On the second day, Yan Xun, who picked up his own early, was dressed in a dark robe, erected a green silk high, and tied it with a crown, which looked elegant and neat, changing the luxurious appearance of the brocade clothes in the past, when the father and daughter ate at the same table, Yan Xun clearly saw the relief and appreciation in her father's eyes, and she couldn't help but cry secretly.

In her previous life, in order to attract that person's attention, she always dressed up in fancy clothes, expensive and luxurious, regardless of time and occasion, but later she became so quiet and gentle, so it seemed extremely funny.

For him, she discarded her original self cleanly, but she still couldn't get half of his eyes, which made him even more alienated and cold to herself.

Until the chic and elegant woman appeared, she looked at him, her eyes became hot step by step, watching him change from a low-key and cold person to such a warm and radiant. It's just that this change, but not for her.

She is trapped in a cocoon she has woven and paints a prison, feeling sorry for herself, but forever ignoring the feelings of those around her. Now it seems that the most bitter people are not for her, but those who love her but are bruised all over by her. Especially Daddy, if he saw his final end, he would definitely be heartbroken, because the pearl he had held in his hand for sixteen years was willing to fall into the dust and be crushed by misfortune.

All along, her heart has been bound by bitter love, and she only sees her own pain and misery, but she doesn't feel the sacrifice of others for herself, so the ending of her previous life is that she can't live because of her own sin.

Therefore, in this life, she must pour the love of both lives into her father, so that he can get the best in the world.

Thinking of this, she lowered her head and quickly wiped away her tears, and said with a smile: "Daddy, Xun'er used to be bad, Xun'er knew that she was wrong, and her daughter will definitely have her head hanging in the future, so that Daddy will be proud to have my daughter in front of everyone in the world!"

Yan Yuru was suddenly taken aback by his daughter's bold words, and then felt a burst of warmth, no matter what, this is a good girl's innocent heart for him, his girl has grown up, and he is very happy.

Guozijian.

Yan Xun walked to the penultimate row of seats in the school hall with his cloth bag on his shoulder, took out the books in the cloth bag one by one, and placed them neatly on the table. Then he picked up the book he would use for the lesson, and read it aloud before it was early and no one had come to the school.

In her previous life, she only cared about wearing beautiful clothes, sitting behind the third prince Rong Qingxiao, secretly glancing at the cold and handsome side face of her sweetheart, how could she still have any mind to study? In addition, she has also left the Guozijian for more than ten years, and the content of the book is really forgotten, if she hadn't stayed up all night to read through last night, I'm afraid that now I can't even recognize those rare words.

was getting up on his back, and suddenly a person sat down next to him, Yan Xun glanced at it casually, but in the next second, he was choked by saliva, and his whole body became extremely stiff, and he was going to die, he was really afraid of something.

Isn't Rong Qingxiao absent-minded in class every time? Why did he come so early today?

Rong Qingxiao raised his eyelids, glanced at her who was a little at a loss, and said lightly: "Yesterday, I was punished by the Taifu and had to arrive at the school half an hour early every morning. ”

Yan Xun was swept away by that contentless look, he explained to himself what to do?

And Rong Qingxiao's next sentence instantly brought her back to the embarrassing situation she often encountered in her previous life.

"The place you're sitting in now is mine, can you give it up?"

Yan Xun twitched the corners of his stiff mouth, and couldn't help but feel a little hehe, expounding interrogative sentences in the tone of declarative sentences has always been his exclusive style. If she thought he was really just asking for advice and not moving, she was sure that the other party would throw her book directly to the back seat, then wipe the table and chair with a subpa, and then fall asleep.

Once upon a time, she had been so embarrassed that her face flushed, thinking that he hated herself, but later found out that he was just straight and straight, and had the same attitude towards irrelevant and indifferent people, except for the woman. Over time, she got used to his rudeness and indifference, and now that she thinks about it, as a lady, she really lives a little shameless.

Seeing that he had already leaned on the table and closed her eyes, she silently took the book and walked to a secluded corner outside the house, staring blankly at the book in her hand, not turning a page for a long time.

She was exactly eight years old that year, and she was elected to the Guozijian as an accompaniment to all the princes and princesses.

On the first day of admission, she was full of excitement and longing and stepped into the door of Guozijian. Just as the master was about to go to class, he suddenly looked out of the door and said sternly: "Third prince, what reason do you have to use to tell the old man this time that you are late?"

Yan Xun turned his head curiously, but when he saw the person who came, his heart, which had not been beating for a long time, suddenly moved.

Dressed in a charming white dress, his shallow and faint expression is as beautiful as a classical and quiet ink painting, he is like a fairy in the fairy world, descending in the warm sun at the door, beautiful and ethereal.

Since then, she has finally understood what it means to be in love.

From then on, she ran after him like a madgirl all day long, but she always looked at him shyly, and did not dare to speak, and when she spoke, she was incoherent and stammered. Unlike the eldest prince's stubbornness and ruthlessness, and the pride and nobility of the second prince, he always looks indifferent to the point of indifference, not cold, but definitely not gentle, as if he doesn't care about everything in this world, doesn't care, makes people want to get close but are excluded.

At that time, she was young and ignorant, and she did not know how to be ashamed, even if he always had a lukewarm face, she could live like a sunflower revolving around him every day, and to her, he was her sun.

Later, she contracted a cold and stayed at home for several days. In the end, she really missed him so much, so she finally mustered up the courage and secretly ran to the country to see him, but she heard a word that made her distracted.

That day, she was lying on her stomach under the corner of the wall, ready to peek at Rong Qingxiao from the window, but she faintly heard the sound of talking inside.

I only heard the eldest prince Rong Weixuan laugh and said: "Third brother, the daughter of the Taifu has been coming to the academy for several days due to illness, so don't you worry?"

When she heard this, she immediately held her breath, wondering how the man would answer.

"She's so noisy, the school has been much quieter these days, why should I worry about her?"

Yan Xun didn't know how he got home, but after he came home that day, he cried for a whole day, and then his tears dried up, so he could only gasp and ask his father repeatedly if he was too annoying.

In addition, her mother died of illness, and her temperament suddenly became quieter, no longer naughty and headaches, but became more and more silent. Princess Pingyang and the county lord of Guiqin, who were friends with her, kindly advised themselves to give up that person, but even so, her heart for him never faded, and how many times she dreamed back at midnight, she met him in her dreams.

She has always been stubborn, and at the age of fifteen, he was sent to serve in the Department of Discipline Inspection because he was not favored. So she ignored her father's opposition and insisted on following him to learn how to work.

In Biyan, the general work is a very lowly existence, but the work of a product is admired, because a product not only needs to examine the body, but also serves as the discipline inspection department to investigate and solve the case, although the first product has a unique status, but this position is always too bloody and dangerous, so not many people are willing to take it, let alone a delicate and frail woman.

But in order to have more common language with him, she once went to mass graves to dig up the graves of the dead, once looked at the rotting corpses for a day and a night, and finally vomited so that she could not see the flesh for even a month, and once followed a group of big men into the tiger's den to investigate under the pain of cold......

In the end, the emperor lived up to her painstaking efforts, and she was awarded the title of "the first work in the world" by the emperor, although she knew that if he was not the prince and could not be named such a name, she would never be the first in the world. But no matter how good she becomes, he is always unwavering about himself.

And when that woman appeared, everything began to change.

It was only when she was in front of the woman that she could see an expression other than indifference on his face, and she began to get drunk day by day, ignoring nothing.

Later, my father really couldn't see her like this, so he fought for so much fame and begged the saint for a hundred years of friendship with the third prince for her, but the man would rather disobey the holy decree than marry her. She cried so much that she asked him why, but he just glanced at her with a little pity, and said lightly: "Qingxiao already has a sweetheart, and besides her, she can't tolerate anyone else." ”

Now that I think about it, she is crazy, it is just the ignorance and recklessness of a young love, and after going around for so many years, chasing that person like a moth has become a lifelong habit. Besides, a woman doesn't even cherish herself, who else will cherish her.

Ten years of life and death, she finally understood in years of cold observation that if it is not her own, you can't ask for it.