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Early spring, early in the morning.
On the night of the breakup, the night was very cold, but what was even colder was the hurtful text message, "Break up!"
There was a long silence and then a text message was replied. "Good!"
In the days that followed, she also fantasized that if she hadn't woken up at that time, wouldn't she have seen the text message of the breakup that day? Well, at least the breakup time could be postponed, but life will always be different from what she imagined. And that's all for later, now, let's go back to the scene of the breakup.
stared at the ceiling for a long time, emptying his head, and couldn't think of a reason, his heart was wooden, his eyes were dry and a little painful, but he just couldn't cry. Smiled helplessly to himself, forget it, if you can't think of a reason, it's better to sleep, pull the quilt and cover your head together, sleep!
But after half an hour, 'No, I can't sleep,' kicked off the quilt with a bitter face, and she simply stood in front of the window to blow the wind. It's not that I didn't think about breaking up, but I didn't expect it to be at such a time and under such a situation. Even if a text message is over, I can't make it clear in person when I break up, are you afraid that she will keep it?
Ironically, she had nothing to say.
She dated him in the winter, and the first night of the relationship was also like this, the wind was very strong, but her heart was very warm. He chased her for three months, and for three months, she was finally touched by him, and then together. As with all novels, the beginning was blissful. He wants to stick to her every minute, treats her very well, doesn't let her do any little things, takes care of her in every detail, promises like air without money, and keeps talking sweetly, and also makes her see that he works hard for them to be together, so that she is as happy as all women in love because of such a boyfriend. But love has a shelf life, and gradually, it is not so important. It always takes a long time to answer the phone, obviously it is his boyfriend, but his whereabouts have to be told by others. The most unbearable thing for her is that he never knows how to keep a distance from other girls, and he always makes her feel distressed ambiguously.
It's sad that she can't say anything, maybe it's too sudden, and it's a little difficult for her to accept it. The wind outside the window was still blowing, blowing coldly on the person, making her sober up, and looking out the window, it was already dark, everyone had already fallen asleep, only her, unable to sleep. Let her resentment towards him a little more, why choose to break up in the middle of the night like this, how can she face what will happen tomorrow!
Sitting in a daze watching the falling raindrops, from time to time a colleague who got off work passed by her side to greet her, "Ling Jia, why are you still in a daze?
"What about me?"
"I'm waiting for my boyfriend, so I'm not going to join in the fun?" the colleague laughed.
She didn't refute her colleague's words, she just laughed. In exchange for a deeper smile from a colleague. "Then I'll go first, bye-bye!"
"Bye. ”
Seeing that the rain was getting heavier and heavier, and there was no one in the office, Ling Jia slowly began to pack up his things on the table and prepare to go home. Anyway, no one at home is waiting for her to come home, it is better to be in a daze in the company, and she doesn't want to go home and be alone.
The rain was so heavy that all the pedestrians on the road hurried by, and she was the only one who didn't fit in with the crowd. Holding an umbrella, slowly swaying down the street. The cars on the road were speeding away, and the pedestrians on the side of the road hurriedly avoided the splashing muddy water, and they didn't notice her for a while, and they knocked her down when they backed down.
"Ahh "My umbrella!"
On a rainy day, everyone was busy going home, and no one had time to pay attention to her. She had to slowly get up and chase the umbrella by herself, but unfortunately the wind seemed to be deliberately joking with her, and every time she was about to grab the umbrella, another gust of wind blew violently. After chasing after this several times, it was wind and rain, and she was already embarrassed.
Seeing that he was about to grab the umbrella, another gust of wind blew. A pair of black leather shoes suddenly appeared in front of her, and then Ling Jia saw a pair of beautiful hands picking up an umbrella and holding it on her head.
"Thank you!" Thanking her gratefully, Ling Jia was about to look up at the appearance of this kind man, but her eyes were attracted by the scene of the man leaning behind her, and the polite smile was still on the corner of her mouth, and she was a little stunned for a while.
looked at the front of her stupidly, and the hands in front of her kept waving in front of her eyes, so that she could be called back to her wandering soul. "Miss, Miss, are you alright?"
"I'm fine, thank you for helping me find the umbrella!" With an apologetic smile, Ling Jia's eyes still involuntarily looked behind the man's back, but after such a short delay, the person she wanted to see had already stepped out of her sight. Retracting his gaze and looking at the person in front of him, Ling Jia realized that the person in front of him was also a beautiful man. The facial features may not be brilliant when separated, but they are surprisingly pleasing to the eye together, and with a slight smile at the corner of the mouth, it is simply a warm man who has become popular recently. In another scene, Ling Jia must be crazy about others, but unfortunately she is not in the mood at all now.
"Is there an idol star behind me? The woman in front of her looks delicate and weak, she looks so small, she is covered in muddy water in a white dress, clinging to her body tightly, and she looks like she can't give up, don't you know how attractive this is?
"It's nothing, thank you for helping me retrieve the umbrella!" Knowing that he meant well, he wanted to distract himself, but after all, he was a stranger, and it was not suitable to say these words. Ling Jia only spoke lightly. "Goodbye!"
"Are you like this, are you sure you want to go by yourself, do you need me to send you?" stopped in front of Ling Jia, who was about to turn around and leave, Cheng Yu also pointed to her soaked clothes.
"No thanks. Bypassing him, she was ready to leave, there was nothing wrong with this man, and strangers were so enthusiastic, either treacherous or thief.
It seemed to see her suspicion from Ling Jia's eyes, and Cheng Yu quickly explained, "Don't get me wrong, I'm not a bad person, I'm just a good person, so let's do it, I'll tell you my mobile phone number and name, so that you won't still think I'm a bad person, my name is Cheng Yuyi, Cheng is Cheng with a bright future, Yu is"
Cheng Yu also explained like this, which made Ling Jia cry and laugh, even if you are a bad person, you don't have anything to talk about, but this nagging is really unbearable. "Okay, I know, you're not a bad person, I can go back by myself, thank you for your kindness, goodbye!" casually beckoned a taxi, Ling Jia waved at him perfunctorily and got into the taxi and left. Leaving Cheng Yuyi staring at the umbrella in his hand for a long time, he muttered, "Do you really know? My name is Cheng Yuyi!"
After getting drenched in the rain and taking a comfortable shower, Ling Jia finally felt much better. Close your eyes and lie quietly in bed and enjoy the time to apply the mask.
When we first met, she was sitting at the snack bar downstairs of the company eating, chatting happily with friends, discussing the company's new colleagues, and smiling. But someone from the company also came to eat, and they greeted him from afar, "Ling Jia, good morning, how about breakfast?"
Ling Jia thought to himself, isn't this nonsense?
"Yes, it's a coincidence, it's all fate, it's better like this, let's share a table together!" thought about saying no, but before the words came out, the other party had already sat down. Ling Jia had no choice but to retract his refusal, but he really didn't have a good impression of this person at all. I don't usually have any contact, but I didn't see that this person was such a familiar person. Only eat silently, and want to finish eating quickly and leave.
I just met someone I didn't know, "Come on, come on, since you sit at a table, it's fate, I'll introduce you to you, my name is Zhang Sheng, this is Qin Zisu, what's the name of this beauty next to me!"
"Hello. He nodded slightly, "My name is Ling Jia, she is Qin Qing, it's a pleasure to meet you!"
I didn't care about it when I met for the first time, and I didn't think that it would be the one who cared more about each other later. I don't know what to do, and I am in love.
It's just that what's the use of thinking about these now, people who have already broken up a long time ago, what's the use of saying that they care! Burying his head deep between his knees, Ling Jia helplessly remembered the scene this evening, the person who had completely disappeared since the breakup appeared for the first time in three months. But even so, she felt that it was better not to show up. Once upon a time, the person who gently held an umbrella for her is no longer for her, and the back of the thoughtful shelter from the rain looks really warm, although she can't hear the sound, she can imagine what a harmonious atmosphere it is.
repeatedly told herself not to think about it anymore, but in her mind, she kept recalling the bits and pieces of the relationship, and the pictures of the evening, washing away her memories over and over again. repeatedly asked himself what he did badly, so that both parties lost the courage to go on emotionally, but no one could give an answer. Hot tears flowed down the corners of his eyes, down his face, and on the sheets, drop after drop, blurring the dark marks.