The bus left the platform with a large puff of black smoke, and Ma Yue sat in the last row of the bus, leaning against the window in a daze. Look at the most ordinary street scenes - cars, electric cars, people, all kinds of shops. He couldn't say that he was looking, he was just thinking about his thoughts, and let these scenes pass by in front of him. Suddenly, a hint of boredom came to me. He has been out of work for two days. Ma Yue, male, 26 years old, 1.75 meters tall, bachelor's degree, bachelor's degree, majoring in computer science and technology. When did people's self-introductions turn into resumes?

Ever since he was in elementary school, some people have been asking him what his ideal is when he grows up? How can a little kid know such an abstract thing as "ideals," and of course he doesn't know how to do it? How can he be called a young man without ideals? Without ideals, the teacher will let you go? So, under the deep care of his parents and the patient teaching of his teachers, Ma Yue has an ideal: to be a scientist who studies high-end science and technology and to contribute to the scientific research of the motherland. There is a saying: "Those who have aspirations have long aspirations, and those who have no aspirations often have aspirations." "I don't know if it's a celebrity quote or a proverb, anyway, if you have an ideal, you must keep it in mind, memorize it more than the text, and from time to time someone will ask about it at school, and you have to answer it very fluently and loudly, and the teacher will think that you are a good student.

In a flash, people grow up. As one enters junior high school and then high school, one's mind gradually matures. But the ideal thing is really a bit abstract, and the seventeen or eighteen-year-old youth still have no ideals, but fortunately, no one asks. Ma Yue didn't think about this problem, in fact, he has always been introverted, and he grew up under the praise of his teacher. There are some things he sees better than the elders. What is the ideal? That's something that has to do with a lot of people. For example, Yuan Longping, an academician of the Chinese Academy of Engineering, bred hybrid rice seeds, and for example, an old teacher in a poor mountainous area taught batch after batch of students without a penny of salary. My own little thing can only be called "wish". As he grew up, Ma Yue also knew the essential difference between reality and movies, and when he watched the previous movies, he didn't have the enthusiasm and longing he had at the beginning, but he just felt that it was fake and impossible. It's as if an adult is reading a fairy tale. But the fire in his heart has never been extinguished. If the ideal is too big, don't tell anyone, it's a joke to say it.

After the college entrance examination, looking at the college entrance examination score that is only enough for two books, Ma Yue, who loves to watch science fiction movies since he was a child, and connects the mysterious network hacker and killer, after comprehensively considering the employment problem after graduation in the future and the better construction of the motherland and other factors, he chose the major of computer science and technology, and successfully obtained the consent of his parents. It's too professional to understand? In other words, it's easy to understand and as appropriate as possible, it's programming.

During his college years, Ma Yue conscientiously implemented the ideological requirements issued by the teacher, conscientiously studied professional courses, and appeared on time in some public courses such as ideology and morality to read novels. He has never participated in a club, and introversion is not the reason, in fact, as early as junior high school, he changed the program loophole of introversion and changed it to "boring". When it is necessary to communicate with people, he can chat with people generously, and when he speaks on stage, he speaks loudly and fluently, without being nervous. In private, he was a taciturn man. I have fantasized about my college life countless times, and of course, the word "club" is indispensable. However, imagination is beautiful, and after he visited all the clubs, he came up with four words: extremely boring. When you're bored, play games and watch movies. So, studying professional courses well, playing games and watching movies during entertainment time constitutes a simple college life. He never studied with other classmates, worked part-time to earn money to travel during the summer vacation, and he was pretentious that he thought that one day he was going to travel around the world, so don't toss around now.

When he was about to graduate from college, he was afraid that he would not be able to find what he had missed, so he confessed to the girl he had a crush on for three and a half years, and as a result, he chased this girl, and now they live together. After graduating, he did not go to a large company for an interview and apply for a high-paying position like others who seemed to want to meet his mother-in-law, but chose to work for himself, which is called self-employment. Several people partnered to set up a studio like a family, and since then they have lived a life without a meal. A few friends came to their senses and immediately evacuated, only he struggled to support them. It should be better to save some money and print more flyers to distribute them, and run more small companies to recommend their websites to these small bosses, maybe there will be a chance. When he was penniless and couldn't even afford to eat, his mother called, and while rummaging through the cigarette butts in the ashtray, he said: "Okay, I can earn about 4,000 a month, and when my side stabilizes, I will take you over to live for a while and travel." As a last resort, he borrowed money from friends, some had no money, some were unwilling to borrow, and he made excuses to shirk, and he laughed it off. There are also a few people who don't ask anything, and lend him all their private property 35,000 yuan, he said: "When I can pay it back, I can't say now, I don't say thank you, and I will see in the future." Knowing his temper, his friend smiled and waved at him. Later, his girlfriend called home and cried and said to him: "You are like this, how can we get married, let alone buy a house!" So, he sat at the barbecue stand, ate a big meal after a year, drank a good beer, went home and sneered at himself in the mirror and said, "It's okay, in the future, there will be a bigger studio." ”

After that, he submitted his resume on the Internet, began to look for jobs, found several big software companies to interview, and passed the interview, just when he was about to go to work on time and become a small programmer in a large company, he thought of sitting in the study room on the weekend when he was in college, studying the lines of code, and discussing the obscure hacking technology with the professor, until the professor was no longer interested. Isn't it just looking for a job, he submitted his resume on the Internet again, no longer clicked on the IT column, and finally picked a job as a salesman with a higher salary as much as possible. Honest and diligent to work. Since he went to work, he can go shopping with his girlfriend on weekends, watch movies, and get together with a few acquaintances. When we get together, we naturally talk about what kind of work you are doing now, how much is your salary, and so on, and from then on, he and his girlfriend tend to quarrel over trivial things. He always said to himself in his heart: "She is already very good to me, if it were another woman, maybe she would have left with her things earlier, my vision is still accurate, and I am not mistaken." "Now, the reason why he is unemployed while sitting on the bus is not because of poor performance, nor because he made a mistake, but because he voluntarily resigned. In the company, he will not rush to do things to perform in front of his boss, but the work he should do is serious, even if no one cares about the quality of the work, he will not get additional benefits, he can be perfunctory, but he still does it seriously, this is his principle. He can be cheeky to pull a sheet, and he can call a beautiful woman to an ugly wife, but his dignity cannot be lost. So he quit his job, so he started the interview journey again without telling his girlfriend. The salaries of several companies interviewed in the past two days are lower than before, so let's look for the last day tomorrow, and if not, just find one and start working.

Today is a special day - my girlfriend's birthday. There are still two hours before the daily off-duty time, just to buy the 300 yuan bracelet, and then 100 yuan to buy a cake, the flowers will not be bought, I don't know why, he always feels that sending flowers is a bit artificial, and his girlfriend has complained many times, saying that he doesn't understand the mood. I took out my wallet and counted the money inside, and there was still 450 yuan left. Although I have resigned now, I still have to wait for another three days for the salary to be paid to the card when the company pays it uniformly. Packed the money, and looked at the scenery outside the window, now that he is doing nothing, he has gone against the fire in his heart, right? A sound of the station sounded, interrupting Ma Yue's thoughts, walking out of the back door of the bus, looking at this familiar commercial street, thinking about the gift he wanted to give to his girlfriend, he suddenly came to the spirit again.