Chapter Seventy-One: The Handle
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So I put down the drink in my hand and went to the toilet.
When I came out, I smoked a cigarette in the smoking area.
Then I never thought that one day I would smoke with Song Joon in the smoking area. The guy who used to get me to quit smoking, scared me and said that I would kiss me when I smoked a cigarette.
Now he has become a smoker, but he is later. I watched him take a puff on the cigarette to his lips, then spit out the smoke ring, snorting in one go.
The smoke between his fingers slowly rose, he shook the cigarette ash, and said, "Jiang Nian, Mu Fei's matter." β
I hurriedly lowered my face to stop, "Don't mention him, okay?"
"You still haven't ....... β
I threw the rest of the cigarette into the trash, looked at him sharply, and whispered a warning, "I told not to mention it, can't you hear me?"
Song Zhun stared at me intently, looking like he was bound to pull me into the abyss, "Jiang Nian, there are some things, he is already like this, why can't you try to face it?"
"If you were me, would you be able to do it? Keep saying that you are facing it, so why do you coward it when I face it?"
"You're just conniving yourself to make mistakes. β
"Yes, so you saw it, didn't you use that as an excuse to escape? What else could I do? Didn't I bother with you? Why do you think I've been wrong all along?"
"Jiang Nian, I don't want to see you like this because of Mu Fei's matter. β
"So I'm not paying the price now?"
"You shouldn't be like that. β
"What the hell happened to me? Didn't I just do what I had to do? If the roles were reversed, I would become Mu Fei, you were Jiang Nian, and you could still persuade me to face it so calmly as if nothing had happened? Why didn't you just let me forget? Wouldn't it be more free-spirited?"
Maybe I really used the wrong metaphor, so he sneered sarcastically.
"After all, Mu Fei is the most important person in your heart. Suddenly, his tone softened, like a popped balloon, he finally realized his situation.
But I don't plan to let him go, "It's not that Mu Fei is important, it's that Mu Fei won't be like you, he will give up on me when he sees my nature and feels hopeless, he is different from you and me." β
"Jiang Nian, are you blaming me?"
I smiled wryly, "I'm blaming myself for being so different from the person you imagined to be disappointing." You know I've been a bad person from the beginning, but you were the one who came to get close to me, so why was you the one who ran away in the end?
"There's a reason why you don't want me?"
After Song Zhun finished saying this, I raised my hand and wiped my eyes, and when I saw him frowning, I thought of burying my head.
But as soon as he buried his head, the ghost sent a god to see a drop of water fall on the ground, with a crackling sound.
I was probably hallucinating until the second drop was the same as before.
only to find that I was crying uncontrollably.
Yu Guang saw the black leather shoes on his feet, took a step forward, and then my still buried head was hugged by him, and in a posture that did not interfere with me, he turned his comfort into a hug.
So it's comfort, not a hug.
He was not predatory.
I'm happy too.
Thinking of today's scene, I quickly pushed him away, and it is not difficult for an actor to stop his tears.
In fact, since he thinks I was wrong, why should he say sorry.
I didn't buy it.
Looking to the right, I saw Gu Heng walking with steps, I panicked slightly, and said with a breezy face that couldn't see emotion: "Why is Mr. Song here, I was looking for you for a long time just now." β
Song Zhun also accompanied the smiling face, "I'm sorry, come over and smoke a cigarette." β
"How many people you'd like to get to know, are you free?"
From beginning to end, Gu Heng didn't look at me with a smile, although he was no different from usual, I knew that he was angry.
It turned out that I tried my best to get him to comply, but it was solved with a hug.
It's a joke when you think about the struggles you had before.
After they were gone, I walked out slowly.
Song Mian was still sitting in place and playing with his mobile phone boredly, and then when I saw Gu Heng and Song Zhun walking to the right together, Gu Heng suddenly turned around and whispered a few words to Brother Zhong, and Brother Zhong immediately bowed and nodded again and again.
I walked up to Song Mian.
Song Mian asked a few words, and Brother Zhong walked over, still holding a wine glass in his hand, and said to Song Mian with a lukewarm expression in a commanding tone: "Send Jiang Nian back first." β
That is, it does not say the reason, and it does not say that there is an excuse such as a job tomorrow.
I looked sideways at Gu Heng, who was talking to a few people, and went out with Song Mian in a good-natured manner.
Before leaving, I saw Song Zhun's gaze follow. I didn't respond to him, so I left without looking back.
I bought some late-night snacks to take home.
Song Mian muttered, "For two?"
yes, someone will be back soon.
When I got home, I put the food in the bowl and ate it slowly in the living room, and sure enough, I heard a voice coming from the hallway.
Wipe your mouth clean and put the bowl in the kitchen.
When he came out, Gu Heng was standing in the living room, still looking serious.
I smiled calmly, "Do you have a late-night snack in the kitchen?"
He stared at me so unscrupulously, as if he had to find a flaw in my face.
At this time, I didn't care at all and was cold, as if it was him, and he was much calmer than me before, half of his brows were relieved, and he changed to a pleasant face, fortunately, he remembered to pave a few words, so that the atmosphere was not so awkward and then entered the topic, "You and Song Zhun have known each other before?"
"Eun," I replied as I turned on the TV, "high school classmates." β
He nodded thoughtfully, "Your high school life is really rich?"
When Gu Heng said this, I stared back at him for a moment, and finally decided not to care, "Yes, didn't I tell you?"
"But you didn't tell me that the relationship between you and Song Zhun is that you can cry in front of him, and he can hug you. β
"It's not hugging me, it's comforting. Isn't that unusual? I haven't cried in front of you. β
"That's when you're drunk, it's not the same as it is today. β
"Yes? But in my eyes it's the same. β
"Xiao Nian, I want you to be honest with me. β
I smiled when he finished speaking, looked at him meaningfully, and said sarcastically, "How can I be honest in front of you?"
When Gu Heng was angry, his brows furrowed more frequently, and he seemed to be trying his best to restrain his temper and look away, avoiding the possibility of a big quarrel.
Obviously I won't let him go, "Excessive honesty will only make the other party hold the handle, won't it?"
His calm face finally fought back, "What has never been taken out to threaten is also called a handle?"
"As far as my situation is concerned, even if I know it, I don't use it now, it's just that the time has not come. β
"I didn't know that you saw me that way. β
"I don't know that with your style, you came to ask me instead of looking it up. Aren't you a big fan of investigating things behind your back?"
"Xiao Nian, this is my job, I have to be cautious. Only if you know before others can you not be slapped in the head. β
"So didn't I do what I was told, and why did you bother me again?"
"I just want to hear you tell me in person that you and Song Zhun are classmates, not here to crusade. β
"Otherwise, what else can there be between two big men? You won't know that he has a girlfriend, will you? Or will you just order me not to meet Song Zhun alone in the future? Do you think I will listen to you?"
Gu Heng was blocked by me and stopped talking, and I was not afraid that the relationship would be even worse and vulnerable.
I planned to get up and go upstairs, otherwise I wouldn't hear anything if I stayed any longer.
Unexpectedly, as soon as he walked up the winding stairs, he heard him say, "Okay, you don't want to see Song Zhun alone in the future." β
I didn't look back, just held on to the armrest and sneered, "You really take him too seriously." β
After speaking, he went upstairs.
It seems that Gu Heng is really angry this time, so has my goal been achieved? .
It's better than being indifferent before and watching me act alone.
When I returned to my room, I looked at the simple and gorgeous layout.
I thought, it's good that I didn't sleep with Gu Heng, otherwise it would be naΓ―ve to quarrel and sleep in separate rooms.
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