The last chapter. Here, I would like to thank Kurotaki for always supporting me. Actually, I wanted to write it down, but my work has not been satisfactory recently, and I don't have time code words anymore. We ask for your understanding.

I'm afraid you'll hurt me like a swallow, if I hadn't seen you scolding your fellow countryman that time, then I would have chased you a long time ago. However, that incident was deeply imprinted in my mind, and I could not erase it.

I remember before I came to Shenzhen, when the swallow and I quarreled, it was like you and your fellow countrymen. Just think of the swallow nodding her head and crying and hating in front of my eyes: "My mother is so good to you, and you still say that my mother is a fake to you." The scene made the heart that I wanted to chase you retreat again.

I wanted to go up to Guo Chunli and tell her: "Good sister, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, please forgive my brother for being a person who has been hurt countless times." ”

Although I always remember my father's sentence in my heart, "Recognize one and don't lose it", although I still can't erase the harm caused to me by swallows in my heart, although I have to make up my mind to leave Lingyao Factory. However, in the last few days when I was leaving, the way Guo Chunli looked at me broke my heart.

When we had a morning meeting, or when we changed clothes in the changing room, or when we met by chance in the workshop, Guo Chunli would always look at me with those sad eyes. That kind of eyes are full of hatred, regret, deep attachment and reluctance.

The way she looks breaks my heart. So, the day before I was about to leave the factory, I was going to give her a chance. Yes, Yang Ting, Lei Kunjiao, Zhao Min and so many girlfriends I have talked about before, I have given others a chance.

However, only Guo Chunli, just because she scolded her fellow countryman, I didn't even give her a chance. Now, the day after tomorrow will leave the factory. She and I only have the opportunity to see each other tomorrow, and if I don't give them a chance, then I will never have a chance again.

Thinking of this, I wrote a letter to Guo Chunli the night before I left.

The letter I wrote to her was long and candid. I told her about my previous experiences and the girlfriends I had talked to. And I also told her that my family is poor, except for the thousands of dollars I earned in Lingyao Factory, my family can almost be said to be empty.

I asked her if she would like to be my friend. In addition, I also told her that I have already negotiated a girlfriend outside, and I came out of Lingyao Factory for her.

I also said that if she really liked me, then she would promise not to hurt me in the future. If you hurt me again, there's a good chance I'll die.

I also told her that if she really dared to promise that she would not change her mind in the future and could book a ticket to break the pressure of her parents and relatives to marry me, then I would break off with this girlfriend outside. In short, I have written a lot, all from the bottom of my heart. After the letter is written, of course I have to find someone to deliver it. However, at this time, I found someone I shouldn't be looking for.

It was precisely because I found her that I regretted it for the rest of my life, so that I was still talking about Guo Chunli after marrying Zhao Min, and even we had a big fight over this matter. It makes me now, whenever I think of Guo Chunlilai, my heart is full of regret and melancholy.

This person is Wu Lina. Because I knew that Wu Lina and Guo Chunli were very close fellow villagers, and the two of them lived in the same dormitory, I chose to ask her to help me deliver letters.

Readers know that Wu Lina used to show favor to me like Guo Chunli, but I didn't like her at the time, so I didn't chase her. However, when I was lonely because I didn't have a girlfriend and was going to chase her, she had already agreed on a boyfriend.

Then Wu Lina no longer has any interest in me after talking about a good boyfriend. Supposedly, in this case, she should help me. However, she didn't really want to help me deliver a letter to Guo Chunli.

I said a lot of nice things to her. She finally agreed, but said she wanted to read my letter first. I didn't want her to read the letter I wrote, but I was afraid that she wouldn't send it for me, so I promised her to let her open it in front of me.

However, when Wu Lina saw the sentence "I heard Wu Lina say that you are 23 years old this year" written in my letter, she directly threw the letter in my face.

She said angrily: "Why did you mention my name in the letter you wrote to her, why did you say that she was 23 years old? Don't you know that girls are the most taboo to mention her age when they are older?"

I think Wu Lina is tantamount to being unreasonable when she says those words, even if I say in the letter that Wu Lina said that Guo Chunli is twenty-three years old, and I didn't say who Guo Chunli slept with before, is this a big deal?

However, Wu Lina really regarded it as a big thing. However, I wanted to find someone to help, so I told her in a low voice: "I said that Guo Chunli is 23 years old, but I also said that I am 26 years old." I mean, my age can't be delayed any longer, what's wrong with that?"

"You shouldn't have mentioned my name in your letter anyway. Wu Lina said angrily as she left. Supposedly, at this point I should have someone else to deliver the letter for me. However, I am a person who is afraid of trouble.

Besides, I had already quit my job at that time, and I dare to guarantee that Guo Chunli would live with me for the rest of her life without regrets like Zhao Min, who did not dismiss my family as poor? I don't think I dare to guarantee that.

My parents always asked me on the phone to find someone who was reliable. If you want to say reliable, Zhao Min is the most reliable. There are two reasons: first, Zhao Min has been hurt emotionally, and a person who has been hurt emotionally will know how to cherish it more than others, and will not hurt others easily.

Second, Zhao Min does not think my family is poor, and he has a noble character. I remember one day after we had a clear relationship, I told her about my family's poverty. She said: "People are not afraid of poverty, but they are afraid that you will not be angry." As long as two people work hard together, life will always get better day by day. ”

Honestly, it sounds comfortable. So, what Zhao Min said, will Guo Chunli say? Without being sure whether Guo Chunli would dislike my family's poverty, I still decided to go to Zhao Min.

Then I was afraid that I would not be able to make up my mind, and in order to get up with Wu Lina, I walked up to her and tore the letter to shreds in front of her.

In this way, even though I was on the last day of work at Lingyao Factory, I didn't pay attention to how Guo Chunli looked at me reluctantly. Then the next day, I left the factory from Lingyao factory.

When I left the Lingyao factory, I entered Zhao Min's Fuyun handbag factory. Half a year later, the two of us finally got to skin. Then it didn't take long for Zhao Min to get pregnant. I took her back to our house, and we got married on the 26th day of the lunar month in 2001. From then on, my love experience was over.

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