Chapter 58: The Influence of Fiction
Reader, this novel is interesting. It's a pity that I lost it, otherwise I could have written it in the form of an interlude in this "Honey, Don't Go". Now, you understand why I want to go to Jiangxi for it, and I'm afraid that the Ministry of Information will secretly publish it under my name.
This novel of mine has caused quite a stir in our village.
In fact, not long after the novel was sent, a letter came from the Ministry of Information. The content of the letter is: Zhang Jianming's book friend: Your manuscript "Sister Confidant" is under review, please wait for good news. The information department doesn't know if it's to deceive people or attract people.,When writing letters to others, I always like to use "intimate sister" to sign it.。
They wrote "under review, please wait for good news", but said that the novel may succeed or fail, so I just let me wait at home. However, I was very confident in that novel, to the point of madness. I thought it had succeeded.
It's the same for our family. My mother, who had always opposed me dropping out of school, finally had a smile on her face, and my father spread the word in the village: "The third child in my family has become a writer." ”
One day, my brother-in-law came from home and said, "I heard from your sister that you have written a novel that is about to be published. "My two cousins also came to visit me at my house from time to time and expressed concern for the novel. Others, including Yoshi-su and other friends who grew up playing with me, treated me as a guest at every turn.
And I was so excited. When people are happy, they drink a lot of alcohol. One day, one of my cousins got married. I was happy for a while, so I took ten yuan with Liangxiu and went to his house to make an appointment.
As soon as we went, the cousin picked up a few dishes and a few bottles of wine, and everyone staggered. You know how good I was at drinking that day! I beat two levels by myself and I wasn't drunk.
In order to get me drunk, Yoshisu took out a bottle of wine and wanted to drink half of it with me. I was in the middle of my life, so I brought a gas cylinder to share it with him. At that time, Liangxiu's alcohol consumption was not as good as mine. He cheated at the beginning of the relationship, and in the end he wanted to make a "late strike".
But I am not afraid of him. As the saying goes, the artist is bold. I don't think it would be a problem for me to have a pound and a half of liquor in my stomach that day. So, I dare to share a bottle with him.
At that time, my second brother was also at the wine table. When he saw that Mr. Liangxiu persuaded me to drink, but he didn't drink himself, he became angry. The second brother took out another bottle of wine from under the table and put it on the table: "Liangxiu, come, let's each have a bottle." That bottle is yours and this bottle is mine. ”
The second brother frightened Liangxiu this time. Because my second brother is also massive, it's not a problem to clean up a good show. Seeing my second brother like this, Liangxiu stuck out her tongue, grimaced, and got up to go to the toilet.
When I came back from the bathroom, he stopped trying to persuade me to drink.
However, my friends were also very jealous of me. I don't want to name him here, but I can just mention the incident, one of my friends was two years younger than me, and he had good grades in school, but then he got into a fight in the class and stabbed another classmate with a knife before dropping out of school.
When he heard that I might become a writer, he hated me so much that he wanted to chew me up and swallow it in his stomach. The other friends echoed me, but he always went against me. Sometimes, he blushes and argues with me in front of everyone.
His meaning couldn't be more obvious, how can you be a writer, how can you be better than me?
I didn't know him well at first, but he was right with me every time I said a word. I got angry and slapped him. When he was about to fight back, he was stopped by Yoshi-so.
Liangxiu turned back to me and said that we had played together since we were children, and I shouldn't have beaten him. I said, Liangxiu, you also saw it, I said a word, he filled my mouth with a grasshopper, said a word, he filled my mouth with a grasshopper, how can you let me live.
Although the partner dared to stab someone with a knife, he endured it at that time. I don't know how I had the courage to hit someone who had stabbed someone with a knife.
I think if he had fought back, we would have had a big fight. Because that's what I let go. Actually, sometimes, especially when I am indignant, I am also very brave.
Later, didn't my novel fail? And that partner went to Dongguan, Guangdong, became a leader, and when he came back, he was proud of me. He came to my house to play with me and asked me to follow him to watch him buy this thing and that thing. Meaning, look, I'm better than you.
I knew he was sarcastic about me, so I followed him around and went home.
For that novel, there were even people who wanted to propose marriage to me. One day, a cousin-in-law came to my house and told me that she had a niece who was about the same age as me and wanted to mention it to me. She also told me that she read all my novels when they were not sent to Jiangxi, and that it was good to write well, but it would teach the students badly.
"What did you read of my novels?" I asked. The cousin-in-law smiled, pursed her lips and did not speak.
yes, what did they think of my novel? My novel was in the third room of my second brother's house. Every time I came out, I was locked. Could it be that they are the Monkey King, who can turn into a fly and fly in?
Later, when my mother told me that my cousins, uncles and aunts were pestering her to read the novels I had written, she opened the door to my second brother's house without my knowledge.
So why didn't they come to me directly, because I thought of the novel like a treasure and was very sensitive to it. So, under normal circumstances, when someone asks me for me, I will make excuses.
Later, my novel was not published, and the cousin-in-law put my affair and her niece aside.
After that novel disappeared, I spent the whole day sorting out my mood. I'm going to give up literature altogether. However, after giving up for a while, I couldn't help it again. Those literary books and the psychology of wanting to be famous haunted me like the devil, and I couldn't stop -
This book is derived from reading the rim