Chapter 21: Love Is So Cruel
The two sisters leaned against the head of the bed and talked heart-to-heart.
When she was a child, because Jessica was timid and afraid of the dark, Krystal slept with her sister almost five days a week. What she didn't realize was that her sister's interest in liking Barbie dolls was actually cultivated by her. For little Jessica, her sister is her first Barbie. Eight-year-old Jessica holds five-year-old Krystal in her arms, puts her on makeup, and dresses her up...... Fortunately, there were no photos left, otherwise the relationship between the sisters may not be as good as it is today.
Jessica is weak at heart, and since she was a child, she likes to sleep with things in her arms, which is a typical dependency tendency in behavioral psychology. On the surface, she looks cold, as if she rejects people thousands of miles away, but this is just her shell, and she rejects people thousands of miles away because she doesn't know how to deal with the situation of many people around her. This is like a CPU, like the personalities of Sunny and Xiuying, they are I7, four cores and eight threads, and many people around them can handle it. But Jessica, she is a Pentium G3220, or the one that can't be overclocked, there are many people around her, and things pile up, and she can't bear it. At this point, she needed a coprocessor to help.
And what about Krystal? Although she doesn't have the same range as the I7, she's at least an I3, and although she can't overclock, the single-core performance is sufficient. Although you can't do many things at the same time, you can still do them one by one.
Jessica snuggled into Krystal's arms, 'dormant', silent. Krystal's side is close to full load, combing through the information just now, thinking about how to talk to her sister about it, and what to do is the most correct situation at the moment. She's pretty much 'settled' the line of things now, something like this.
Quan Ningyi likes his sister, but his sister has something else in her heart, and this person is likely to be Ah Jiu. Quan Ningyi discovered his sister's thoughts, and because of love turned into hatred. What means did I use to have a relationship with my sister, but because the person my sister likes in her heart is not him, she doesn't want to marry him even if she is pregnant. As for Jessica, she didn't want to take the child. Krystal is fully understandable that a mother's maintenance of her child, a mother's love for her child, is not calculable, it is an instinct and nature.
"Sister......" thought about it for a long time. Krystal finally spoke. Jessica looked up at her, feeling worried, the person she felt most sorry for when these things happened was her sister, and if Krystal accused her at this time, she would really break down.
"Actually, I know it all. ā
"Know...... "Jessica felt like a thunderclap sounded in her ears, her head buzzed, and her eyes went black.
"You don't want to marry Quan Ningyi, it's actually because you have someone you like in your heart, right?"
Jessica heard this. A burst of hope suddenly rose in his desperate heart, and he looked at his sister in a daze.
Krystal thought that it was in her sister's heart, hesitated for a moment, and asked, "The person in your heart, is it, is it?"
Who 'he' is, needless to say, both sisters know it in their hearts. Jessica didn't know how to answer, but looking at her sister's expression, she seemed to sense something. If you don't admit it, it seems even stranger. It's also a bit hypocritical. And about the child, from the words she spoke, it didn't seem to be suspicious, Jessica thought about it. The decision is still part of being honest...... She is too bitterly depressed, and love should be fair to everyone.
Jessica nodded slowly, acknowledging that the person in her heart was 'him'.
Krystal saw that her sister confessed, and her heart ached. Although I was already mentally prepared, when my sister really admitted it. She was still sad. Why is it a sister, why is it not enough to have two rivals in love, and my sister should also be involved?
Krystal suddenly felt a little difficult to breathe, took a deep breath several times, and forced the urge to quarrel, Jessica saw her sister like this, no less uncomfortable than her, she didn't know how to say anything, and hung her head silently.
"Sister, how did you like him?"
"I can't tell," said this, there was no need to conceal it, Jessica recalled the past of her acquaintance with Ah Jiu, and said, "No one has ever ignored me so much, it was him. No man has ever touched my feet, it's him. Although he was always angry with me, he would also comfort me in turn, and when I needed help, although he said that he didn't care, he never ignored me...... I don't know when I liked him, but when I see that he is good to you, I feel envious, I feel pitiful, and I wonder why he can't be nicer to me...... Sister," Jessica couldn't cry: "I'm sorry for you, don't worry, I won't, I won't, I won't ...... him"
"Sister, don't say it again. Krystal interrupted Jessica's words, and her eyes reddened: "Sister, in fact, I saw early on that you have a good impression of him, and I just pretended not to know, because I have confidence in you." You're my sister, and you won't do anything to hurt me. He...... He loves me and won't. I'm not blindly trusting him, sister, you know? He likes Kim Taeyeon very much, but if I don't nod, he won't dare to do anything...... Sometimes I think, can I control a man like him alone, but just the thought of sharing his love with others makes me so sad that I really don't want to...... Sister, I also want to say I'm sorry to you. I really can't accept to share his love with anyone else, not even you......"
When Jessica heard this, she felt like a prisoner in prison waiting for a sentence, who always felt that she might be a life sentence at best, but she was sentenced to death. But she understood that this death penalty was doomed a long time ago. She fell in love with someone she shouldn't love, and she didn't even have the right to fight from the beginning.
Jessica held back tears: "IāI see. ā
Krystal couldn't bear to look at her sister and continued: "Sister, I haven't experienced anything like this, so I can't help you. I can only assume that this happened to me from my point of view, and give you a little bit of advice from my point of view. If you don't plan to marry Quan Ningyi, I advise you not to have this child......"
Jessica was excited: "No, I must, kid, I must..."
"Sister, you listen to me first," Krystal soothed Jessica and continued: "I think the father is a very important role in the child's growth, if you can't give him a complete home, he will also suffer from birth, and you will give up the rest of your life because of him...... Of course, I'm just building yƬ, and if I really want to choose, I don't necessarily choose anything. You and his business...... I'm sorry,"
Krystal finished speaking, got out of bed, and ran out of the bedroom without looking back. She was also in pain in her heart, and between family affection and love, she chose love. She felt that she was too cruel to her sister because she had even said something nice like 'play fair' to Taeyeon, but she didn't want to say anything nice about Jessica, and she didn't want to give her the slightest chance. (To be continued.) )