Chapter 595: Wait Another Year

"Zihang. I'm sorry. Qin Yafu leaned her head on Lin Zihang's chest and whispered. "I promised you a long time ago. I don't think about my children anymore. But you're still tired and worried."

"Stupid things again. Lin Zihang hugged his wife tightly. Rub your chin against her soft hair. "I didn't let you say it before. I hope you don't think about it. Since you can't put it down in your heart. Verbally, never again. Holding it in my heart is even more painful. Speaking of which. Or mine isn't. ”

Lin Zihang sighed softly. He always wanted her to be happy. But in fact. But he always adds unnecessary burdens to her.

"No, I didn't. Don't think so. Qin Yafu spoke. The tears flowed uncontrollably. "I'm happy. Every minute with you. every second. It all makes me feel happy and peaceful. You are so good to me. I don't know what to repay you. Just thought. Be sure to give you a baby. A child who truly belongs to you and me will do."

"Yes. Baby. We will have children of our own. Lin Zihang interrupted Qin Yafu's thoughts. "But not to repay me. If you say repay. All I want is you. With you for the rest of my life, I will be content. I don't want anything else. ”

"How could it be. People in this life. If you can't have children to rejoice on your knees. I'm going to be lonely to death. Qin Yafu looked out the window with teary eyes. It feels terrible to be surrounded by darkness. I don't see the taste of hope. It made her heart ache and hurt. She understood. With his arrogant personality. I would even think of raising a child. It's really sad to see yourself. will come up with such a strategy.

"My loneliness. Only for the five years when you were not with me. You're back. Safe. Happily accompany me. That's enough. Lin Zihang turned her body. Hold her face. It's been eight years. This face. The femininity is still there. It's as beautiful as ever. It's just that the faint sorrow between the eyebrows always lingers.

"Japhe. In fact, the matter of raising a child. It's not necessarily impossible. Lin Zihang discussed. "I've heard. In the hospital. Just talk to your family. From the moment the child is born. Let's take it away. Children are equivalent to growing up around us since childhood. He and she have no impression of their biological parents. It will save you the trouble in the future. We are the same nurturing grace to our children. He and she are always closest to us. And. And more mainly. Nor will you suffer the pain of having children. That's what I like the most. ”

At the time of several women gags. Lin Zihang was still thinking about this question. If only it could distract her temporarily. Relieve her pain. It's not a bad thing. Anyway, the family was in a hurry to give the child away.

"But he doesn't have our blood or bones in her. I don't like it. Qin Yafu shook her head stubbornly. It's not just Leng Mei's reminder. In fact, her ideology has always been traditional. I can't accept this kind of thing. "I still want our own children. ”

"That's too sinful. Not necessarily. Lin Zihang's attitude was also resolute. "Japhe. I've said it before. I don't think so much about children. Maybe it's because there's no time yet. Anyway, I prefer the current two-person world. I just don't want you to be upset. will work so hard to find a way to raise a child. If you are willing to wait. Unless conceived naturally. Otherwise. I don't agree with what you are going to do IVF. ”

"That. There's nothing wrong with that. It's just that I've heard that it will cost a lot of money."

"Is that a question of money? Lin Zihang finally lowered his face and interrupted her. "In your current physical condition. How can I bear that sin. Okay. Aren't you asking for my life? ”

"If it weren't for the fear of your cranky thoughts. Would I think of raising someone else's child? After Lin Zihang reprimanded him angrily. Still can't bear it. I saw her staring at herself pitifully with clear eyes. I had to soften my tone. "Japhe. I need your peace and health. It doesn't matter if you want a child. Don't. We are all here to be happier and happier in the future. You don't always have the idea of sacrificing yourself. ”

Qin Yafu lowered her eyes and looked at the pattern on the sweater on Lin Zihang's chest. Pursed her lips tightly. Not a word.

"You're like that again. Lin Zihang lifted her chin. Forced her to face herself. "Japhe. I promise you. Wait until you're thirty. If the child does not come. Let's go all over the country. Try it all. It is said that there is nothing difficult in the world. I'm only afraid of people with hearts. Think about it. We're so attentive. God won't see it? ”

"Even if you can't see it. It doesn't matter. As long as your body is well-healed. I'll agree with you to do IVF. That's always okay. Lin Zihang finally had to compromise. But insist on putting her body first.

"Thirty years old. Qin Yafu was stunned for a while. The eyes are misty. "One year to go. After next year. Isn't that it? ”

"That's right. We've been apart for five years. You have to have a happy time for a year. Why do you have to dwell on these problems that can't be solved at the moment? Lin Zihang's eyes rekindled hope. I hope she'll figure it out.

"Hmm. Oh, yes. Here today, gone tomorrow. We've wasted too many good times. Qin Yafu looked a lot more perked. The smile is brighter than before. She raised her hand and brushed the shredded hair from her forehead behind her ear. "Come on. Or am I too paranoid. All right. Having said that. I'm hungry too. Let's go eat. ”

"Japhe. Lin Zihang sat up straight in Qin Yafu. When you want to push him away. but stubbornly did not move the place. "Don't disguise yourself. Laugh when you're happy. When you are sad, you cry. For the sake of so-called thoughtfulness. Deliberately hide your heart. I'm afraid of burdening me. What you're doing actually makes me even more sad. Do you understand. ”

Lin Zihang was right. Qin Yafu is not good at lying. When the two of them are together. As long as he cares. How could she have deceived him if she had spoken against her will? When she just got distracted. He could see her habitual cover-up.

"Got it. Qin Yafu pursed her lips. "I can't hide anything from you. I'll just pay attention to it later. ”

"It's best if you think so. Remember. Nothing escapes my eyes. Don't try to play tricks in front of me. Lin Zihang narrowed his deep eyes and stared at Qin Yafu.

"Don't look at me like a prisoner. Qin Yafu avoided his sharp gaze. Secretly funny. I've known each other for so many years. She still couldn't resist the temptation of his affectionate eyes. Always unconsciously sink into it. You can't dial yourself.

"What do you want to eat. Lin Zihang understands her temperament. She had to think about it slowly. It's too tight. It was even more troublesome to arouse her disgust. I changed the subject.

"Buffet bar. Qin Yafu thought seriously for a while. Finally cleared up the idea. Since I want more, it's useless. It's better to be realistic to enjoy the happiness of staying together. So he rolled his eyes. Smiled mischievously. "Just go to the house you went to last time with Nian Yue. But ......"

Qin Yafu looked Lin Zihang up and down: "It's a pity that you didn't wear a red shirt"

"What are you thinking. Lin Zihang immediately heard the sour taste in her words. I thought of that time to be angry with her. In the same year, Yue did too much. It's hard for her to endure until now before she speaks. But how to give her a chance to talk about it. took the person into his arms and kissed him. He rubbed his hands up and down for a long time. I reluctantly let her go.

After the two frolicked. Qin Yafu naturally couldn't bargain. Thereupon. I was unwilling to tidy up my clothes. Gritting his teeth, he asked, "That's right." I've always forgotten to ask you. When you're with me. How come I never saw you wearing such bright colors. Are you taking advantage of my absence. Deliberately going out to attract bees and butterflies. ”

"Guess. Lin Zihang raised his eyebrows and smiled. Raise your hand to straighten her short hair. narrowed his dark eyes. Bow your head again and kiss Sakura on the lips. tossing and turning into his ear. and the breath of urgency. The soft voice seduces her. "Guess the prize. ”

"What an award. Deceptive. I don't want to guess. Qin Yafu said stiffly. but still covets his spoiling. Hands around his neck and refusing to let go.

"Don't let go. I'll make you dinner. Lin Zihang pressed for a long time. Where can I stand her initiative. I had to scare her with words.

Really. Qin Yafu quickly raised her hands: "I didn't do anything." Don't bully. I'm a person with special circumstances. ”

"Hmm. That's why you're harming people. Lin Zihang muttered stupidly as he put on the hat on her down jacket. before opening the car door. "Get out of the car. ”

"Get out of the car. This is the hospital. Where is the buffet. Aren't you obviously teasing me? I don't go down. Qin Yafurai stood still. In fact, I already knew what he was going to do.

"Who said to eat here. I want you to go to the front and drive with me. Lin Zihang was very annoyed by her incomprehensible amorous feelings. Then I thought about it and realized that something was wrong. "You did it on purpose. ”

"I don't know who did it on purpose. Originally, it was only 10 minutes from here to the cafeteria. Why are you still tossing me. Qin Yafu pouted. Persist in refusing to move the place.

"That's different. I just love the feeling of being able to hold your hand anytime, anywhere. Obedient. Hurry up and get out of the car. "Lin Zihang is also tired enough. forced Qin Yafu to sit in the co-pilot's seat.

"Really. Got it. Qin Yafu complained verbally. But still by the strength of getting out of the car. Throw herself into his arms. After sending a fragrant kiss. Quickly bypassed the car again. Got into the car from the other side.

Lin Zihang smiled and shook his head. In his eyes. As long as Qin Yafu doesn't drill the tip of the horns. It's just a super cute little woman.

When the car is halfway through. Qin Yafu pointed to the sugar gourd stall on the side of the road and stopped.

"Gluttonous girl. Lin Zihang pinched her delicate and smooth face and was about to get out of the car

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