Chapter 125: Emotions Can't Control Themselves
This time, Zeng Yifeng stayed at school, and Zhang Yuqian went back. Zhao Yonghe and Zhao Chuanyuan came to pick her up, she said hello and got in the car. A person sat in the back seat, then looked out the window without saying a word, and then suddenly said: "Uncle, please send me to Luochi Xiaoju, I won't go home." ”
Luochi Xiaoju is where Zhang Yubin lives, and now that others are out of town, this place is naturally empty. Before coming back, Zhang Yuqian told him that she was going to live here during the winter vacation, and Zhang Yubin agreed.
Zhao Yonghe is inconvenient to say anything, but Zhao Chuanyuan is different. "Why don't you go back, what's there that keeps you from going back, have you considered your mother's feelings?" Zhang Yuqian's face changed after hearing this, but she was unwilling to compromise.
She is such a person, she rarely compromises, and compromise is also for the sake of compromise, if she can't be compromised, Zhang Yuqian will not compromise, her compromise is only used on people she thinks are worthy.
In addition, she has been in a bad mood for a while recently, Zhang Yuqian is a bit casual, and Tianwang Lao Tzu can't stop it. What's more, she decided this time, it's okay to go back to see Wang Shu, but she won't live under the same roof as Zhao Yonghe and his son, she feels that it will be very depressing. It's like she didn't want to cook it to Zhang Wenyu because she didn't like it.
Looking up at the street lamps outside, he ignored Zhao Chuanyuan, who turned around and came back, and said, "Actually, it's good for everyone to live outside, otherwise I'm afraid I will hurt you." What I did to Chen Lan and my dad before, I don't want to use it on you and my mom. At this moment, the small space of the car was dead, and Zhao Yonghe silently drove the car to Luochi Community.
Downstairs, Zhao Yonghe told her to take good care of herself and go back to see Wang Shu early tomorrow morning, Zhang Yuqian nodded, and dragged her suitcase upstairs. Zhao Chuanyuan wanted to say something, but Zhao Yonghe told him to shut up: "She still has a pimple, so it's good to everyone outside, otherwise your aunt will feel a lot of guilt, after all, she is her own daughter, I don't want your aunt to be embarrassed." The highest state of love is to make her not embarrassed, with her as the center everywhere, Zhao Yonghe strives to create a world without sorrow for Wang Shu.
A person cleaned the room, and when cleaning the window glass, he suddenly found that a children's playground was built downstairs, and it had only been less than half a year, and everything had really changed a lot. Because the mobile phone vibrated and no sound was heard, Wang Shu called many times and no one answered, so he came over directly.
After opening the door, Wang Shu slapped her, and Zhang Yuqian was caught off guard and looked at her in a daze. "Do you know how worried others will be if you don't answer the phone, what are you trying to do by doing this?" Wang Shu was about to cry in a hurry, and Zhang Yuqian bit her lip.
Invite the 3 of them in, because there was nothing in the room, only a pot of boiled water. "Mom, uncle, Brother Chuan Yuan, drink water." Zhang Yuqian sat opposite them, feeling that she was xenophobic, and Wang Shu might have a pimple in her heart, so she chose not to speak and kept crying.
Zhang Yuqian listened to these cries and felt very harsh, and her whole state began to become bad. Shaking his head vigorously and regaining a little clarity, Zhang Yuqian said, "I was cleaning just now, and my mobile phone was in the house." ”
At this moment, it seems that these three people are making a bit of a fuss. Although he knew that this was a matter of concern, Wang Shu's slap still hurt Zhang Yuqian. If someone else starts a new life, then you are a liability.
"Yi Hao, you didn't tell me where he went, why didn't he come back with you." Wang Shu gradually calmed down under Zhao Yonghe's appeasement and began to ask. "Why don't you go home and stay, I'll keep your room."
After taking a sip of water, Zhang Yuqian said, "I'm good here, and I'm used to it, so you don't have to worry." I'm not here anyway, it's empty, I'll probably go over and help him in two days, and I'll make trouble for you when I get home, so I'd better be out alone. "It's because I don't want to be a trouble for others that I have to be self-reliant and self-reliant, and no one can't live without anyone.
As soon as you hear these words, what's the trouble? , the mother and daughter are in trouble, and Wang Shu began to cry again. Zhao Yonghe said softly: "Yu Qian, do you think this is done? You just go back to live for a few days, your mother is really reluctant to let you go. You see you go out to college, and you have been there for more than half a year, and your mother misses you very much. "I'm afraid of this kind of moral kidnapping, and even more afraid of this kind of family bond, Zhang Yuqian still likes freedom and is afraid of trouble, so she rejected this proposal.
"It's not too early, let's go to dinner together and talk about this topic again, okay?" Zhao Chuanyuan knew that it would be fruitless to continue talking, so it was better to stop now, maybe after a meal, the result would be different. "Let's go, I haven't been back for a long time, so I must try the home cooking."
Stretching out her hand and not smiling at people's faces, others graciously invite and coldly refuse, it is an impolite behavior, Zhang Yuqian can only reluctantly agree. At the dinner table, there were also 3 people chatting, she was silent alone, and after eating her own meal, she sat on the seat and played with her mobile phone, not participating in other people's topics.
has been chatting with Zeng Yihao on WeChat, and the saying that distance produces beauty is very true. When the two of them were on campus, they didn't have so much to say, relying on chat tools, but they had endless words.
Zhang: I miss you a little, but when I came back, I found that I was so bored, I didn't have time to find them, and I was there alone. I didn't want to go home, so I stayed with my brother.
Zeng: Actually, I still think you should bless them, there is no need to cling to these things, anyway, this is a foregone conclusion, you should make yourself happy, don't live in these entanglements every day. Don't be too tired, don't impose everything on yourself, and live every day happily is the most important thing.
Zhang: I understand a lot of big truths, but it's easier said than done, and now I just can't get over my own hurdle, and I also know that my behavior is a kind of harm to others, but I can't change it all the time.
Zeng: Let's try to change, otherwise if you continue like this, I'm afraid that you will be under too much psychological pressure at that time.
Zhang: I'll try my best, you should come back during the Chinese New Year, and we will play together then. I really want to go back to No. 3 Middle School because I really miss those times. I don't know how Lao Xie is, he is really the last teacher in the third year of high school who is the most unforgettable, even if he didn't get along well with him before.
Zeng: Okay, when the time comes, we'll go back together, you wait for me. I've dealt with the matter here.,I'll go back right away.,Now it's like an arrow.,I suddenly want to go back to City C.。
Falling in love with someone and falling in love with a city is said to be like an arrow in your heart, just because there are people you care about in that city. Zeng Yihao can't wait to put on his wings now, fly back to her, and accompany her through all the unpleasantness.
"Don't play with your phone when you eat, let's talk to us!" Zhao Yonghe said so, he could only put away his mobile phone, but he couldn't find a common topic, he was still silent, and the atmosphere became colder. "Is it okay to study in school? You get along well with your boyfriend, right? ”
These are very boring topics, the same, Zhang Yuqian answered the question perfunctorily: "It's good, everything is good." Because I really don't know how to answer, it's better to be concise and perfunctory.
Zhao Yonghe didn't know how to continue this sentence, Zhao Chuanyuan came out to play a round and said: "Why don't I take you to play tomorrow, I haven't come back for more than half a year, and there have been a lot of changes here, so you can go and have a good time." A new water playground opened by the sea, and we went surfing together, which was a good choice. Others looked at you with expectant eyes, Zhang Yuqian felt that the refusal was too ruthless, so she could only agree first, anyway, tomorrow's matter, you can return tonight.
But I feel quite aggrieved, and my unnatural emotions can't be revealed, so I can only force my face to laugh. Zhang Yuqian didn't know what was going on, she just couldn't laugh, she couldn't come from her heart. Zhang Yuqian felt that it was better not to come out if she knew this, although it was not a way to escape, it was a way not to face it for the time being.
After receiving Ye Xiaoxiao's text message, Zhang Yuqian felt that she had found a savior, and immediately said that a friend had made an appointment with her, and then went out. Zhao Chuanyuan was ordered to send her over, but Zhang Yuqian couldn't refuse, so she could only follow him. Wang Shu looked at the backs of them leaving, and muttered, is she still resentful? Zhao Yonghe didn't know how to answer this question, so he could only hold her in his arms and comfort her.
In the car, Zhang Yuqian didn't expect Zhao Chuanyuan to say: "I know you think that your mother and my father got married, which gave you a feeling of abandonment, but their happiness was not easy to come by, I hope you can bless them." I know it's very difficult, like at the beginning, I didn't accept your mother, but in the end I chose to accept it, because adults still need their own happiness. As children, we must not be too selfish, your behavior is very childish, but it is really hurtful. ”
Knowing that she was wrong, but at that time, she really couldn't control her personal emotions, Zhang Yuqian tried hard to lean her head on the chair, and then closed her eyes and pondered.
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