Shen Fanxi's mood is very chaotic now, she just wants to sort out her mood by herself.

Although she could see that Gu Tianyou was trying to comfort her emotions, it was a sensitive time.

If you are caught by the reporter behind you again and get some big news, you may have to trouble for a while.

"Fanxi, Fanxi, I'll send you back." Gu Tianyou looked at her with sincerity in his eyes.

If it was in the past, she would definitely have no way to refuse such kindness.

"Go back, it's not the same time it used to be."

Shen Fanxi waved his hand at Gu Tianyou cruelly, indicating that he should stop following him.

When Gu Tianyou first heard this, his ears automatically ignored it.

He only thought about following Shen Fanxi's steps to face these difficulties together, and never knew why Shen Fanxi would say such things in such a situation.

"Don't follow me, it's not the same time it used to be."

Shen Fanxi probably guessed that Gu Tianyou couldn't fully understand what he said.

While he was still following him, Shen Fanxi repeated what he had just said.

At this moment, Gu Tianyou seemed to understand why Shen Fanxi would say this.

"I see, take care."

After Gu Tianyou finished saying these six words, he glanced at Shen Fanxi reluctantly.

Not long after he walked away, he looked back at Shen Fanxi step by step, and every time he turned around, he saw that she was smiling at himself before finally leaving.

After sending Gu Tianyou away, the reporters behind Shen Fanxi also left because they couldn't ask anything else.

Shen Fanxi didn't choose to drive home, and this time, she didn't want to go back either.

"When I go home, which home should I go back to? Family? The Shen family? ”

Shen Fanxi shook his head as if asking himself.

But there was no one to answer her question.

To put it bluntly, when she saw the test sheet herself, she did feel a little disappointed.

Cornering into a shabby bar, she wanted to soak herself in the jar.

Usually I am too drunk, but this time I will let myself be a little drunk, maybe this can see some things in the world clearly.

"Blame me for having too many expectations and thinking she treats me badly, but I'm still counted as a mother's child." After drinking the first cup, she drank it all.

Her heart felt like it was going to break, and she didn't understand what kind of attitude Chen Mei had towards herself over the years.

But the last thing she understands is, why did she hide this matter from herself for so long?

"It's really a long line to catch a big fish, I didn't expect it, I really didn't expect it." Shen Fanxi was thinking about it, and he hammered his head with his hand.

She still has a little bit of self-righteousness, feeling that Chen Mei didn't tell her the truth about this matter because she was afraid of breaking her heart.

However, she never expected that Chen Mei had just buried a bag of explosives for many years, and it was only now activated.

"Joke, I'm a joke." Shen Fanxi muttered to himself, and poured a full glass of wine in his hand.

Why is she so naïve? Having come to this point today, should I still blame others for being too scheming?

"I should have known this a long time ago! If it was my biological mother, how could she be so bad to me usually. Shen Fanxi seemed to remember something from the past, his tone was suddenly very angry, and he picked up the wine glass and drank it in one go.

"If, if it were my biological mother, how could she have been entangled with me for most of her life because of a marriage that I didn't like at all."

At the mention of this, a mocking smile began to appear on her lips.

"Not only that, but there are always good things left for Shen Qingyu, I don't even deserve the worst ones!"

She seemed to have drunk a little too much, and began to babble a little loudly.

Pick up the beer on the table and start drinking it in one sitting, whether it's liquor or beer.

On weekdays, her company also has a lot of coping and drinking parties, and Shen Fanxi's alcohol consumption has been exercised in this way.

"If my mom was still around... If—" She spoke in a low voice as if she had suddenly remembered something.

She thought in her heart that if she had a mother, she would definitely love Shen Whispering more than Chen Mei.

At this time, Bai Tong's face unconsciously appeared in her mind.

Because this woman has a temperament similar to her appearance, she usually has a good attitude towards herself.

"What's the use of being good? She is Gu Tianyou's mother. When she thought of Bai Tong, she would unconsciously think of Gu Tianyou.

Gu Tianyou told her today that they are the same kind of people.

At that time, she wanted to scold Gu Tianyou, how could they be the same kind of people?

Obviously, he still has a mother, but she has no relatives in this world.

The more Shen Fanxi thought about it, the more he felt that his heart couldn't start breathing, and when he looked up at the time in the bar, it was time for Gu Ziyan to get off work.

"Ziyan, I want to go to my father's grave to see." Shen Fanxi immediately sent a text message to Gu Ziyan.

After a while, Gu Ziyan immediately replied to her text message.

"Don't you want me to take you?"

Gu Ziyan thinks that if you follow the general routine, when the heroine's career is hit, shouldn't she show her dependence on herself?

said so, but Gu Ziyan still knew it very well in her heart - after all, she was Shen Fanxi with an independent personality.

Before Shen Fanxi sent him a message, he had already heard about Chen Mei and Shen Fanxi's test report.

Before the test report came out, Gu Ziyan had probably guessed the final result.

Therefore, when Shen Fanxi sent him a message, he happened to be busy with the things he had arranged in advance.

But he didn't expect that this little girl would go alone.

"Okay, then you pay attention to the road yourself."

I thought a lot in my heart, but the sentence that came out in the end was only a little bit, probably talking about Gu Ziyan.

After Shen Fanxi checked out, he staggered out of the bar, and then drove his own car to find Shen's father's grave.

It's been a long time since I've been here, and Shen Fanxi feels that the grass here is about to grow as tall as his calves.

At the beginning, Shen's father insisted on not choosing a place that was too expensive, he just wanted to find a similar place and settle himself.

At that time, Shen Fanxi blamed him for saying such unlucky things while lying on the hospital bed.

As a result, not long after, Shen's father had a dispute with Chen Mei and finally passed away.

Shen Fanxi thought about this, and felt that Chen Mei and Shen Qingyu owed him too much.

"Dad, are you okay now? As for me, it's a little unpleasant. Shen Fanxi was at his grave and muttered to himself.

I've been putting up with these words in my heart for too long.

It was already right to tell Father Shen a little earlier.

"Dad, I'm sorry I might have to bring down the company you left with me. I can't do anything well in this life. Even what you left me, I can't take good care of it. ”

Shen Fanxi said and sat on Shen's father's grave.

"I don't know if you take good care of yourself, I'm fine, I know I'll get through these days."

Shen Fanxi picked up the grass on the ground, made it into a circle, and then put it in front of Shen's father's dirt bag.

"Dad, it seems that you haven't taken good care of yourself, the grass on the grave is so high, those two mothers and daughters must not have come to see you since you passed away."

Shen Fanxi hugged his thighs, curled up together, and said to Shen Zhenhua.

"Dad, it's come to this, my current desolate field is all harmed by those two mothers and daughters, if I can finally turn over one day in the future, don't blame me for your spirit in the sky."

Shen Fanxi said angrily: "I gave them so many opportunities, they never knew how to cherish it." This time they want to drag me into hell! ”

Shen Fanxi touched the photo of Shen's father in front of the grave, and carefully rubbed his face with his fingers.

This face is still so similar to the loving father in his memory.

"Dad! I'm sorry for you! Father! ”

As he spoke, Shen Fanxi began to cry. She said that she didn't care at all, but in fact, her heart had already begun to waver.

Just ask the children in the world, which one does not desire the love of his mother at all? And who gets tired of being in their mother's arms?

The line of defense in my heart was finally broken by myself, and my eyes kept falling like pearls with broken threads.

"Dad, you say, who is my biological mother?" Shen Fanxi wiped his tears while looking at him in the photo.

"If my mom were still in the world, she wouldn't do this to me. However, I didn't even have a warm support. ”

Suddenly, a lot of dark clouds gathered in the sky, and all of them gathered together. It was a scorching summer day just now, but now it suddenly became cloudy, and there was a sound of thunder coming from the clouds.

"Dad, you see, even God can't stand it anymore, and he wants to cry for me."

Shen Fanxi is really sad, usually he is so strong and so unmoved, but now he has all turned into ashes.

The thunder kept rolling in from afar, as if it had thundered on her head, and the raindrops were like the tears of the Heavenly Maiden, pouring down on Shen Fanxi's body.

"Dad, it's raining, are you cold?" Shen Fanxi took off a coat from her body and covered it in front of Shen's father's grave, and then she kept holding the tombstone.

"Don't catch a cold."

Suddenly, Shen Fanxi also had an extra coat on his body.

Before Shen Fanxi could turn around, she smelled Gu Ziyan's scent from the smell emanating from her coat.

"You?" Shen Fanxi turned around in some surprise and looked at Gu Ziyan who was standing behind him.

"You made it easy for me to find it, and after you sent me a text message, the phone turned off, right?" Gu Ziyan tapped Shen Fanxi's forehead with his finger, but there was no trace of blame in his tone.

"I told you I was coming to Daddy's grave."

Shen Fanxi tightened the coat on his body, and also felt that what Gu Ziyan said was indeed right. Even if he is in a bad mood, he can't let him find his figure at this time.

"That's true, but do you know that when I asked you when you were going, you didn't reply to my message. But I was able to find it, and at last I decided to come here, and wait with your father until you came. ”

Gu Ziyan shook his head, he really didn't know what to do with this little woman.

"Then what do you see?" Shen Fanxi asked him aggrievedly, thinking in his heart if the things that he didn't match his image on weekdays just now were all in his eyes.

"Oops, I just saw it, a little girl who misses her dad so much."

"I'm not a girl!" Shen Fanxi hates it most when others say she is immature.

Gu Ziyan unexpectedly didn't refute her words, in fact, he saw it just now.

When she was crying while holding the tombstone, when she was talking to herself stupidly, when he saw this scene, he didn't feel that Shen Fanxi looked like the person he knew on weekdays, he really looked like a fragile little girl.