Chapter 435: Maybe I'm Not Working Hard Enough
Xu Shuang fell all the way, the summer sun covered her, the shadow of the street tree was cast on the ground, sparse and pitiful, she forgot to play the umbrella, just subconsciously stepped on the shadow of the tree, the sun still wrapped her head and face, and soon her forehead sweated. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
The streets are still full of traffic, and the surrounding area is orderly and noisy.
Xu Shuangchuan walked to the corner of the street, silently waiting for the traffic light, and suddenly had an unreal feeling, as if she was far away from these dynamic street scenes, and only the sadness and frustration that gradually floated in her heart became more and more vivid.
She bought two buns and a bottle of water at the corner snack shop, passed a bus stop sign, squinted for a while, got on the bus with a general impression, turned around twice, and entered a park.
There were not many people in the park, so Xu Shuang found a bench, and the osmanthus tree obliquely shone half of the shade, and she sat in the shade.
Xu Shuangchuan had never tried to sit alone in the park for an afternoon.
She finished biting two buns and sat in a daze, thinking about a word Gu Yiwei said, frustration.
If we reject you here, is it a minor setback for you?
Xu Shuangchuan actually wanted to say that she had experienced countless setbacks like this, sometimes she didn't know that she was rejected, she just waited for speculation, and then a week, two weeks, three weeks passed, she realized that she was rejected, she didn't even know the reason for the rejection, but she was embarrassed to say this.
She was embarrassed to say it.
Her every step was not so smooth, she also coveted the taste of braised pork in a foreign country, and once divided a sweet potato into two meals to cook porridge, just to smell the fragrance of sweet potatoes in a place full of potatoes, and also shivered on a rainy night in winter, did not sleep all night while doing laundry and homework, and was penniless with a bag on her back, wandering in a strange place, and was also followed and teased late at night, and still dare not explain the details to Chen Chi.
She also lived hard with Chen Chi, kept moving, dragged all her belongings through the city streets like ants moving, and was even reluctant to throw away a pot of half-dead flowers, and was also worried about Chen Chi, guarding the door in the middle of the night, pointing her ears to listen to the footsteps outside the door, hoping that he would come back from work as soon as possible, and she also lived separately from Chen Chi and Chen Chi, only once in ten days and a half months, sending each other in the wind and rain, and suffering from separation.
She has also been running around looking for a job under the sun, and she has been worried about her work when no one is there at night, and she has also been looking for a job and trusting others, giving Chen Chi and the money she just saved away, and she has also been ridiculed for squeezing the bus after work, swallowing the pickled breath, and has also endured several years of staggered work, almost all weekends have left Chen Chi aside, and she has also returned home at night to alarm her parents not to rest, and she has been struggling with endless housework, very eager for a smooth career advancement.
Xu Shuangchuan never thought that these were setbacks, but just encountered, thought about solving, and then moved forward. Until today, Gu Yiwei was condescending and asked lightly in a determined tone.
If we reject you here, is it a minor setback for you?
The sun slowly shifted, and the shade of the osmanthus tree shifted.
Half of the frost was basking in the sun, half was hidden in the shadows of the branches, and tears were oozing out inexplicably.
"Come in. Chen Chi raised his head from the computer and looked at the door.
"Mr. Chen," Lu Qing leaned into half of her body, held on to the doorknob, and asked coquettishly, "Do you still have to work overtime today?"
"Daisy, you also have to work overtime today?" Chen Chi said with a smile.
Lu Qing is no longer Xiao Lu who has just joined the company, her foreign name Erin who started English classes in college has rushed with her colleagues in the company, and she has a new one, named Daisy.
Daisy, little daisy, oh, yes, good, catchy. At that time, she was still in Lilime's charge, and Lilimei commented on it, and then added the name to the company's employee directory. Now Lu Qing is familiar with her, and her foreign name is also known in the company.
"Well, there are two more reports, I'll go back when I'm done. Lu Qing bent her eyebrows, "Mr. Chen, do you want to eat noodles or rice, or barbecue rolls?"
"Kebab?"
"A new store, a few days ago, I distributed a business card downstairs, saying that it had opened recently, and one copy would be delivered. I went to eat it with Xiao Yang, and it tasted good. ”
"Then try the barbecue. ”
"A little spicy in it, medium spicy?"
Chen Chi smiled and nodded: "Okay." ”
"Then I'll go call. Lu Qing pursed her lips and smiled, turned around and closed the door, and the green corners of the beach skirt flashed through the crack in the door.
Chen Chi retracted his gaze, and suddenly remembered that he had to say something to Xu Shuang, but he forgot when he was busy, which made her dissatisfied several times.
"I didn't come back to eat after working overtime today, and I came back at about ten o'clock. He sent a text message and continued to write emails to the Italian lawyer.
When the closing time of the park came, Xu Shuangchuan was urged out of the park by the park management. She looked down at her phone and simply looked back: "Okay." ”
The evening rush hour began.
She walked past a bus stop, glanced at the crowd that was full on the curb, and stopped. A bus arrived, there were already a lot of people on the bus, only a few people came down, but a bunch of people gathered at the front door of the bus waiting to get on the bus. In the window glass, the passengers were huddled together with their hands holding the rings.
The car drove away, and Xu Shuangchuan stood silently for a while and continued to walk forward.
On the way, passing the subway station, many people from all directions continue to converge and rush to the underground passage. Xu Shuangchuan walked down in the crowd, sat on the waiting seat, watched a subway carry away the dense crowd, and soon many people came down from the stairs, and once again covered the subway platform with black pressure.
Some of these people are in a hurry, looking forward, some are staring at their phones, oblivious, and some are still busy, trying their best to raise their voices and make phone calls to deal with business.
Xu Shuangchuan looked at it in a daze for a long time, and suddenly a thought popped up.
Perhaps, she herself didn't work hard enough.
"Mr. Chen," Lu Qing knocked on the door again, "The barbecue rolls are here, send them to the pantry, and I'll bring them in?"
"No, I'll finish sending the email and I'll go get it myself. ”
"Okay, I've been sitting and busy, so I'm going to have a proper rest. Lu Qing smiled.
Chen Chi laughed along. Five minutes later, he picked up the glass and got up.
Lu Qing sat on the fabric sofa, diagonally facing the door of the pantry. In the pantry, the huge floor-to-ceiling glass reflects the indoor coffee table and bar, which is as warm as a private living room, mixed with the dark night outside and the neon stars, making it elegant and quiet in the bustling hustle and bustle.
Chen Chi turned into the pantry, and happened to see Lu Qing holding a saucer in one hand and a cake in the other, a silhouette of reading a book with his head hanging down.
She wore short ear-length hair, a thin gray cardigan that showed off a smooth collarbone, and a delicate platinum necklace around her neck, the pendant pressed against her skin, gathering a cluster of shimmering rays in the soft light of the wall spotlights. On her lap, a book was spread out and pressed against the long green skirt, the loose and soft skirt almost dragged to the ground, faintly revealing a pair of sandals of the same color, the pointed dark green heel lined the white bare instep, and stepped gracefully on the azalea pedal carpet.
"Oh, Mr. Chen. Lu Qing turned her head and smiled, "You're here." As she spoke, she hurriedly put the cake on the plate, picked up the book, and Tingting stood up, and her skirt instantly hung down like silk satin.