Chapter 100: Does He Love Me Now?
I've been ashamed these days.
Who knew that the wine that Xi Ze drank that day was so strong, I only tasted a few sips one by one, and then I got drunk. It's just that I'm drunk.,It's said that at that time, I couldn't understand the god of war and thinned the god of war.,It's just a matter of thinning the god of war.,When I woke up the next day, I didn't admit that I made the god of war very angry.。
"Fairy, you're just too thin-skinned. Since you and the God of War are fiancées, it is normal for you to sleep in the same bed, but what is the point of kissing twice? Why do you have to bite the bite and not admit it and hurt the relationship between you and the God of War?" said to me tirelessly in front of me.
I was even more ashamed. Master taught us that the immortals of the Si Ming Mansion must be pure in heart and have few desires—if Master knew that I had done such a thing, I don't know if he would be angry with me.
"What's more......" Orange continued.
"Tangerine, go and see your god of war, I have to leave beforehand. I quickly interrupted the orange to save her from saying anything more - the more she said it, the more ashamed I became, and I better not listen to her.
"Fairy, you ......" I resolutely couldn't let her continue to speak! I thought so, pinched an invisibility and hid my body, and fled quickly.
Leaving the main hall, I didn't know where I was going.
This is the territory of Yukong Mountain, Xize, and I always feel uncomfortable being here after doing such a shameful thing.
By the way, I haven't seen Xi Ze in the past two days. Anyway, he was invisible and quietly looked for him to take a look.
This time it didn't take much effort, and when he arrived at Xi Ze's dormitory, he saw him sitting quietly in front of an agarwood case in white clothes, his black hair hanging low on his body, shining with a black luster, he looked at something on the case seriously, his eyes were affectionate and with a faint melancholy.
For some reason, seeing him like this, I suddenly became a little nervous. I was relieved to make sure I was indeed invisible.
Xi Ze still looked at the table with heavy eyes, I stood at the door of the hall and looked at him, standing quietly for a long time, he suddenly raised his eyes and glanced at the door, his eyes were a little sharp, I saw that I trembled suddenly, and almost turned around and ran away, but I saw Xi Ze sigh quietly and continued to turn his head to stare at the wooden case.
I held my breath for a few moments, and then I remembered that he probably couldn't see me, so I boldly walked to him, and saw that he actually had one hand on his heart, but his long black hair scattered at his side and kept obscuring my vision.
Seeing this scene, a strange sense of familiarity surfaced, and a sourness slowly spread out in his eyes.
Reaching out and rubbing my eyes, I looked at the wooden table, but it was a picture scroll. In the painting, there is a thousand leaves and green lotus, vigorous branches and leaves, pavilion flowers, looking very high and arrogant, and next to the lotus sits a barefoot girl, dressed in white and green dress, with a bright smile, looking a little familiar.
I rubbed my eyes again, the girl in this painting was not the usual familiar. After staring at the painting for a long time, I slowly remembered that the girl was clearly mine.
Xi Ze's fingers moved from the painting little by little, and he sighed softly.
I just felt as if something was moving in my atrium, like, like the heartbeat I'd ever heard.
No way...... After a moment's hesitation, I slowly pressed my hand to my heart, and the violent movement seemed to be just my hallucination, and it was still calm and motionless. I smiled wryly, what the hell was I longing for, a heart, and why was I so stupid.
Shaking his head self-deprecatingly, he turned to leave. If I stay here any longer, I'm afraid I'll continue to think about it.
"Painted Heart ......," Xi Ze behind him called softly.
I stumbled, slipped and almost flew out - how did he know I was here?!
I turned my head with a sneer, and my hand of greeting stopped in mid-air—Xi Ze just glanced up at the temple door, and then still turned his gaze back to the painting, still slowly stroking the painting, and sighing softly at it.
It turned out to be called that painting. I breathed a sigh of relief, but my eyes were even more sore.
"When you were asleep, I longed for you to wake up, but now that you are awake, I am afraid that you will leave. Painting heart, when can you let me worry less about snacks......" Xi Ze gently pointed his hand at the forehead of the woman in the painting, quite angry.
Seeing Xi Ze's childish behavior, I wanted to laugh, but I pulled the corners of my mouth, and I didn't laugh in the end.
"Sometimes I think about it, it's fine when you're asleep, at least I know that you're mine, and I'll stay by your side, and I don't have to worry about who you're going to go with. His voice began to choke up a little, and after a pause, a smile surfaced, "Painted Heart, you're not leaving, are you?"
Hearing this, I was even more hurried, as if tears were about to break through the embankment, I turned around and fled in a hurry, and I didn't dare to listen anymore; the moment I turned around, I seemed to see Xi Ze raise his eyes and look in my direction, and I didn't dare to look back, I only felt two stagnant eyes on my back, so heavy that I couldn't bear it.
I ran out for a long time before I stopped, wandering aimlessly in the Empty Mountain, my mind was full of confusion, and I didn't want to show my body for a while, so I simply walked in the mountain incognito, and slowly calmed down.
I don't know how long I walked around, but when I looked up, I was shocked to find that I had swayed to the bamboo building again. Standing in front of the bamboo building and looking at the green building for a long time, he sighed lightly and walked in.
The bamboo building is no longer as messy as when I found Xi Ze that day, it has long been cleaned and placed neatly.
It didn't turn out that it was used as a wine cellar by Xi Ze. I laughed self-deprecatingly, walked over to the table where I was leaning drunk, stared at it for a moment, and then sat down against it.
The ground was slightly cold, I sat on my knees, and for some reason, I thought of Xi Ze again. The way he sat in the main hall and spoke to the portrait with tenderness, the way he was drunk and hugged me that day, and I said that I don't remember the way he was furious when he kissed him...... I didn't want to think about him, but all I had in my mind was him.
Did I really kiss him here? I was slightly confused, and my fingers gently touched my lips, and there, was there still the smell of him?
He lowered his eyebrows, remembering the way he muttered to the painting, and his brows and eyes began to swell again. Master also once said that Xi Ze and I are happy with each other. If this is the case, what Xi Ze misses and loves is the painting that also loves him, is it really me now? Otherwise, he would not be so sad to look at that painting. All of a sudden, my thoughts began to be messy again, and there were many things that were bustling into my mind, which made me a little dizzy for a while.
"Painting the heart?" This familiar voice pulled me out of the vertigo, and I came back to my senses, but the purple clothes flew in front of me, who was it not Yunzhi?
I watched her excitedly trying to get up, but because she had been sitting for too long, her legs and feet were numb, and she was about to rush forward because she was a little unsteady on her feet.
I stood firm along her arm, and when I saw that she was still beautiful, but there was a hint of sadness between her eyebrows and eyes, I couldn't help but feel a little sad: "Yunzhi, where have you been these days? I thought you would stay with me." ”
"I'm going where I'm supposed to go. Yun Zhi only smiled at me, beautiful eyes like waves, charming but elegant, Yingying like water in the sky, "Aren't I here to accompany you now?"
She looked me up and down, "You don't seem happy." ”
I shook my head: "I'm not unhappy, it's just ......" It's just that Xi Ze is unhappy, but Ling Weiyang is also unhappy, and I am the one who started it.
Yun Zhi took my hand and walked out of the bamboo building to the pool outside, and sat side by side with me, his snow-white toes gently stirring the cool water, tilting his head and asking me, "Because of Xi Ze." ”
I was silent for a while, then turned my face and asked her, "Yunzhi, did I really like Xi Ze at the beginning?
I thought this question would be easy to answer, Yun Zhi is my best friend, she is naturally clear about her daughter's thoughts, some things Master may misjudge, but I believe Yun Zhi she must understand. But at this moment, Yun Zhi was silent, she lowered her eyebrows, no longer looked at me, just gently stirred the pool with her feet, and watched a pool of still water rippled by her.
"Yunori?" The atmosphere suddenly became a little weird, and I couldn't help but break the silence with a remark.
She raised her eyes, and the crimson cinnabar between her eyebrows became more and more bright, setting off her so beautiful that it was unforgettable. Although I have known her for many years, I am still a little stunned when I look at her like this.
"Painted heart, since you have forgotten the past and can't remember it for a while, why bother too much? Now that you have the opportunity to start again, why don't you take advantage of it?"
After being stunned for a while, he still came back to his senses and was a little puzzled: "Yunzhi, you know, I don't have a heart, so any chance to choose is a surprise." I just don't understand...... "I just don't understand, since I don't have a heart, why I love Xi Ze so much and want to marry him, why there is such an impossible friendship."
"Painted heart, you will have a heart. Yun Ori interrupted me suddenly, and she looked at me with a determined gaze, "As long as you are willing, someone will be willing to give you a heart." ”
I'm stunned, what do I want to do with my heart? I'm not the kind of heart-eating monster in the book...... Oh, in fact, demons don't eat people's hearts, and I don't know where such legendary remarks came from in the mortal world.
"Painting the heart!" I wasn't in a hurry, but Yun Zhi was a little anxious, her eyes looking at me were a little sad, and there was also a bit of gritting teeth with hatred that iron could not become steel, but it was still very beautiful and moving, "If Xi Ze and Ling Weiyang are willing to give you a heart, who will you choose?"
I was stunned, is there such a thing as heart-eating in the sky now? Ah, it's too bloody, I'm a lotus, it's not suitable for this kind of scene. So I looked at Yun Weaving cautiously: "Why do they want to give me a heart? This is not very good, if you don't have a heart, you will die...... "The same goes for the immortals......
Yunori also looked stunned, she looked at me, her mouth opened a few times and she didn't speak. I'm a little weak-hearted, did I say something wrong that made Yunori a little unacceptable?
"I'm making an analogy...... Yun Zhi looked a little angry, and it took a long time to spit out such a sentence.
I breathed a sigh of relief, oh, analogy, that's it, I said. Uh, for example, it still doesn't seem right......
"That'...... Then, I'm not without a heart, if any of them wants to give me a heart, I won't feel it......" I replied weakly, for fear that I would be angry with Yunzhi again.
It turns out that the more you are afraid of something, the more you will come. Yun Ori was really angry with me.
I saw her beautiful eyes wide open, looking at me speechless for a long time. I was ashamed again, Yun Zhi finally came to see me, I always said the wrong thing, and I was thinking about whether to change the topic, but I heard her helplessly: "Alas, you really don't have the heart to ......"
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