Chapter 143: Mystic Creed
The courtyard is deep and the flowers are blooming.
"The emperor has arrived. ”
"Father!" Ruyun saw Shen Jingyuan happily plunging into Shen Jingyuan's arms.
"Good!" Shen Jingyuan doted on Ruyun, Ruyun always ran in Furui Ju and Longluan Palace, and Shen Jingyuan was also especially fond of Ruyun, although he had been quite a bit of public opinion and pressure from the outside world and had not been able to canonize Su Wanxi, but he sealed Ruyun as Princess Anguo. Su Wanxi has always opposed the canonization, so Shen Jingyuan did not force her.
Su Wanxi's attitude was lukewarm, poured him a cup of hot tea and said, "I'll pay attention." ”
Su Wanxi watched quietly from the side, in the past year, Shen Jingyuan would come to Fuyuan to sit in Fuyuan two days in three days, and the relationship with Ruyun was also very good, and Ruyun was also very close to this father. Looking at this father and daughter, she was very relieved in her heart, and she couldn't help but think of Su Ziyou and Le Chun, Le Chun naturally couldn't be Su Ziyou's biological son, but Ziyou would definitely regard him as his own, and I don't know how they are doing now.
Su Wanxi glanced at Shen Jingyuan lightly, she already knew what he was going to say, although she didn't take half a step out of Fuyuan on the surface, but she almost knew about things inside and outside the palace walls.
"What's wrong?" asked Su Wanxi pretending not to know.
Su Wanxi lowered her eyes: "You are back, they will naturally come back sooner or later." ”
"Nope. In my current capacity, what qualifications do I have to see them? Su Wanxi refused, although she missed her father who had raised her for so many years, but now it was different from the past, she was already Su Wanxi instead of Bai Wuxue, even if she stood in front of Bai Zixu, she would only arouse his disgust......
"What if I let him know? The fact that I am Su Wanxi cannot be erased. Su Wanxi said lightly, but there was a bit of despair in her tone, obviously she still had relatives, but she couldn't recognize each other, and in Bai Zixu's mind, she was a demon girl who brought disaster to the country and the people.
"Shouldn't you be glad that the prime minister is back? Su Wanxi tried to change the subject.
"I know. Su Wanxi said lightly, many things are very helpless, after all, she has sat in that position herself, so she can understand.
Su Wanxi withdrew her hand lightly: "Don't talk about it anymore." ”
Su Wanxi looked at Shen Jingyuan and said, "Both sides are at fault, how can I forgive me." You must know that there is always an identity barrier between us, and if you insist on going your own way, you will only let the villains in the court take advantage of it. ”
"Wanxi, I'm going to ......" Shen Jingyuan wanted to speak and stopped, thinking about it for a while, but he still couldn't say it after all.
Shen Jingyuan looked at the person in front of her, is her heart dead?" With that, Shen Jingyuan got up and walked towards Ruyun, and played with Ruyun among the flowers for a while before leaving.
In the days of Fuhui Ju, Su Wanxi made tunes when she had nothing to do, stroked the piano, and made some spices. Now that spring is the season of spices, Su Wanxi is bored to concoct it, and she will also give it to the palace maids or other concubines. There are many concubines who come to ask for incense, and Su Wanxi occasionally waits to see her, and occasionally only asks someone to respond and send it over. In order to prevent people with intentions, Su Wanxi would first send the spices to the imperial doctor, and after repeated inspections by the imperial doctor, it was determined that they were non-toxic before they were sent to the palaces.
"Is it Concubine Yi's people?" Su Wanxi looked at the score that had just been composed, and asked Qiulai on the side.
"Concubine Yi has always been gentle and virtuous, since she is her person, let her in. Su Wanxi said lightly, and then reassured to compose the music to the side hall.
"Hmm. ”
Yin'er lowered her head and said: "My little master was very happy to receive incense from his mother last time, and he sent a slave to give a small gift to show his gratitude." ”
Yin'er stepped forward, glanced at Su Wanxi meaningfully, and said, "Please accept this gift." ”
After giving the gift, Yin'er retired and left.
Qiulai brought it up, and it was a palm-sized jade Buddha.
"Wow. ”
There is really something wrong with that palace maid, this jade Buddha seems to have no problem, but there is a trace in the hidden place, it looks like there are traces of patchwork, feel it carefully, and the weight is also light.
"Master, what's wrong?!" Outside the door, Qiulai asked anxiously.
"Slaves and maids come and clean up. ”
"Wow. ”
"Hua Chaojie is trying to find a way to get out of the palace. On the west bank of the moat, I'll take you away!"
It's been a year, and Su Ziyou has disappeared for a year, could it be that he said that he was traveling in the rivers and lakes just to reorganize his forces incognito and take himself away?
Is the news transmitted by the palace maid of Liuying Palace reliable? What if someone takes the opportunity to harm himself? But if it is really someone in the palace who wants to harm himself, why bother to ask himself to go to the outside of the palace.
Could it be him......
Su Wanxi took a deep breath and looked at the jumping candle flame.
The feeling of wanting to hug, but not being able to get close, tormented her repeatedly. Why didn't she want to "hold the hand of her son and grow old with him"? But who could make her completely forget the past...... She served his father, she killed his brother, and he killed her Hao'er, and killed her forgetfulness by mistake...... And he has three thousand beauties in his harem, and she doesn't know what she is to him......
She wanted to leave...... If she could, she would be willing to leave, willing to never see him again. If we don't see each other again, we will miss each other, and we will miss each other.