Chapter 649: I Don't Regret It
"I know you never ask for anything in return from me. But the more so. While you were bullying me. The more uncomfortable I will be......"
Qin Yafu's eyes turned red again. He had the same temper just now. Arrogant and domineering, leaving no room for error. But this kind of thing is inevitable at work. His inability to accept it meant that the friction would have to continue in the future. She really enjoyed his love all the time. On the other hand, he was afraid of his hatred.
"I'm sorry. Japhe. I shouldn't have put so much pressure on you. Lin Zihang sighed. Walk to your doorstep. Put your wife down. Open the door lock. After carrying her into the room. Close the door. before he turned her body. Two people stand facing each other. His expression was solemn.
"Japhe. Actually, you and I know it in our hearts. A lot of things. Groundless. Not necessarily without cause. Including all kinds of contradictions between us. How much is human-induced. Have you thought about it. ”
Qin Yafu lowered her head. There was no sound. She has always believed that these problems are not to be blamed by others. Or is there not enough trust between them.
Lin Zihang knew that she would not accept her point of view. I had to say to myself: "I admit that I am reckless and willful. Once upon a time. I always blame you for not being firm enough. Take all your grievances out on you. But in fact. It was as someone wanted. Cause so much damage. So. I ......"
"Someone. You mention someone again. Qin Yafu stared at Lin Zihang with wide eyes. I can't take it anymore. "Can't you look at people without colored glasses? Why as soon as one comes to him. That's your attitude. ”
"Is that what I want? Japhe. You still don't understand. A lot of things between us. He single-handedly planned ......"
"Nonsense. Qin Yafu sank her face. I didn't even change my shoes. I ran to the couch and sat down. Wave your hand in distraught. "Lin Zihang. You and I are the question. Can we not involve others? ”
"Yes. Lin Zihang responded quickly. But he was still unwilling. Subsequent questioning was raised. "I want to know. Once by chance. Twice is unconscious. So three, four. Why every time we have a dispute with each other. It's all about him. Or maybe as long as we get into trouble. He will be the first to be there for you. ”
"Because he's my brother. Qin Yafu blurted out. I thought about it. I feel like it's too arbitrary. "Of course. I have a brother. But I feel the same way about him as my own brother. Besides. We're so close. It's normal for him to be around me. When I'm stuck. It's normal to ask for his help. Just like you. You are so close to Nian Yue. Including when you want to get me back. Aren't you still using her to ......?"
"Can that be the same? I had a very clean relationship with her......"
"You're saying we're not innocent of each other. Qin Yafu was stunned for a moment. The look is ugly. "Lin Zihang. In your heart. I didn't believe me. Although you used to talk to Nian Yue, even if it was for the sake of acting. The kiss was so devastating. I put up with it. But now you are doubting me. ”
"It's not. Japhe. Don't think about it. I didn't mean that. Lin Zihang hurriedly waved his hand. "I didn't mean that. I just want to say. Our hearts are open. Everything......"
"Hmm. You're right. Qin Yafu calmed down. Laugh it off. "We don't have a lot of talk between us. We were very filthy ......."
"Nope. Nope. Japhe. You're thinking crooked again. I was just. It's just ......" Lin Zihang didn't realize until this time. How difficult it was to explain to her that her relationship with Nian Yue was different from her relationship with Lan Haijun. Snorted. I can't even say it.
Qin Yafu stood up suddenly. Although because of fever. It feels like my head is heavy. But he still gritted his teeth and insisted on walking towards the bedroom. She also had doubts about Lan Haijun in her heart. Lin Zihang's speculation can be heard. But I still can't get comfortable. After all, she wouldn't take it. Lan Navy, a good person who has known him for many years. It will harbor evil intentions to such an evil level.
"Japhe. You ......" Lin Zihang was a little scared the moment she stood up. I'm afraid she'll leave ruthlessly. only to realize that she had just walked into the bedroom. Finally breathed a sigh of relief. I swallowed back the words I wanted to ask, "Where are you going?"
Lin Zihang thought about it. Or power the water dispenser first. After that, go to the kitchen to boil porridge. I came to the bedroom.
"I'm still angry. Lin Zihang sat on the edge of the bed. He patted the person with his back to him.
“……”
"I just wanted to sue you. Today's thing. I did it on purpose. There wasn't that much anger in the first place. I just want to see what he thinks......"
"Wonder what he thinks. You can ask him yourself. Don't use me as a test subject. Qin Yafu didn't even look back. Grabbed the pillow in front of him and threw it back. It's such a jerk.
"Ouch. Lin Zihang deliberately jumped out of bed. Make a lot of noise. "It hurts me. You actually hit me. It also caused me to wrestle. ”
Qin Yafu gritted her teeth and ignored his call. But after waiting for half a day. I noticed that there was silence behind me. I can't figure out if he's sneaking out. Still sitting on the cool floor. I couldn't help but look back.
"Hmm......" Just as Qin Yafu turned around. Lin Zihang, who had been waiting for a long time, pounced on a hungry tiger. And he went to bed. Straight to her mouth. Even the sound swallowed into his stomach.
When Lin Zihang gasped and tried his best to suppress his feelings. Qin Yafu's clothes had already been lifted by him. He just took pity on her scorching body temperature. There is no way to do anything to a patient.
"Leprechaun. I don't ask anyone. Just ask you. Would you like to live with me for the rest of your life? Lin Zihang couldn't help but gnaw on her small earlobe. I know I'm playing with fire. But he couldn't stop thinking about it.
"Am I willing to have a choice if I don't want to have? Qin Yafu's cheeks flushed. I can't breathe evenly. But he still said hard-mouthed. "If you have a choice. I just. Not...... You ......"
"Don't say it. "After another long kiss. Lin Zihang's injured eyes looked pitiful. "You always scare me with such words. will lead me to be sad. Don't you know. ”
"Know what I'm going to say. You are not allowed to speak. Qin Yafu looked at him amusedly. Eyes are cunning. Bright eyes twinkle. Blinking makes people's hearts tickle.
"You've always hated me. Lin Zihang looked at her pitifully.
"I want to say. If I had to make another choice. Even though I know that I am scarred and difficult. I'm not going to change my mind. Because. I couldn't have met anyone better than you. So. Doubt it again in the future. All right. ”
Qin Yafu rarely said such emotional words. made it difficult for Lin Zihang to adapt for a while. "When going upstairs. You say that. I thought you were joking. Can ...... now Be. It's because you're not afraid of me anymore. ”
"I'm afraid. And so far. There are a lot of points of view that we can't agree on. But I know. You are a person who treats me well with all sincerity. I can't help but know what to do. Qin Yafu replied honestly.
"'You can't be ignorant.'" Lin Zihang pondered this sentence carefully. By the initial euphoria. I was depressed again. He stared at her with dark eyes. "Qin Yafu. You can't give up on me because you can't be ignorant. ”
"Oops. No. Qin Yafu was when he sank his face. I realized that I was wrong again. I couldn't help but raise my hand and rub my face. By the way, I rubbed my temples. "I died of dizziness. You're still here to chew words with me. You didn't mean to. ”
"I now suspect that you did it on purpose. Lin Zihang's big hand pinched her sharp chin. "Why is it that every time you say that the reason for being with me is unwilling? ”
"Whatever. Qin Yafu raised her eyebrows. "As you say. I can't escape the palm of your hand anyway. You're a pervert. Said in a moment. I didn't have a choice, and I was unbalanced for a while. Ask me what would happen if I had a choice. I found out. Actually, I can't say anything wrong. The decision is yours. You can do whatever you want. ”
Qin Yafu seemed to have an attitude of resignation. In fact, there was no anger in my heart. The two of them have been snuggling up to each other for so long. She had already unconsciously failed to deal with him.
"That is. You're still not happy. Lin Zihang pursed his lips. I also understand her mind a little. Roll over and get off the ground. Wave your hand. "Forget it. For your sake. I'll let you go first. I'll go see if the water is boiling. ”
Every time I ask my wife how she feels about herself. Her truths made him uncomfortable. But I couldn't help but want to hear her say what she really thought over and over again. This is the so-called love-hate obsession between lovers. Lingering pain. Every time I experience such pain. None of them were deterred. Instead, I want to hold on tighter.
watched Lin Zihang walk out. Qin Yafu smiled bitterly. That's how the man is. Be honest and truthful. Don't look deep. It's not too young. But in front of himself, he is still so willful, casual, and has a clear love and hate. Even if it's noisy again. But he can't get rid of the love that is attached to his soul. One life is one. To be able to meet someone who is so heartfelt and good to himself. What else could she ask for.
When Lin Zihang poured the boiling water back and forth with two cups. until warm. When you come in again. Qin Yafu was already asleep.
Lin Zihang brought a thermometer and measured her temperature. 37.8 degrees. Look at her condition today is really much better than yesterday. Although it is not a taste in the heart. But he really didn't mean to target her. Fortunately, she wasn't too angry. It's not that he got used to his stinky temper. I'm still used to it. I can't afford to be really angry with anyone.
Qin Yafu woke up. I noticed that it was getting dark. Looking for Lin Zihang again, he is not around. Look at the bedroom door is closed. She got out of bed and opened the door. I saw Lin Zihang standing in the kitchen talking on the phone.
Lin Zihang had his back to the glass door. It's not loud. But it is obvious that it means rejection.
"Zihang. Qin Yafu opened the kitchen door. Screamed softly. She could already guess who he was talking to
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