My name is Yuyan, the jade of jade, the face of face.

When the queen of heaven gave me this name, she sat on a high phoenix seat, wearing a red robe, embroidered with gold thread on the phoenix soaring for nine days, which was extraordinarily gorgeous and graceful, and made her gorgeous face a little more dignified.

She laughed, with a touch of tenderness between her eyebrows: "With such a face of yours, only the word 'jade' can match you; ”

I looked at this generous and beautiful woman in the upper seat, and my heart swelled. I have heard that many immortals are born from their parents, but I am not, I am just a stone, I have the aura of heaven and earth, so that I have the current form, these abilities, but for some reason, this rumored fierce and decisive woman in front of me actually made my heart soft, like, just like the mother I imagined.

"Thank you, mother. I fell on my ground and thanked her for giving me my name, and heard her soft voice tell me to get up and sit down beside her.

The gods of the Nine Heavens, the Queen of Heaven and the Queen of Heaven love me boundlessly, and at that time, I also thought so. She treated me better than the princesses who were in her own hands.

Because I was born with a prophecy stone, the Queen of Heaven Niangniang personally sent me to the Siming Mansion and asked the Siming Xingjun Canghan to accept me as an apprentice, so Siming became my master.

The master accepts apprentices, and he is very disciplined. Those who do not have natural talents will not be accepted, and those who do not have eyes will not be accepted. Therefore, counting me, Master has taken in a total of five apprentices. I actually belong to the latter, although it is rumored in the Nine Heavens that the prophecy stone is gifted and will become a great weapon in the future with the grace of the Heavenly Monarch and the Queen of Heaven, but I know that the master did not want me to be a disciple in the first place, and there was a faint alienation in his cold eyes.

My name was given by the Queen of Heaven Niangniang, and I entered the Siming Mansion and was also brought by the Niangniang herself, and her great favor for me was spread all over the Nine Heavens, and everyone liked me so much, but the master didn't like me so much.

Master once said to me, "Yuyan, don't be so impetuous. ”

I don't understand, if Master doesn't like me because I'm impetuous, then why, Master's third apprentice, Huixin, she is obviously so impetuous, and Master still likes her so much.

Huixin is a disciple of the master, at the small banquet of the Queen of Heaven, and that small banquet was originally held for me, but it was the newly transformed Huixin who attracted the attention of the audience—her prophecy is longer than mine. But so what? She also offended her mother, who never liked her, and was later silenced by the will of the Heavenly Monarch, and could no longer easily make predictions.

Niangniang once said to me that I am the only prophecy stone in the Six Realms, and no one can overshadow my prediction ability.

I also firmly believed this, and I believed everything my mother said.

But since the self-incarnation, the rumors of the Nine Heavens have never diminished. All the immortals said one after another, what about the prophecy stone? Isn't it even a lotus flower that was born in the Nine Heavens by mistake?

I was a little arrogant, but I didn't bother to listen to these rumors. But the mother couldn't get used to it.

She called me to go for a walk in Yaochi, looking at the clouds on the horizon, everything was so soothing and beautiful, she said to me: "Yuyan, no one can overshadow your ability to predict, and no one can overshadow your ability to predict." Painted heart, she can't either. ”

When the queen of heaven said these words, there was a slight hint of disappointment in her phoenix eyes, probably she never thought that I couldn't compare to Huixin in predicting the destiny of heaven. I don't want to compete with Painted Heart for this so-called talent, but Niangniang gave me a name and gave me infinite warmth, and I don't want to see even a little disappointment in her eyes.

However, compared to me, Painted Heart is indeed more like the only prophecy stone in the Six Realms, and she will always see more than me, farther than me. No matter how diligent I am, I just can't beat her.

As a result, rumors gradually spread in the Nine Heavens that the two female disciples of the Si Ming Mansion were at odds. Actually, I didn't want to be at odds with the painting heart, it was about the master who explained what the painting heart was, every time she was obviously angry with me to death, but she had to learn the master's indifferent appearance, her fingers were clenched in her sleeves, but her face was full of indifference, at most she argued with me a few words, but it made me dislike her even more.

Although these rumors are very arrogant, they are only circulated in secret, and when it really came out that I was at odds with Painted Heart, it was the time when I accidentally burned Painted Heart. What a haughty fairy I was at that time, and the more she tried to pretend to be indifferent, the more I wanted to tear her disguise and force her to show her original expression. So I started with her, using a seedling of heavenly fire given to me by the queen of heaven, but I didn't know that with my cultivation at that time, it was not enough to control the seedling of heavenly fire;

Because of this incident, the master wanted to expel me from the Siming Mansion and took me to the Queen of Heaven Niangniang, whose face was pale and said that the Siming Mansion could not tolerate such an angry immortal as me.

I'm afraid that Master doesn't want me anymore, and Niangniang will no longer want me anymore. So when Niangniang asked me to go out and wait, I quietly hid in a corner - I was originally a prophecy stone, and I didn't have any breath, so it was the most suitable for hiding, so neither the master nor the queen of heaven found me.

"Cang Han, no matter how much you don't like Yuyan in this palace, you have to leave her in the Siming Mansion, her life is related to the catastrophe of heaven and earth;

I just felt the blood in my whole body gradually get cold, so cold that I couldn't help but want to shiver. It turned out that she loved me so much, but it was not sincere, but I thought that she really really cherished and loved me—but how could it be? She was really the rumoredly ruthless and resolute woman. She sheltered me like this only because of the catastrophe.

It turned out that I was just stupid.

I wandered around the Nine Heavens for a long time in despair, not knowing where I was going, whether it was Siming Mansion or Yaochi, which was not a place for me.

Hehe, I suddenly felt really ironic, as if thousands of years ago were all a beautiful dream I had, and after waking up from the dream, it was rain and wind, and there was nowhere to avoid it.

Master finally left me in the Siming Mansion, I don't know if he wants to keep me until after the Heaven and Earth Tribulation before venting his anger for Painted Heart. But so what? What if it wasn't? It turned out that I was really just a lonely one.

It took a lot of time for her to regain her human form, and when she first saw me, she had a lot of resentment, maybe later the master secretly promised that she would be angry with her in the future?

However, she didn't know how much I envied her. She is an apprentice personally selected by the master, and in the Si Ming Mansion, she gets along with the other three senior brothers like a family, especially the second senior brother Xun Yan, who was originally raised by the master as the next Si Ming Xingjun, and should have developed an indifferent and detached temperament like the master, but he was as affectionate as a fire. Sometimes I think about it, how I used to envy her, I was so jealous of her.

Later, one day, suddenly one day the Siming Mansion ushered in the Xi Ze God of War and the Qing Emperor Lingweiyang, who were all beloved people in the hearts of thousands of goddesses and immortals. But their eyes fell on Painted Heart.

I don't know why, but I don't like it, I don't like it very much, I don't like it that she has taken all her attention, so I try to compete with her in every possible way.

But I didn't win after all. From the beginning, I didn't beat her, and then I didn't.

His Royal Highness Yuechuan is the only immortal in the Nine Heavens who is truly true to me—I think, it should be. He obeyed everything he said to me, and he was not at all like his mother, who was generous, kind, gentle and kind. But the more he did this, the more uneasy I felt in my heart—I was afraid of losing him, and I was afraid that one day I would suddenly find out that he had been good to me, but he was like his mother. So I desperately wanted to prove that he was really good to me, and no matter what I did, he would always be good to me and always by my side.

He's really nice, and if you can be with him like this, he'll be safe. But after all, I was wrong, the queen of heaven, she loves her little son so much, how could she let him marry me? marry me, a little immortal who is destined to be sacrificed in the catastrophe of heaven and earth? is just a stone, no matter how fancy the name is, it is not worthy of the prince of the heavenly clan.

I was born only for the catastrophe that I don't know when it came, and nothing else mattered. My feelings, my past, are insignificant, no one cares—only Yue Chuan cares, but so what? He is destined not to be with me.

From this time on, I hated Eiko fiercely. Why? She was chosen by the master and treated with the most sincere treatment, but I can't? She also has the ability to predict, obviously I am the prophecy stone, why does she have to be better? Why is it that I also pretend to be a person in my heart, but I can't get it, but she can get all of it?

I'm unwilling, I'm unwilling!

I can't be happy, why can she be happy with her heart? I don't want to! I've been miserable for so many years, do I have to continue to live patheticly? No, I used to believe in the queen of heaven, but now I don't believe in anyone, I only believe in myself, since I can't get it, then everyone doesn't want to get it, so it's fair.

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