my parents starved to death. ”

This is the first time Su Jie has opened his mouth to talk about his hometown with others, his voice is very calm, and there is a bit of nostalgia in his eyes.

Zhou Zaiyue smiled, and he said, "Uncle Su and Jin Zheng both have martial arts, if there is really a famine, they are fully capable of taking you to live in seclusion elsewhere." ”

"The place where I grew up as a child was beautiful with birds and flowers. Su Jie himself couldn't recall too many things, and his heart was extremely unsettled, so it took a long time to squeeze out a sentence.

Zhou Zaiyue listened patiently, and at the same time pointed out the unreasonableness in Su Jie's words: "As long as the people do not waste the land in this kind of land with beautiful mountains and rivers, and there is no major drought or disaster, the people usually will not starve to death." ”

"I remember killing a lot of children, older than me, younger than me, and finally surviving. ”

"Do you remember who told you to do that?"

"I don't remember, I remember that there was only one thought in my head, which was to live, and then I lived, and the other children died. Su Jie said to himself, every time he said a word, Zhou Zaiyue put forward a sentence of judgment and analysis.

Su Jie said something for a long time.

He had never said so much to anyone, maybe it was because he was in a depressed mood today, or it could be because the physical pain made him tired, and then there was the fact that Zhou Zaiyue cared about him and opened a door when he was at his weakest mentally.

People sometimes subconsciously avoid the painful memories that make them suffer, for so many years Su Jie has deliberately avoided the truth of the village back then, and he is unwilling to delve into it, not only because Su Shujie and Jin Zheng died there, but also because he created too much killing karma back then, and he is sorry for the innocent children who died in his hands, because he wants to live.

Su Jie's hands were stained with blood that year, and his nausea and fear made him tremble, made him extremely painful, and made him want to die.

He was standing in the midst of a pool of blood donations, in the midst of a corpse.

He felt as if the sky was getting dark, and at this time he wished that a rain would wash away all the blood on the ground, and wash away his body and mind together.

But it didn't rain in the sky.

On the contrary, Xiao Luoxuan appeared in front of Su Jie in neat clothes, like the only light in the darkness. He said, "From this day forward, I am your master. ”

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