Chapter 10 The Fall

After leaving these four words, Yang Xin suddenly realized that it was not good, and thought to himself that no one had agreed to be my girlfriend, and that man might just be an ordinary classmate of others, is it not good to do this by himself? But another voice in his heart said: "No, that man must have ulterior motives for leaving this sentence, I must take precautions in advance and swear sovereignty to him." After a fierce struggle, Yang Xin decided to leave it at that, because ...... He doesn't have the right to delete messages in someone else's space!" Yang Xin threw his phone aside, and fell asleep.

Sure enough, the next day, he found that Liu Nan's face was not quite right, and then this thing was cheeky and pretended not to know anything. But Liu Nan couldn't bear it anymore, just when Yang Xin said, "What are we going to tutor first?", Liu Nan suddenly said: "Can you explain the meaning of the message in my brother's space yesterday?" "What, that's actually her brother!" Yang Xin cried in his heart all of a sudden, and he said slowly with an embarrassed face: "That, I didn't know you had a brother, I thought it was ......" "Even if he is not my brother, why do you run to other people's spaces to leave such strange words." I saw Yang Xin touch his head, and then said: "Little pumpkin, don't be angry, it's okay if I'm wrong." "No!" Liu Nan actually said decisively. So, Yang Xin reluctantly apologized all morning, and it wasn't until lunch time that Liu Nan seemed to be a little better.

Time flies, and the winter break passes quickly.

On the first day of school, Class 19 was filled with a depressing feeling, because they were about to face the division of arts and sciences, and Class 19 was going to be divided into liberal arts classes, so the students in the class had to be scattered to other classes except for those who studied literature. After a period of helplessness and greetings, the students of Class 19 began to pack their books and rush to the new class. Fortunately, Yang Xin, Hu Ruitao, and Guo Yapeng all studied liberal arts, so they stayed in this class, while Cheng Yajie was assigned to Class 3. The four good brothers talked together, and then the three of them began to help Cheng Yajie pack his things, and after moving over, the four of them exchanged pleasantries, and the three of them returned to Class 19. Who knew that Class 19 was already full, and 80% of them were unfamiliar faces. The three of them had to sit together with a few of the previous classes, so that at least they would be a little less lonely. Yang Xin suddenly felt a burst of melancholy, and he didn't know why, he felt that his mood was changing.

The new semester, the new class, it seems that everyone is integrating very quickly, and by the time the sports meeting after the mid-term exam is due, the class has almost become a mess, except for Yang Xin, of course. He gradually became silent, and he didn't know what he was thinking, some people thought that his declining grades were affecting him, but when asked he just shook his head and didn't speak. Only Guo Yapeng, Hu Ruitao, Cheng Yajie, and, Liu Nan, know what he is like. Find various reasons to skip class and surf the Internet every day, or just fight and drink outside and club, but even the four of them don't know why Yang Xin suddenly became like this. However, what hasn't changed is that he still chats with Liu Nan for nearly an hour every day, he listens to her talk about everything that happens in school, and she asks him to pour out the helplessness and sadness in his heart.

It was also because of Liu Nan that he was able to persevere in that suffocating life, and he did not lose his faith in those most difficult days. In his words later, it was: There was liquid flowing down, I thought it was sweat, because it tasted salty, and then I felt the pain, only to find out that it was blood, it turned out that blood and tears were salty, the difference is that it hurts a wound and hurts the heart.

It is true that for a man, or a boy, the best woman is not how beautiful she is, not how smart she is, not how self-reliant she is, not how talented she is, not how obedient she is, even if she is not beautiful, gentle, considerate, or even kind, but if she can still stand by the side of that man when he is the most helpless, miserable and depressed, then that man's heart will definitely be given to her, in this life, forever, not to be disappointed, not to give up. If Yang Xin could understand this sentence earlier, maybe