As soon as Gao Yuan left, Xia Qing immediately sat down on the bed, she just sobbed quietly at first, and then the more she cried, the more sad she became, and she couldn't help crying, and her tears flooded.

Xia Qing has never felt so painful, she is a strong woman on the surface, but in fact she is strong on the outside and dry in the middle, fragile on the inside, but stubborn as a cow. Because of Gao Yuan's betrayal, she no longer wanted to show weakness in front of him.

Because she has no job, her income suddenly stopped, and Xia Qing's daily room fee in the hotel is more than 200 yuan, and she has lived here for more than a week, plus food and other expenses, it cost her more than 2,000 yuan. She began to feel a little distressed, and she was worried that she would have to sit on the mountain if she continued like this, and she wanted to find a job as soon as possible and solve the problem of food and clothing first.

However, having worked in the well-known Red Banner Company, Xia Qing subconsciously found it difficult to accept those small companies anymore. Although she also wants to put down her worth to go to a small company and solve the problem of food and clothing first, she doesn't know why, she feels uncomfortable as soon as she enters the small company, and she always wants to leave immediately.

So, after looking for a job for a few days and finding nothing, she fell into an awkward situation.

One day, Xia Qing suddenly received a call from Yang Li, the accountant of Gaoyuan's company, who told Xia Qing that Gao Yuan was sick, had a high fever for several days, and had been lying at home for three days.

Xia Qing became nervous when she heard this, and after asking for details, Yang Li told her that Gao Yuan was worried all day long because Xia Qing refused to go home, and finally fell ill due to the pressure of work.

Xia Qing asked Yang Li if Gao Yuan called her, Yang Li said no, she said that she couldn't stand it anymore so she called Xia Qing hard, hoping that she could go home to see Gao Yuan.

Xia Qing thought about it for a long time, and decided to return the room, go back to see Gao Yuan first, and leave after he was well.

When she got home, when Xia Qing opened the door and went in, she called Gao Yuan a few times but there was no response, she guessed that he was probably lying on the bed, so she walked into the bedroom, and sure enough, she saw Gao Yuan lying on the bed, sleeping with the air conditioner on and the quilt.

Xia Qing sighed, reached out and touched Gao Yuan's forehead, feeling that it was not hot, and when he was puzzled, Gao Yuan suddenly revealed his face, and then grabbed Xia Qing's hand, "Honey, you are finally back!"

Xia Qing was startled, looked at Gao Yuan, and found that he didn't look like he was sick, and he was still in good spirits. Xia Qing was surprised: "Aren't you having a high fever?"

Gao Yuan smiled: "It's a high fever, I'll be fine when you come back." ”

Xia Qing suddenly felt deceived, she knew that Gao Yuan sometimes used some despicable means to deceive others' trust.

Xia Qing said angrily: "You, don't pretend, you don't have a fever at all, you just pretended to be sick to trick me into coming back." ”

Gao Yuan pretended to be wronged, "Why do you say that?

Xia Qing stood up resolutely, "Gao Yuan, have you had enough?

Gao Yuan was stunned for a moment, "Okay, even if I deliberately tricked you back, it's because I love you." ”

Xia Qing felt goosebumps on her body when she heard this, she couldn't help but let out a sneer and said, "Forget it, don't talk to me about love now, don't insult her holiness." ”

Gao Yuan has always been difficult to defeat Xia Qing's sharp teeth, so he had to say, "Okay, I can't talk about you." Then, since you're back, stay here, don't go any more, I'm not sure if you live outside, how about beating me up if you feel bad?"

As soon as Xia Qing remembered the scene when she saw Gao Yuan and Miss Liu hugging each other, her heart would always suddenly chill. She is a person who can't tolerate a trace of defilement in her heart, she still doesn't intend to forgive Gao Yuan, she said: "Gao Yuan, I'll be honest with you, I really can't accept your betrayal, let's separate." ”

Gao Yuan said sadly: "No matter what, you still can't forgive me? You, think about it, I am a man, and I am a relatively successful man, and there are many women who have thoughts about me...... Well, it's really her pursuing me, and I don't really have anything to do with her. ”

Xia Qing's heart was half cold, thinking that he still admitted his relationship with Miss Liu, but he still desperately quibbled and tried his best to understate. She said, "Isn't it nothing?

"You, you're thinking too much, she and I don't have that at all, I can swear to you, I really don't. ”

Xia Qing sneered, "Okay, don't draw it, the more you draw it, the darker it gets!"

Gao Yuan's tone softened, "Okay, I was wrong, you can forgive me this time, give me a chance." ”

Seeing Gao Yuan so low, Xia Qing's heart softened and decided to forgive him once, after all, she still liked him, and now she has no job, so she needs to find a place to live and make plans.

Xia Qing said: "Okay, I forgive you once, however, you have to remember that this is the first and last time, if you make the same mistake again, we will have to break up." ”

Gao Yuan swore and said: "Don't worry, I will definitely not, I will treat you wholeheartedly." ”

In this way, Xia Qing temporarily lived at home.

Recently, due to the crisis in her relationship with Gao Yuan, coupled with the lack of work, Xia Qing was upset by all kinds of unhappiness, and she gradually felt that she was suffering from depression.

Reason told her that if she continued like this, her body should turn on the red light, and she didn't want to jump off the building if she couldn't think about it, like her classmate Wang Ruoyu.

Wang Ruoyu is Xia Qing's college classmate, after graduation, they came to You'an City together, Wang Ruoyu married her college boyfriend Liu Hongda in the second year after graduating from college, they were married to their son, and she gave birth to a son in the third year after giving birth to a daughter. Xia Qing always thought that Wang Ruoyu was very happy, and Wang Ruoyu's death shocked everyone.

Whenever she thinks of Wang Ruoyu, Xia Qing always burst into tears. It was an unbearable past, more than a month had passed, and it seemed like it happened yesterday to Xia Qing. Wang Ruoyu's accident was in early October, three months after Xia Qing returned to You'an from his hometown.

The golden autumn season in You'an City always comes and goes, and before people have time to enjoy a few days of comfortable weather, the weather suddenly turns cold, and the late autumn wind always brings some desolation and gloom.

The city streets are dappled with late autumn sunshine, and the streets are immersed in traffic. The streets and alleys are as bustling and noisy as ever. From time to time, there are the cries of children, the cries of merchants, and the laughter and scolding of women. There is a clothing brand store that comes from singer Peng Ling's lingering and melancholy "**":

……

This chaotic city

I can't tolerate my stupidity

What makes you so obsessed with such presumptuousness

I'm like a shadow that you don't have to do

and loneliness in exchange for sad thoughts

……

The intoxicating singing voice floats around resentfully, snatching people's hearts and inducing people to trance.