Gu Cheng was about to forget how those three months had passed, and the reason why he was about to forget it was because he didn't want to think about it in his heart, because that time was very painful for him.

Of course, it was more painful for that sister.

Sometimes, she will deliberately make her anxious, but her strength to beat herself is getting lighter and lighter, and in the end, she can't even raise her hand to hit herself.

Gu Cheng remembers, how can he not remember, even if he always wants to forget.

He sat on the edge of the bed, deliberately annoying his sister.

My sister coughed twice, and she wanted to raise her hand, but Gu Cheng had already tilted her head forward, so that her sister could use less effort when she hit herself.

But he didn't wait to hit his own hand.

Looking at her sister who looked frozen, her hand only lifted a little and put it back again.

At that moment, they looked at each other, so, so sad, so sad that no words could break it.

Gu Cheng couldn't bear it, this unbearable weight.

He got up and turned his head and ran away, tears rushing out of the corners of his eyes, he heard the sound of his chair falling to the ground, and the voice of his sister calling for him, but he only shouted the word "Gu......

I don't know if she can't pronounce the rest of the words, or if she can't bear to pronounce them.

Gu Cheng shed tears all the way and ran to the river where they often go, he stood in the position that belonged to the two of them, watching the shadow of the setting sun reflected on the river, fluttering, flowing, blood-colored, blood-red, just like the blood that his sister shed that day, so dazzling.

Gu Cheng suddenly couldn't look at it anymore, this beautiful sunset, the sunset they liked.

Gu Cheng ran away again, ran home, nested in his bed, curled up in the nest, he cried all night, and cried all night and fell asleep.

When I opened my eyes the next day, my mother sat on the edge of my bed and looked at you gently, but there was still a trace of sadness in that gentleness, and my mother's eyes were a little red.

"Wake up. ”

Gu Cheng rubbed his eyes, only to feel that his eyes were a little sore: "Mom, I don't want to go to school today." ”

"Mom knows and has already asked you for leave. ”

Gu Cheng was a little surprised, but hugged his mother coquettishly: "Thank you, Mom, Mom, why are your eyes so red?"

Mom smiled, looking a little entangled and embarrassed, but finally said: "Mom has something to tell you, you, promise Mom, don't be too sad, okay." ”

Hearing his mother say this, Gu Cheng suddenly felt as if something was going on, and his intuition told him that it was bad!

He sat up from the bed suddenly, and grabbed his mother's arm nervously: "What's the matter?

She ...... Last night, she didn't get through it, she was already ...... Cheng'er!"

Before his mother's words were finished, Gu Cheng had already run out of bed and ran next door, and his mother shouted to herself and chased after her.

Gu Cheng ran to his sister's house like crazy, during which his feet were cut by stones on the road, and the blood flowed, and Gu's mother, who was following behind, saw it in her eyes and felt pain in her heart.

Although he appeared very suddenly, and his clothes seemed rude at this point in time, when everyone saw his appearance, when his sister's parents saw that it was him, they didn't care about it.

Gu Cheng bumped into the crowd and ran upstairs familiarly.

My sister's mother couldn't hold back her tears and shouted: "Gu Cheng, sister, she, no longer upstairs......"

Gu Cheng's footsteps paused, his body shook, and he almost didn't fall from the upstairs, but fortunately he was caught by his mother who chased him: "Cheng'er!"

"Auntie, where is my sister?" Gu Cheng broke free from his mother's embrace.

My sister's mother stretched out her hand and pointed to the room inside, unable to speak, Gu Cheng turned around and ran over, leaving a trail of blood.

Gu Cheng's footsteps stopped when he saw the white coffin, and he couldn't take that step for a long time, looking at his sister lying in the white coffin, her body was full of heavenly flowers, this was the first time he had seen such a quiet sister.

My sister shouldn't be like this, but my sister looks good like this.

Gu Cheng grabbed the door frame, tears couldn't stop flowing, and his mother stood behind him, not knowing what to say to comfort her child.

After standing for a long time, Gu Cheng slowly walked towards the white coffin, picked up a heavenly flower, came to the white coffin, looked at his sister in the white coffin, and actually laughed.

"Sister, you don't look like you anymore. ”

As he spoke, he put the heavenly flower in his hand in his sister's hands: "Sister, this is the heavenly flower I gave you, there, you have to remember me, but don't hit others casually there, not all people are like me, don't cry if you give a candy." ”

Gu Cheng was talking to himself, and the two mothers at the door who listened to it burst into tears and couldn't cry.

That was the last time he saw his sister, originally his mother wanted to move, so maybe it would be better for him, but he didn't agree, his sister remembered himself all her life, how could she forget her sister.

Although he didn't move, he still consciously erased this memory of himself, at least he could deceive himself and say that he had forgotten.

It's just that now that death is on the verge of death, his last bit of deception about himself has also been exposed.

Gu Cheng felt his passing life, and her sister felt the same way at that time, she had been feeling this way for three months, it turned out that she had lived in those three months that was far more painful than she imagined.

I can't help but think of her smile, I know reluctantly, but I didn't expect it to be so reluctant, maybe more reluctant than I imagined now, I am not her, I can't experience it in my life, what she felt in those three months.

"Sister, is there anything you want to do?"

"Yes, my sister wants to knock on your head to see you grow up, and I want to hear what sound will be made, hehe......"

The words that are still in my ears have never been forgotten.

With the last bit of strength, Gu Cheng raised his hand and knocked it his head.

"Sister, did you hear me, this voice. ”

He muttered in a tone, but he couldn't hear an answer, and Gu Cheng's hand slowly fell.

How do you feel about your sister?

I don't understand, there is no need to figure it out now, in short, it is an existence that is very important to himself, and it is a much, many more important existence than Han Youran.

"Han Youran, I'm sorry, maybe I don't love you that much. ”

At the last moment, it was something he understood.

"Sister, I'm coming to you, let you knock it yourself, and now you can hear the sound. ”

The voice could no longer be heard, he could only answer in his heart, closed his eyes, took away the last breath, and he left this world.

The lifeless body leaned against the ruins, and in the end he died in a foreign land, and he was able to meet his sister who held the heavenly flower......